I won't cut myself anymore I won't play Russian roulette ...

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I won't cut myself anymore I won't play Russian roulette anymore, even my version where I cheat I won't point loaded guns at myself anymore I won't do these empty hookups anymore. If I say these things or post them something in my head makes me want to listen to them more.

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Guys please, if I start slipping up and start looking like I'm gonna fall into this shit again please call me out. These fucking mindset changes make it hard to be consistent, I might need some help with it. I'm sorry I'm asking a selfish thing of strangers, but I need to I think.

40 views · Feb 21st

You know what? Fuck that. This hookup shit and this onlyfans shit isnt what I want, and it isnt gonna make me happy. Sure maybe the attention and money might be nice but it isn't the right thing for me. I'm gonna take things seriously and try to find someone I can care about I'm gonna keep on fixing my life. I'm gonna keep on trying to improve my life. I need to fight these self destructive urges and not give into them. I'm not gonna let myself crash and burn no matter how much I want to. I'm not gonna let myself become what I don't want to be. I wont let myself become my dad. I wont let myself go insane and lose who I am.

98 views · Feb 21st

Bro what does this even fucking mean. They/she? Which one is it dude

41 views · Feb 21st

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