Sorry, I guess just feeling sad posting. I'm happy for my friends and stuff. c: But like, it just sorta reminds me how I wish I could feel attracted to someone. >~<; I know that's pathetic, but like, I like caring for other people. I like making friends and stuff because I honestly don't value myself that much, which is why I try to be the best friend I can be to friends. I wish I could find someone who I care for the most. And I'd want to try to help them with any problems they desire to have my help with. But problem is due to the sexual harassment of my ex, I feel it's hard for me to be attracted to someone unless they have feelings for me. Like to me the idea doesn't even come to mind in most cases unless I know they desire those feelings. Maybe this is just me putting others over myself still, I don't know. But it's just hard for me to feel that for someone when I have no hope anything will come out of it I just want to find someone that just their presence can make me happy. I don't even need their affection back, just being near them is more than enough. I guess what I'm sayig is I miss having a crush on people. As it's so rare and far between I get them since that moment with my ex.
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