Let me be honest. I am a bit of an oddity. I am missing my left foot. A left eye. I am deaf in my right ear enough to have two hearing aids.

My recent brush with life left me without two front teeth. In yet? My tale continues. Yet. Makes me wonder.

Did I do this to myself? They claim yes. I look and think not. I did what was right. I did my best. And?

I am here telling you this weirdo story. Prior to losing eyesight and my teeth?

I lost my mind. People laugh. And say how would you know? I smile.

I knew my world. I knew China had no part of Mongolia. I knew South America was below North America. Similar to Hillary Clinton, I also remember Abe Lincoln as a senator from a sixth-grade essay I had to write about him.

The reality of the question? When I lost my mind, I got sent to a shrink. He assured me I was living past lives. I assured him that three weeks ago was not a past life. He went on with his ideas. And I? I asked some specific questions or stories about him. And? Guess those people in the future do not tell the same stories in each of the realities following. Meaning?

I asked him one story and then? I repeated it to him in another world or reality and freaked him out. Why? He knew what he and the other me talked about. And? It was not the same story. Instead of demanding me to be seen twice a week. He gave me some blue pills to take. Made the nightmares even more real.

Nightmares? Oh yes. My reality burnt to a crisp. I have seen or heard of other realities endings too. Like earth oceans leaking gasses, which froze all the coasts for hundreds of miles inland, killing people within minutes. I have heard of the earth destroyed by asteroids. I have specifically watched on YouTube how Hawaii got nuked in December 2017.

People laugh and ask what nightmare are you seeing now? I know several people talking about how nuclear war has already started. Colorado specifically is gone in several realities. Sure these could all be dreams. Sure, I could just be Mandela Effected. Or maybe I am a closed time curved loop traveler of time seeing history change from one reality to another. After all, just 90 degrees out of sight, you might be just someone else and in my dream today and gone tomorrow.

The story I need to tell? Death of humanity? Or humanity could change if they avoid the nuclear war with Russia? Each possible, I suppose.

In this dream I watch as a mountain and tree move daily. I watch as what seems like a film or movie replays history up to a point in time. You are a mad man. But of course. Look up Wondering mind through the multiverse 1and realize some parts of my dreams have stood the test of time. While others? Fade.

I think that is the part I needed to realize. Everything has a time and place. Trying to change the past which if I lived where I did according to time, distance, and speed - you were already dead a very long time ago. And? I am like a closed time curved loop traveler passing through your reality today and gone tomorrow waving ranting CHANGE for good. Why kill yourself with thermonuclear war?2

Do all my rants or tales do anything but annoy the dead? Seems that all I can do is annoy the dead. For you died a long time ago, and this is a reanimation of that reality for a day. And? If you do not change, your end is already written. And mine? My ending?

I fear I failed greatly. I did not live up to my expectations here or there. I realize with each fading day another reality is to come tomorrow and I can not predict whether I will be of any help here or there?

I fear I failed yet again.

To see reality in a moment of time. To realize this too is a past. To watch in horror as humanity on the edge of death continues to promote war instead of peace. Spends trillions on murdering each other instead of feeding the poor. And? I did not change my reality. I doubt this story will change your reality either.

In yet? I am writing this. Why? This story needs to be told. Remember, even if no one cares or reads it or takes action to change reality. Am I alone? I doubt it. The Catholics have a whole complete sect where their people were warned of no war with Russia. The Catholics marked 100 years since Our Lady of Faima warned people not to go to war with Russia.3 In yet? A catholic president is going to get the United States killed by continuing his rants of war with Russia and Ukraine. Take it from a future that is dead. Changing your ways is the moral of this story before humanity dies.

1 https://theprose.com/post/92852/journal-of-a-wondering-mind-through-the-multiverse

2

https://www.bizpacreview.com/2022/03/25/biden-tells/-us-troops-what-they-can-expect-to-see-when-they-go-to-ukraine-wh-issues-quick-clean-up-1217296

3 https://www.inquirer.com/philly/news/fatima-lady-virgin-mary-apparitions-catholic-100th-anniversary-secrets-sun-miracle-russia-war-pope-20171011.html

When people think about me. They automatically associate me with books, short films, reading, and writing stories..