The world seems so lonely and transactional. Everyone seems like a robot, no one is personable anymore. Everyone ignores each other and scrolls through their phones rather than communicating like human beings. Etc… etc… I could literally write a 100 page novel on this. But, I just don’t have the patience or energy for that. I’m not so sure I want to be here sometimes. I really want to just disappear leave this time zone or planet and go somewhere where I’ll feel more welcome and happy. I haven’t been truly happy in this world for a long time