"I don't want to be a slave house wife. instead I will be a slave to a company, salivate over my more financially well off employer and take anti depressants, become a wine aunt and buy a bunch of kittens. because that's totally what will make me happy. I don't understand why I'm suicidal. Why yes, I'm a 45 year old female and single. the right guy just hasn't come along. I totally didn't waste my 20s and 30s."