Dreamweaver

Ramblings of a Stoner - Part 1

Written for those who believe in a brighter today.

Hello dear readers,

The following is a random collection of tidbits of information, thoughts, beliefs and wisdom I’ve accumulated throughout my experience. There will be things you agree with and things you don’t. There will be things that may even offend you. I will contradict myself, and rest assured that I am no doubt a hypocrite in many ways. I ask you to see the intentions and ideas, and simply think hard, dissecting what is relevant to you and what isn’t. There will be portions where we must agree to disagree. My intention here is to share anything that may be of use to you, and to encourage each of you to share and live your own truth. It also doubles as my plea for us to band together as a human race with a few thoughts on how by working together, we can achieve great change. I don’t claim to have answers, but I’ve discovered many good questions. I believe that my unique experiences may be able to offer some lessons or guidance for your own life. It is speckled with my vision of peace, love and harmony. You’ve already everything you need inside of you; you simply must listen to yourself a little closer. Enjoy.

Everything we experience is simply an illusion. While this statement may seem rather general, no matter what topic, incident or situation you apply it to, you will be able to prove it true. Since we currently live in a world where the machine attempts to teach us that matter comes over mind, let’s start there. Take the example of an atom. Inside a hydrogen atom, the most common atom in our cosmos, there is a proton and an electron. If the proton sits the size of a golf ball, and the electron orbiting it is the same size, there are approximately 2 miles between those two, with the rest being empty space. However, we perceive matter in a much different way. Scientifically, we can explain it and we know these things with our human intellect. Nonetheless, we do not experience it in this way. Our entire cosmos operates similarly. Illusion.

This is because while everything in truth is simply one, the heart of God (or source, Alpha and Omega, infinity, whatever you choose to call it), as we separate from that heart, we experience things as different. As we start to experience the things around us, we need to have some kind of reference point so it makes sense. This is the beginning of creation. God was just chilling in the void. The first thing it does is to create dimensions. Now this is still an illusion, however it allowed God to see things as different. It allowed it to start playing a game to entertain itself.

Picture a child sitting in a room. This room has no doors or windows. The child starts to get bored and therefore it starts playing with its fingers. It bends them in every way possible, doing every stretch, movement, position it could imagine (literally, every one). Since time doesn’t exist for this child, eventually, it gets so good at movement, that it gets bored again. Since this is a rather unique child and it is only limited by its imagination, it next creates a ball in its hand. It just imagines it and the ball appears. Through another period of countless time, this child learns to bounce the ball at every angle in the room, off all the walls, one, two or three bounces, roll it all over its body and so on. Eventually, the child again will reach a point where it has experienced everything it can pertaining to the ball, and it grows bored again.

It continues creating these games over and over again to infinity, only limited by its imagination, until one day, its game is you. It decides to live the life of Joe Smith, a human in a certain time, with certain rules to the game. The rules are there to help entertain the child, adding challenges and different factors. It lives that life through your eyes and experiences all there is to go with the life of Joe Smith. Keep in mind, for the game to be as entertaining as possible, it needs to forget that its playing the game. Alan Watts does an excellent job of commentating on this point with much humor. We have all forgotten that we are simply God playing a game.

Then the Joe Smith game ends when Joe dies, as part of the game. The game then becomes Jane Smith, Joe’s wife, and so the child plays out that game. Then Scruffy, Joe’s childhood dog. Then the apple tree in his backyard. Then eventually every single particle of every single atom of everything ever in existence. There is no end, because there always must be something, an experience. Even nothing is something.

The game is everlasting, since its all simply limited by the imagination of the child. And its games become more and more complex. It plays not only the game of Joe, and Jane, but also the entire game of humanity. The entire game of the reptilians. The entire game of every star. The entire game of this cosmos and every other one. I could continue on endlessly. Each of these games are always just a part of the bigger game and are interwoven with every smaller game, because as the child experiences each game, it comes up with new ideas. The games grow. Yet at the end of the day, it is simply a child sitting alone in its room. As above, so below.

Trying to describe God is a useless endeavor because in our separate state, we will never be able to understand. We have forgotten who we truly are, because if we remembered we were God, and experienced life in the true power of God, the child is bored again. We simply exist somewhere along the spectrum of what is and what isn’t, though the ironic thing is that they are the same thing. These types of concepts are some of the advanced rules of our game. In the material 3D, you experience certain physics. This is part of the rules. We experience how thoughts happen or how the illusion of our life formulates itself around us.

A very wise man described to me the magnitude of God when I was a small child. Imagine yourself sitting on beach. You look left, and the beach is endless, continuing as far as the eye can see. You look right, and the same. Pick up a single grain of sand. That single grain is every thought, action and experience of every human being that ever was or ever will be. The rest of the beach is the mind of God. We can only describe God allegorically because we don’t experience the fullness of God. If we did, we would be that bored little child sitting in a room. God is like Peter Pan, it just wants to stay young forever and play infinite games. So we’ve been programmed to forget.

The hilarious part about it is even through our daily ebbs and flows of our game take us on a roller coaster of experience, we’ve already won the game. We designed it, and all games are meant to be won or completed. Even when we lose, we decided to lose at a higher level of vibration closer to the purity of God for the experience. This is the entire purpose of life: to experience. To be or not to be, that is the question. (Thanks Billy!)

