#4 Hey, I’m a ninteen year old girl and I am a lesbian. I am always putting myself in uncomfortable situations with guys and I don’t know why. I thought if I left my country for a while I could be myself and it wouldn’t matter who I was because soon I would be gone but I’m not, I still hide. I always thought that once I lost my virginity it would be ok, I would realise it was just a phase or whatever…but it’s not. I know people will just say to get therapy or telling my family and friends is the first step but I’m not doing either of those.