I told myself I'd become the living embodiment of balance and that I'd one day be able to provide a comprehensive explanation of creation. These are the only two things I've ever truly wanted, and I'll chase both until the day I die.
I play and write music, fix houses and docks, raise livestock, and cultivate medicinal and atypical edible plants (weeds, colloquially).
My only goal in reality is to establish a tenable continuum of charity as an alternative vehicle and alternative to modern social progression, which I argue was the purpose and function of salvation espoused by the Nazarene.
I'm close to figuring it all out, I think. I hope, anyway.