Being and not being are the same exact thing but we experience them as different because we are playing the game. They are but different ends of the spectrum. The first verse of Genesis says God created heaven and earth and a few verses later separated the light from the dark. This is where the illusion begins, from that very first verse. God takes something (or nothing) and turns it into different things. Buddhism claims this happens over and over again. Same with Hinduism, as the breath of Brahma. It doesn’t even matter. Even if we understood everything there is to know about this cosmos we experience, there will always be another game. God is only limited by possibility. If you have thought it, it is a reality somewhere!

People get so caught up in the idea of a deity creating this world. I use the example of the child in the room again allegorically. We must convert things into images our five sensual rules can understand. It’s impossible, because the way things work on higher dimensional planes literally can’t be translated because they can’t be experienced here. Take for example this common argument people try to use to disprove God. If God is all powerful and all loving, then why does it allow suffering and death? Therefore, either it isn’t loving or isn’t all powerful. They are missing the point. Love and hate are the same thing. Black and white are the same thing. God simply wants to be entertained! Don’t we watch both comedies and horror movies for the same purpose? Entertainment!

Furthermore, because God is everything, it can play any role it so desires and still be perfect love. God is also perfect hate. God is everything. Though we can understand this intellectually, feeling and experiencing it spiritually is much different. Though they don’t actually exist, I will try and pull out a few universals that I’ve experienced. These universals simply apply to the furthest reaches of the game that I have perceived. I will spend some time on each, and revisit them through this composition, but understand they are simply illusions as well. You will see how often they contradict each other, yet always seem to support each other. All is an illusion.

1.Everything is change.

2.Everything is neither black, nor white, but grey.

3.Everything is either moving closer to the purity of God or further away (but will never reach the top or bottom).

4.Possibility has no limit.

5. Everything is hilarious and one big joke.

6. Your experience is unique.

1. Change

Nothing remains the same in this cosmos, or any other. Everything is temporal. There have been many terms used to describe this, but I prefer creation and chaos. As soon as something is born, it starts to die, and when it does, it is changed into a new birth. If something doesn’t grow, it dies to recycle the energy into something different. In terms of our 3rd dimensional reality, we see this happen from the smallest particles to the largest of cosmic creations. Hydrogen atoms continually gain and lose electrons, shifting their charge in the process. At the smallest levels we can see, quantum physics, particles simply disappear and reappear into this reality. The largest supernovas become cradles for new stars. Everything is in a constant alchemical process.

This applies to every level of energy in this dimension and every other. While the aforementioned examples talk of matter, one simply needs to look at societies, trends, beliefs, emotions or any other thing you can identify. The only constant is that nothing is constant. Why is it then that we are so afraid of change as a human race?

We attempt to hold onto the past and try to build ideas, concepts and matter that last forever. Forever is simply another illusion, as the only thing that is forever is God itself. We constantly try to recreate circumstances from our past, the things we’ve lived and experienced, and we end up in misery holding onto fleeting moments. If we were to simply embrace the idea of change, we would release our idea of control.

This is what is meant by living in the moment. Instead, we stay rooted in fear of the past repeating itself, or fear of the past unable to repeat itself. We stay stuck in anxiety of the future of everything that might or might not happen. Why do we resist the inevitable? Every change (death), is the birth of something new (life). This is also why the fear of death is useless. Death doesn’t exist. Life and death are again the same thing. The infinity symbol, the ouroborus and the sphere are all representative of this.

Take the example of the major Arcanum in tarot. The story starts with the first card, numbered 0, the fool. We are all the fool. The fool is endless possibility and new beginnings. The entire Arcanum represents the fool’s journey through the tarot. It takes one step at a time, risking everything in its innocence to experience, knowing that it knows nothing. It removes itself from the outcomes and simply walks its path. The fool first meets the magus, or the magician, followed by the high priestess, the empress, and so on until finally culminating by meeting the universe or the world. As the fool encounters each archetype, it learns, experiences and becomes each one before changing into the next one. Once it becomes the universe, it becomes the fool again, starting the next journey. Everything is cyclical.

Our resistance to change strips our ability to transform ourselves. As soon as we have lost this ability to grow and change, we will die in this form, and a new form will be born. Change is the natural movement of the cosmos, though we get caught in our limited perspective that some things never change. This is simply not true. Even God is in constant change.

There is a Sanskrit term called Samsara. This describes the constant change, the ebbs and flows in our lives. On your brightest day, you still may stub your toe and in your darkest hour you will still see the beauty of a butterfly. Accepting samsara allows us to work with it instead of against it. As a human race, we are rather poor at this concept. Look at how we have tried to control and harness nature. We build things that we believe are permanent. Yet nature can send an earthquake, a tidal wave, a volcano, or anything, and the human race as we know it could cease to exist. If we work in harmony with the spirit of Mother Nature, we are much less likely to have her cleanse us out and instead continue to take care of us. We are the only species on earth who works against nature rather than with it.

2. Somewhere in the in-between

Einstein nailed this one with the concept of relativity. Everything is simply relative to something else. Take the good and evil argument. Picture what pure love is, then picture what pure hate/fear is. There can always be something better, and there can always be something worse. A humanitarian is trumped by the ascended master in terms of goodness, while the murderer is trumped by the genocidal dictator in terms of suffering. Even beyond this realm, there are infinitely purer beings and infinitely darker beings. I’ve met many of both in my own experiences. We, along with everything in existence is somewhere in between.

