When I was a child, I did something terrible. I did not speaking up when I should have. I saw something that frightened me and I was to tell anyone. I suppose today it would be something I would report right away. But, back then, I didn't understand it. I just knew it was scary.
It has haunted me from time to time throughout my life and I have seen her face a few times in my dreams. It's happening more and more lately. There must be something I can do.
As an adult, I live everyday with my cowardice, knowing that I allowed the unspeakable to continue. I'm sure now, something unspeakable was indeed happening on those dark, backrooms. I'll never be able to take my mistake back, I will never live it down, but I can hope she got the help she needed.
Please, God, say you saved her from that life. Give me a sign!
The Circus Came to Town
by Thadd Presley
Damp, dark,
a clank, a spark
a white light,
so bright
my eyes
shut tight.
It was years before,
when I was only a boy
a circus came to town
with elephants and joy
A tent
so large
all the people in town
could come right in
and laugh at the clowns.
In my delight, I got lost
For my family I looked
and down a dark hallway,
I saw a little girl was took.
A thick curtain came down,
and covered the way.
I didn’t see anything
But I heard the man say.
“Come one, come all,
Gather around ya’ll.
See the beautiful Chinese
and the Japanese dolls”
But the girl I saw
was so skinny, so thin,
with long, black hair
a chain under her chin.
She was scared and so young.
She spoke up from fear
she whispered:
“Please let me leave here!!”
My eyes were so wide,
from the shock of that sight
her locked in a cage,
with a necklace of chains
“RUN!!” I thought,
“they’ll be back again!”
Afraid for my life,
Finally I did.