Moving ahead
Blake Miller StudioMay 30, 2020, 3:01:06 AM
I'm so behind musically. I think I stopped actively finding new music shortly after moving to Florida. I stopped making music too. It's a little sad - to let that dream die, but you can only bang your head against the wall as a wishful musician for so long. You wake up one day and you're 40, and with it some dreams have to fade away. Maybe better to start over with something else.
I've given most of my life the past few years into sculpting, rabidly chasing this dream as though my life depended on it. And it does - there is nothing else. As a reward for my sacrifice, I've come to understand art, and now it's up to my body and the ability to find love to do the work. I'm all in, and I hope it's worth it.