As you walk through your life, understand that there is no such thing as a right or a wrong decision, there is simply a decision. Both Batman (the protagonist) and the Joker (the antagonist) are both the hero through their own eyes. They both follow their hearts exactly as they are supposed to. We are all unique blends of goodness and evil, and what we are only matters relative to someone else. This is why along its journey the fool becomes both the devil and the sun, death and the star. It’s all different chemistries of the same thing which only exist in relation to each other. Its why God separates the heavens from the earth – so it can tell the difference!

The illusion is strong within this concept. Take the example of masculinity (yang) and femininity (yin). We are each a combination of both. There is no such thing as something that is strictly yang or strictly yin. There is only the combination and a certain balance of the two, creating a third force, harmony. We all know very masculine men and very feminine women. We know many masculine women and feminine men as well. Take a look at yourself and realize you are neither masculine nor feminine, but a combination of both. This harmony, the combination of both is the grey. Even God is neither black nor white, but both. We choose to see the definitive male or female expression in humans. We only see black or white but these are simply the extreme ends of the scale. Something is only more black or more white in relation to something else.

This is why prejudice as a whole is ridiculous. Whether it is racism, sexism, ageism, or any form of differentiation, any form of prejudice is hypocritical. Firstly, we are all actually the same person. However, even if we choose to view this through the perspective of our illusionary game, we all still reside somewhere in the grey. What happens when aliens outwardly reveal themselves to us and they have whiter or darker skin, they live until only 10 years or 10,000 years or the males have no compassion and the females no passion? The extreme can’t ever be met because due to possibility, there will always be something closer to the extreme. Is a person a murderer if they kill someone trying to kill them? Is a person of pure heart if they spend their life killing yet sacrifice themselves to save someone else? These are hypothetical questions which have no answer. Then why do we keep trying to answer them and lay judgment? The bible reads do not point out the sliver in your neighbour’s eye while ignoring the beam in your own. We must engage in mutual support of each other’s exclusive paths. We are all God and all have a path to walk. No one’s is better or worse than anyone else’s, simply different. If it was all the same, the child in the room gets bored again.

3. Up or down the ladder

Though both black and white can only exist with the other, we have the choice to which shade of grey we choose to approach. We can attempt to purify ourselves by raising our frequencies and return to the purity of God. Let’s call this love. We can also choose to separate further from the purity of God, lowering our frequency. Let’s call this fear. (Thanks Donnie Darko!) There isn’t a right or wrong answer for approaching both ends of the spectrum are still an experience. The greatest bliss and the greatest pain are the same in the eyes of God, for they are both simply experiences.

I feel compelled to attempt to raise my frequency, and looking at humans in general, I feel it’s fairly safe to say that the vast majority would rather approach the spectrum of love. In my view of the future, I see this happening and us ascending to a higher vibrational frequency as an entire race. It is what I believe humans are destined to become. Perhaps I am wrong, and humans are destined to become more solidified beings instead of more ethereal as they separate further from the purity of God. If that’s the case, I will do everything I can to evolve from human. I’m not right or wrong, simply making my choice.

This evolution is what the return of Christ is. Growing up Christian, I believed that Christ would come down like a superhero and fight off the bad guys, taking us up to the next level. Through study, meditation and experience, I believe that the Christians are only half right. The return of Christ is the return of Christ consciousness. This Christ consciousness is the understanding that we are all actually one. Once a certain tipping point of individuals share this understanding and we realize that everything we do, both good or bad to someone else, we are actually doing to ourselves, I believe that we will raise the humanity frequency and we will leave this world and move to the next. People will literally disappear from 3d space. I’ve already witnessed this personally with certain individuals where you can see right through them as though they are a ghost or a hologram. Humans! Remember, this world is an illusion, and everything you’ve been taught is only half truth.

The human race was not always as solid as we appear to be now. The earth itself wasn’t either. The fall of man, original sin, or whatever you choose to call it refers to this. We were once higher frequency beings, yet we’ve fallen. This was necessary for the evolution of our species in the cosmos. Once we transform again to higher dimensional beings, eventually we will fall again before re-ascending to an even higher level. Samsara works on many different levels, both in the microcosmos and macrocosmos.

4. Possibility

We have the same abilities as the child in the room. Similar to its ability to create a ball out of nothing, we can create out of the void as well. Revisiting the analogy of the beach, so long as we can imagine a grain of sand, it shall appear. In our polluted human states, we have been taught to forget the abilities that we have. We are only ever limited by our imaginations and our ability to quell doubt. If there is a speck of doubt or disbelief, then we have lost our abilities to create. Take Peter in the bible, when Christ walks on the water out to the disciples in the boat. When Peter sees Jesus, he matches his ability to walk on the water before realizing what he is doing. At this moment, his human intellect takes over and his belief becomes more focused on the 3D world and its rules as opposed to using his true power. This doubt then causes him to sink to which Jesus responds ‘ye of little faith’. There is a similar example when Jesus is walking through a crowd and feels someone touching his robe. It is a woman who asks to be healed and he heals her saying ‘by your faith are you healed’. Without this faith, despite all the power Jesus might have held, she would not have been healed. This shows the power of belief.

When a child is born, it experiences the world during its first years much more purely than we do as adults. It senses and feels rather than thinks. This is how children learn about the world. If a child was never told it couldn’t fly, it would be able to eventually fly if it truly believed it could. This may sound farfetched, however as we ‘learn’ more about this 3D world as we become adults, we are actually de-evolving ourselves and quelling our own abilities.

