It is not a good holiday when people you care about are suffering. In mental and physical pain . To the point they want to end It all. Please if you are hurting and alone this holiday season and feel this way. Please goto your local church and be with the community. Don't be afraid to ask for help . If need be call for professional help like concilers or psychologists. Please take care of yourselves this holiday season. Know that your never truly alone as God works within us all .