its bad days like these that makes me fall in love with you more. it makes me think of multiple scenarios are you gonna leave me? are things gonna blow out of proportion? are you gonna feel like youre tired of me already?. point is, it makes me realize that im scared to lose you. you mean the most to me and own a special spot in my heart that is reserved only to you. my mind stays on replay of all the times we have, the feeling of happiness that bubbles inside of me. making me feel as bright as my glow .. its happiness. happiness that only you can bring to me with just thoughts. ill be damned if i lost you. on our rough days its manageable but still hurts my heart to argue. on our more than normal bad days it pains me because of all the thoughts that run through my head. i know that better is out there but i want to be your constant better. i love you too much to lose you. thats how i know i love you. i dont know how i can go on without you, i cant imagine a future without you in it and i need you in it. to have bad days is okay, everybody has ups and downs but it will only work with us working as a team. catching each others back, lifting one another up, supporting each other, loving one another. we're better together ❤.