Take the story of Hanuman from Hindu lore. It perfectly describes the polluting condition of our existence in 3D space. Hanuman is a monkey, who as a child has the ability to fly to the heights of the clouds. He meets a deity flying by on his magic elephant and causes him to fall and he breaks his chin upon hitting the ground. This is what Hanuman means, broken chin. The elders essentially tell Hanuman that he cannot continue this flying and over the years, he forgets the abilities that he once had. He grows into a great monkey, commanding the entire army. Eventually, his destiny is revealed and he must help Rama, a god. As he sojourns, he encounters obstacles that lead him to remembering his abilities to overcome. He remembers the heights he flew to as a child, starts flying again and ends up carrying an entire mountain to help Rama save the day from the evil Ravana. This story parallels our struggle here on earth.

We enter into the world simply experiencing and perceiving everything as a possibility. We then ‘learn’ in human intellect to become more attached to this world. We are told what we can and can’t do. We believe these things, because as the child, we are also the innocent fool, believing everything we are told by our parents and other adults. To reach and heighten our abilities, we must eliminate all doubts and know what we are capable of. This education in the way of doubt is one of the tricks of this world. Truly anything you put your mind to, you can achieve.

This cliché however, is only half correct (as everything in this world is!). You can achieve anything you believe if you do so with pure intention. If there is an inkling of doubt that you can fail, you will. We are tapping into realms higher than the 3rd dimension, therefore to use those abilities we need to elevate our frequencies and tap into higher senses. The only way to do this is acting in energies that are purer than we typically experience.

Everything in this world attempts to place limits on what existence is capable of. Take for example religion or science, constantly laying out barriers of where belief and understanding end. This human intellect pales in comparison to spiritual intellect. Yet, we label those who view the world in more supernatural ways than us as crazy. How many people will disprove a medium or psychic before even meeting them because they don’t believe? It must be a trick! How many psychological ‘diseases’ are explained? Let me tell you, there is no such thing as schizophrenia. These individuals are actually interacting with other spirits or beings, but everyone tells them they are wrong and that it’s simply in their heads. This is false. These people then spend their entire lives thinking they are crazy because someone else (or entire societies) have told them that what they experience isn’t real. Experience is unique.

All it takes is belief. Part of the human curse is that we try to label everything instead of simply experiencing. If you walk down the street and you see a dragon, and truly believe you saw a dragon, then you actually did. You experienced it. The ‘elites’ of the world, those hoarding the power amongst the few know these things, however they hide it to maintain the power and control. The system is designed so that when you experience something out of the ordinary, its automatically resisted because there are rules for the cosmos. We are told what the rules are. In reality, there are no rules, only those that we place on ourselves. When an entire mass of people believes something, it becomes the reality that we experience.

Take the news for example. All we see on the news today is death, fear and hate. Another terrorist attack, another disease, another upcoming natural disaster. This is programming of the masses. When you watch these things and start to believe that the world around you is living in a state of fear and destruction, then your world around you will take on that form! This is one big coup to try and maintain control over the masses. The system crushes your abilities by telling you what world you live in and what you are capable of. If everyone truly believed that the world was love and cooperation, it would be. Instantly. It’s this simple. More on this topic later.

The fool card, the beginning of the journey in the tarot represents possibility. Endless possibility. Do not listen to the world around you. Experience the world around then listen to yourself. Realize your own truth. Your limits are all self imposed and the earthly system is designed to reinforce those doubts. You are a god. You have the power to do literally anything so long as you eliminate all doubts and do so with a pure heart. As the child in the room, who has no doubt, it just does, our reality is only limited by our imagination.

5. Laugh

Literally everything in the cosmos is hilarious. The next time you are having a bad day, revisit your day from the view of a third party spirit watching your life in bird’s eye. As the things around you snowball, notice how funny it actually is! Whether it is a pure and light sense of wonder that cannot help you from smiling or laughing or an extremely dark irony, there is always something to laugh about. To understand this, we must remove ourselves from the illusion of our human experience and see things from a higher perspective.

This is obviously more difficult to do through the lens of what we perceive as darkness or pain. To help illustrate this point, I am going to use an example from one of my favorite cartoons: Dragonball Z. One of the many movies/ comics is an origin story of the main hero’s father, Barduk. He is on the evil scale, as is his entire race. He is backstabbed by his boss, an alien named Frieza who because of how strong the race is becoming, decides to destroy the entire race and their planet. Shortly before this happens, Barduk is granted clairvoyance. He witnesses the destruction of his race and his planet in a vision, then it starts to become a reality. His infant son, Goku, Dragonball’s main hero, is sent off to another planet (earth!) shortly before the destruction of their race and their planet. In the final moments before Frieza destroys the entire planet, Barduk has another vision of the future, with Goku full grown and confronting Freiza, and he knows that Freiza will be forced to answer for his crimes. As the planet explodes, Barduk, thanks to his vision, dies laughing, knowing the future. Goku goes on to become essentially a saviour of the entire universe over the course of the full story. The saviour of goodness is born out of an evil race. See the ironies!

