Releasing exhausted clouds of old smoke

This morning I was very tired, I did not get too much sleep last night. I suppose I didn't get my balanced routines yesterday and then I went to bed very early, woke up at 3 am and couldn't go back to sleep until 5 am... So, I am not only a full-time mom, now that I've decided to take my dreams into the next level, I also require my daily routines more than my children—if I want to check all my daily goals, which I do...

I was not feeling a morning girl today as I normally do, that was weird... I started thinking about all the things that have caused me trouble in the past couple of years... This was not the usual me... My Ego was trying to find some other people to blame for my own decisions in the past... This little Ego guy always sneaking in whenever he finds a weak moment...

Anyway, I already embraced my anger some months ago, I also forgave everyone involved and now I love them all without condition, so those were leaks from my present state of exhaustion... Not mine anymore—or so I thought… I was trying to find a way to release all those toxins from my Mind when I noticed through my window some very thin dark clouds floating from one side to the other in the sky. And I thought, “How opportune… This is what I needed right now”. I just started releasing my Ego leaks by feeling—or visualizing—those clouds as if they were the toxins still remaining somewhere within me and letting them go from my spiritual self into the air…

Once I stood up, I realized that smoke came from the chimney of a neighborhood heating factory… I am not sure what kind of real toxins that chimney is releasing but at least it did me a favor by helping my mind metaphor some real good morning healing. Right now I am still exhausted but I am not blaming anyone or feeling unfairly treated by life. And I am so proud I could write my daily blog in the end! Thank you all for making my dreams come true every day! Love to all!