I feel alone. I have people that live in my house, my son is 14, my nephew and his wife at age 22, one baby that is one year old, and one on the way. I am 45 years old and provide every bill in my house. I want someone to care about me. No one cares about me. I will live the rest of my life giving to others. I have spent Christmas and New Year drunk. No one cares.