Wouldn’t it actually be hilarious if humans end up causing their own destruction in their quest for power?! Achilles is defeated by getting shot in the ankle, the one part of him that is destructible because it wasn’t submerged under the water while he was dunked in the pools of life as a child. Of course that’s how he would die. It’s hilarious! Remember that God is always trying to entertain itself, and our perception of what is entertaining is not the same as God’s. We see and experience everything through a filter. God has an extremely light sense of humour, where the poor jokes of young children make it laugh and the darkest sense of humour through irony and black sarcasms make it laugh. There is no difference.

Revisit the hypothetical self-destruction of the human race. We, through our perception see this as horrible, filled with pain and suffering. But what if our destruction inspires a previously evil race to smarten up and they end up becoming the light warriors of our galaxy? It would make for excellent television in the mind of God. We need to be able to see things from the macro sense.

Everything is hilarious because as above, so below. At the end of the day, God is still the child in the room. It is extremely light and funny because it’s simply a child playing with all his imaginary friends! It’s extremely dark because it is a lonely child, all alone, tricking itself to cure the boredom. Think about the joke of separation and illusion. We perceive things as different, yet really, anything we do to others, we are actually doing to ourselves. Our entire reality is just a lucid dream that shapes around us based on our mental state. You long after someone, and fall in love with them, you are actually longing for and falling in love with yourself! You kill them, and you are actually just killing yourself! Yet both situations are hilarious because they aren’t even real! It is literally all a big joke. No matter what experience we find ourselves in, realize that there is a higher dimensional being laughing at the entire situation.

6. Uniqueness

Your experience is so deliciously unique. No one will ever have another one like it. Sure, there will be many similarities, but remember that God is just playing a video game. It doesn’t like to play the same one twice because it would simply be bored again as it knows the ending. Think of any adventure game you played through for the first time. You experience surprise and excitement and wonder as new locations and characters appear and the plot unfolds. However, after you play it through once, though there may be replay ability, it is never quite the same. Think about watching a movie. You watch it without knowing anything that is going to happen. Then let’s say you watch it again, and you enjoy it more than before as you catch more details than you did the first time. Though the movie is the same, the experience is different. The conditions, your thought process, your emotions, your attention, who you were with, etc. have all changed.

In our game of reality, we know that everything is cyclical. Over some period of time, things appear to repeat, however everything never repeats twice the same way. God would get bored, so what’s the point? This is why its so important to relish in the uniqueness of your experience and follow your own truth. Your experience is as exciting or as boring as you want it to be. If you aren’t experiencing curiosity and wonder everyday, then it’s time to make a change.

For some, this is achievable living the white picket fence life, same job for 40 years until retirement, little house and car, beautiful spouse and raise some kids. For some, exploring every country and trying every single experience they come across still isn’t enough to satisfy them. Returning to the system, this world attempts to eliminate the uniqueness and turn everything into a carbon copy. This is restraining our true power.

While living abroad, there was one night when I had moved out of where I was living. In the middle of the night I made my way to a friend’s house who was out of town where I was to stay the next few days. When I arrived with all the things I owned (a backpack and a few bags worth of things), the locks had been changed by their landlord! Being the middle of the night, no one was contactable, and I had no money. I was homeless! I found a spot in public to set up and I slept, homeless for the first time. What an incredible experience! I stayed that way the next night as well, but after that, it had worn out its appeal to me, and somewhere to stay ended up presenting itself. I had been told how horrible being homeless was, yet I found joy and freedom in the experience. Over the next weeks, I met some individuals who had chosen to continue to live homeless on the streets as they enjoyed the experience. There are many who live homeless by obligation, and I’m sure they don’t enjoy it as much. Notice the similarities and the differences of all our homeless experiences.

Don’t let anyone sway you from living your own truth, because your truth is unique to you. Again, we must be mutually supportive of each other’s exclusive paths. No one is right or wrong because everyone is right and wrong! Isn’t the hilarious contradiction of our existence so scrumptious? Be proud of every situation, feeling and choice you make, because you already chose to make it. Before you entered into this body to play your game, your soul had already chosen all the circumstances and choices you would make. You chose every success and every hardship. Yet, since you designed the game, you already won. Hilarity yet again. This brings us to another interesting point…

Free Will

Free will both exists and doesn’t exist and to be honest it is one of the most useless things to debate. We experience the illusion of choice in our lives because we’ve forgotten who we truly are to play and fully enjoy our game. Nonetheless, to us, we have that choice. It’s the same argument as walking down the street and seeing a dragon. If you experience it, to you it is real. Whether or not every choice we make is predestined or not, we can’t tell the difference as we play this game. This illusion of freewill however disappears if we think of the child in the room making decisions on the fly. Because everything is possibility, in some forms/ dimensions we feel trapped in destiny yet others we feel completely free from it. It doesn’t matter. We have the choice to believe we have a choice or not. If we live our lives thinking all is destined, then it is, and that will be our experience. If we believe we have freewill, then that becomes our experience.

We also must understand that everything we experience in this game is filtered through the human lens. Freewill means something completely different to God, and even if it laid out the blueprints in front of us, we would never be able to understand and it would look like scribbles. We constantly try to understand that which cannot be understood. In this sense, we do need to give into our game a little and play by some of its rules. We can remember bits and pieces of who we actually are, but in this form, and every other one we experience from now until eternity, there will be an incomplete picture. It simply doesn’t matter because the purpose of life is to experience.

Take for example our earth. Around the time of ancient Greece, it was thought the earth was a globe. Then it was believed to be flat. Then Copernicus made it round again. Today, there are many flat earthers and so much proof for both a flat or a round earth. To be honest, I’m 50/50 on the fence. I believe that the earth literally has changed its form over and over because we live in a mind over matter universe. If the majority of the populace believes it to be round, then it is. If the majority of the populace believes it to be flat, it is. At this present time, it makes no difference to my experience if it is flat or round. Literally none. If it’s round, it allows for certain possibilities. If it’s flat, it allows for others. Since possibility is endless, in reality, it is both flat and round in certain time spaces and it will eventually prove itself based on my belief system. At the end of the day, in terms of my experience, in this moment, it makes no difference to the next words that I write. It makes no difference to how I feel about the coffee I’m drinking and it doesn’t change the make up of the chair I’m sitting on. We fill our minds with so much useless garbage. Facts and knowledge instead of understanding and knowing (or remembering). Freewill is simply another paradox we choose to place value on. See how God laughs at all of us…err..itself!?

Perhaps probability is a better way to judge and navigate our existence. I remember hearing this anecdote somewhere. If you dropped a pen a million times, and it fell to the floor every time, but on the millionth and first attempt it floated, suspended in midair, would this be worth investigating? Quantum physics has now laid substantial evidence for us as well of a similar nature. Take the light beam experiment. Quantum particles are shot in a beam of light towards a wall with a slit in it. When this experiment is observed, the light behaves as we would expect, and acts as a beam, passing through the slit and leaving a single point, like a bullet hole in a wall. However, by replicating the experiment with the only difference being the literal viewing of the experiment by a human it behaves differently. When the experiment isn’t observed, instead those same particles now behave as a wave, spreading out after passing through the same slit! Its result is based on what we expect to happen. The discovery and advancement of quantum physics and mechanics is literally forcing us the change the way we understand the cosmos.

Existence will continue to develop and change in this way. Notice how all scientific facts are eventually disproven. Nothing stays constant and literally everything is in perpetual motion and change. One day, the sky will be purple though right now we all know that it is blue. The earth was flat before Copernicus, remember? Even the majority of Einstein’s theories have been disproven and he’s still regarded as one of the greatest minds in humanity’s history. As we experience more and more, more possibilities open up, and those possibilities will eventually lead to new realities. Those realities will be scientific fact for a time, then change again. This is why attempting to operate in 3D knowledge is foolish if you truly want to understand how existence works. You are playing with a deck less than 52 cards. This too shall pass.

Everything that I share in this composition will be relevant to right now, as I have experienced existence. First, let’s dive into one of the most useless and useful phenomenon in our reality: Language.

Language is a great inhibitor upon us. The story of Babel talks of a time when man attempted to build a tower to heaven in ancient Babylon. At this time, everyone spoke a single language. I don’t believe this was true. I don’t think they spoke a language at all, but communicated telepathically. God is said to have become angry and split the language that everyone spoke and scattered them all across the earth. This breach in communication divided the people because they became unable to communicate with each other. However, remnants of a unified language exist in the forms of art, music and dance. These are actually purer forms of language than any of those we use primarily to communicate aurally. They are experienced more universally. Until we return to telepathic communication, (which is coming, trust me) the pride we have in refusing to all attempt to speak one language is actually holding us back. We should all be speaking one language for it’s the only true way we can communicate, and the way that things are right now, that language should be English.

Now people are going to call me out on this because my native tongue is English, and why should I be so special for everyone to forget their languages and learn mine? This is ridiculous. About 2 billion people speak enough English either as a native, 2nd or 3rd language to have a conversation, almost twice the amount of the second most widely spoken language, Chinese (and its dialects). There are 3 times as many words in English as in Chinese and it’s growing quickly every year. 80% of the internet is in English. More scientific knowledge is English than any other language. More media and pop culture than any other. I’m not saying people need to learn solely English, but having a language we can all speak would be massively beneficial to global idea sharing. Children should be educated in basic English at least from a young age. If everyone agrees that everyone learns Chinese, or French or Afrikaans or we make up a new language instead, and all countries agree to provide resources and training in this language, then that works too. It’s semantics what language we all speak, so long as we can all communicate.

Now that I’m done that rant, let’s get to the true heart of the matter: my soul is bare as it relates to language. It is impossible to use language to describe God and the higher dimensions. As mentioned before, this is why we must use analogies to express dealings with higher realms. We are attempting to describe things using terms that only exist within our 3rd dimensional space and simply don’t exist in others. Take a tesseract cube for example. This shape is only possible to make and see on a computer. It cannot exist in 3D space because the physics that exist here currently restrict it from taking its true shape. Our language to describe that which we experience pertaining to the higher realms is the same thing. Everything must be filtered into our 5 sense, 3D world. If you converse with a 6th dimensional energy being, and it presents itself to you as a dragon, do you believe that is how it appears in the 6th dimension? No, because what exists in that higher level simply can’t exist here, so our minds must filter it through in a way we can perceive it and understand it in 3D reality. Maybe you see it as a dragon.

Take the example of Moses meeting God and having to turn his face away. This is because if he were to look at it in its true form, he would cease to exist, because that higher vibrational frequency cannot exist in this one. It is trying to put a square peg into a round hole. The concepts I’ve used to describe God, such as the child in the room or infinity such as the sand of the beach will always be incomplete models attempting to describe something while needing to filter it through into 3D understanding.

Take the dream world for example. Why is it that such magnificent things happen in your dreams that defy what we believe limit us in this physical world? It is because when you dream, your soul is leaving your body and is operating in higher dimensions. Things seem so weird only after you come out of the dream because it’s that point that you are plugged back into this 3rd dimension, and your mind has to filter your dream into 3D understanding. If you’ve ever had a lucid dream, or the next time you do, while you are lucid, notice the physics are different, the energy is different and take account of what the experience is. Then, when you wake and recall the dream, notice how your perception of the dream has also changed!

The dimensional cosmos is similar to a set of Russian dolls or an onion. Each layer fits inside each other and the inner layers affect the outer layers much more than vice versa. If our 3D cosmos is the outer layer of an onion, the 4th dimension is the next one in, closer to the heart. The 5th dimension is the one after that, and so on. The outer layer can’t ever penetrate the next layer in, because it’s physics are wrong. It’s physically too big to sit inside. We also know that the inner layer grew first before the outer layer. We only see this outer layer. However, we know that there are more layers underneath the top layer that we can see, and the closer to the heart you go, the more nutrients and flavor of the onion. How often do we discard the outside layers of the onion when we eat it because it has become bruised or rotten? The outer layer (3D) is dependant on the next one in, but the next one in (4D) still exists even if the outer layer is discarded.

The further we move out from the center (the purity of God), the lower the vibrations and frequencies. These vibrations and frequencies still exist and we still have access to them, but we can’t use our 3rd dimensional senses of touch, sight, taste, smell and hearing. This is why intuition will never be accurately measured and proven. Intuition is a higher dimensional sense that we are tapping into. Sure, there are experiments that claim to measure usage of intuition, but science keeps trying to treat intuition as a phenomenon of the 3rd dimensional world, and our physical bodies. They can’t tell you what causes intuition. Science sees intuition as existing in the brain instead of the mind. Silly science. Always trying to put limits on things which simply don’t have limits. This brings me to my next point…

The institution of religion is a massive cancer on the existence of humanity. Why? It’s perhaps the biggest paradox we witness. Something that is meant to promote unity and love has been bastardized to promote segregation. More people have fought for and died in the name of God under religious leanings than anything else. The Catholics have enough money sitting in their coffers do some amazing things, yet we still have people hungry, thirsty and fearful for their lives daily. Look at the manufactured Christian vs. Muslim issues we have in the world today. Look at how religious leanings serve as a differentiation factor as opposed to a unifier. However, you’re in luck, because I am going to reveal to you which of the religions is the correct and only true one. Are you ready?

All of them.

This is another part of the massive joke that we live in. We are taught within each religion and philosophy that there is only one true path to God, though some are a little more aggressive about this than others. The simple separate nature of religion and different belief structures and philosophies implies that one is right and the others are all missing at least something. This is actually true, as they are all missing something. They will always be incomplete because God is constantly changing.

Through all of my experience with religions and various philosophies around the world, I’ve noticed that they are all so beautiful. Well the majority of them anyways. Keep in mind that beliefs have done amazing things for people, but it’s the belief, not the religion that achieves results. 90% or more all preach and teach the same things, the same principles and concepts with different flavourings. The substance is more or less the same but we get caught up in the packaging. The truth is there is no right or wrong answer to discovering God, because it is different to everyone. No one can tell you what God is just like no one can tell you what love is. You just feel it. We describe similar experiences and feelings, then we end up beating ourselves up when we don’t feel or experience how someone tells us we are supposed to. Remember, all of our experiences are unique.

All of the religions and philosophies are all puzzle pieces. None of them are complete, and even when put all together, they will only be right for a split second before God has changed again. Nonetheless, what we need to do is combine all religions and philosophies into one. Explore them together, sharing ideas, then decide what works for you based on your experience. Your religion then becomes the perfect chemistry of ideas that describe your experience. Once you’ve done this, understand that it is not perfect, because you have already changed! Your beliefs, thoughts and perceptions will always keep changing like everything else. As soon as we attempt to stand strong in something and make a definitive statement, we are removing possibility from ourselves. We are going against the grain of the ever-evolving God.

Even with everything I’ve written here, someone will come and read it and claim it as being the be all, end all of philosophies or the true pathway to God. Shame on you. If you believe all of these words as the set in stone truth, you may have read them, but you’ve yet to understand them. This is simply meant to be another puzzle piece to help you find your truth. Only you can discover your truth because everything changes and every experience is unique. We are all the child sitting by ourselves in our room playing make believe. We entered this world alone, we will leave it alone and when we eventually return to the source, we will again be alone with a great tale to tell. Maybe.

It's time for religion to fracture. Stop subscribing to an outdated, incomplete belief structure because none of them accurately describe your experience. Some will be closer than others, but all of them, just like every being you meet, have something to offer you. If someone has a desire to continue to practice, and provide a space for others to do the same, then I wholly encourage you to do so. I want all religions to exist and grow! However, realize that anything that separates and divides us is doing more harm than good. Remove the expectation and the judgment and worry about your own path. Celebrate the differences of our experiences, yet we must stay convicted to mutual support of each other’s exclusive paths. Notice how I can’t help but contradicting myself. I told you!

This is why technicalities are also useless. Technicalities and details are 3rd dimensional. No matter what you say, there will always be an opportunity for someone to contradict you. This is because everything is on the spectrum somewhere, and that means that there are other points on the spectrum too. You could preface or follow everything you say with a disclaimer. I believe ‘x’, but I know that ‘y’ is also possible. Why bother? If I make a statement, and you understand what I’m trying to say, why do you find the need to debate simply for the sake of being right? Communication is about the message being received. Know what you mean when you speak. My plea is that you don’t be an asshole. If you are contributing to the sharing of ideas and your experience, then excellent. If you are trying to prove yourself right or someone else wrong, you’re an asshole. Your experience is different than everyone else, therefore you only need to understand things for yourself. Besides, technically, you are only trying to describe things to yourself. Silly cosmos!

This societal drive for a political correctness is simply another control structure so that you can’t say anything. While the conceptuality behind the idea of not wanting to offend anyone is good in theory, understand that it is merely another form of censorship inflicted upon the masses. People are living in fear of expressing their own truth because it might offend someone else. Who cares? While voicing an opinion or thought with the intention of offending or conflict is not recommended, simply voicing a thought or opinion is pure, regardless if its perceived as good or evil. All information that is passed still needs to be understood and digested by another. No matter what, there will always be someone who disagrees with you. You can’t please everyone because you can never fully please yourself. If you could, you’ve already reached the heart of God, and things would be boring again. Do not attempt to change anyone’s minds about anything, for under the rules of our game, it is not your responsibility to do so. The expression you can lead a horse to water but can’t make it drink reflects this. We can speak and act our own truth, but we must remove the expectation that others will follow. If your truth comes from a place of purity, there will always be elements in the universe that support you, so you don’t need to worry about it.

We as a human race are slaves living in a concentration camp. Our captors are so clever, that the vast majority of people aren’t even aware of this. The entire system is designed to program you into thinking in 3D terms and understandings. Sometimes its thinking in even lower level frequencies than that. Let’s analyze the Western societal system for a moment. I urge you to keep the story of Hanuman in mind while you read the next passage.

Let’s lay a few hypotheticals simply for the sake of the story. I will refer to ‘you’ as a general term to share this story. You are a born into a loving household with two great parents who fit somewhere within the middle class. When you are born, you are issued a bunch of information, such as your name, birthdate, registry numbers, etc. Notice how your birth certificate looks like a packing slip, and how your name is all in capitals. This is because the system, from day 1, sees you as your own corporation. You are simply a number from the moment you enter into the world. You are born as Joe Smith, machine cog number xxxxxxxxxxx. You spend your first few years being showered by love of your parents, because in this scenario, they really do love you and are great parents. They introduce you to educational toys, play calming music for you in your crib and only feed you high quality food. You are a smart child, and pick up the world around you quickly. Just as quickly, you start to make it your own, by forming alliances, understanding your limits and pushing them, mimicking the people who seem to love you most, your parents. Your buddy Freddy up the street is awesome too, he makes you feel free and teaches you a few things behind your parents backs.

By the time you start school, you’ve been raised with good values, you may or may not have been raised in a church or religion. You are a smart kid, so you can already spell your name and can say the entire alphabet. You can even count to a hundred! Though you are a bright child, you are still constantly being being told what to do, what is possible and what isn’t, and how to make it in this world. You adjust to this new information. You start going to school which becomes your work, just like your parents. Every day, you follow the same routine. You are now 5, and you are introduced to more and more children. Your teacher starts teaching you more about how this world works, educating you on how to deal with the other children. You are on schedule, and this process repeats for the next 14 years until you graduate high school. Along the way, you have extra curricular activities, sports, music and play time with friends.

By the time you get to high school and start to hit puberty, you already kind of know a little about how the world works. You know what you can and can’t say to make people like you. You’ve already been indoctrinated into the system. You are having a good time, though, as you are popular, gifted at a few hobbies, and your family takes you on a vacation to another country every year because it’s important to them and they are good parents. You’ve never been anywhere to live longer than a month though, because your parents had to get back to work. They use these experiences to teach you about hard work and how important it is to do your duty.

Halfway through high school, you start meeting with your guidance counsellor to decide what you are going to study in college or university and subsequently do for the rest of your life. You are a hard worker, and still super talented, excelling in almost everything amongst your peers, so this leaves all doors open to you. You are told so much constantly by all the adults around you, including your parents. They are so proud of you and all the awards and accolades you’ve achieved. You graduate, and decide to take a year off to work because you aren’t sure what you’d like to do yet. This brings judgment from many of your peers, inciting that this time off is actually a hindrance to getting ahead of the game. Nonetheless, you’ve now quit your retail job which you started a couple years ago to do a higher paying job and you’re making more money than all your friends in college, more than you’ve ever had. You start to reward yourself with some perks from your new found lifestyle.

After this year, you then continue onto college to study. Your company has helped to pay for some of your education because you need more of it to move up in their company. You can’t even apply for most jobs without those credentials, though you’re pretty sure you could already do the job of your boss. You study four years, still amongst the tops of your classmates. You enjoy the college life, discover new independence, become more sexually active, meet more interesting people and try new experiences. You graduate after five years, extending your education for more credentials and succeed. You are offered a job in a new city at twice what your old company has been paying you, so you make the move. A new city brings new opportunities!

Your life more or less follows the same patterns for the next X years with a mixture of different variables. Love interests, new toys, children, houses, cars, politics, vacations to parts of the world, religion, philosophy, and a bunch of other things. Then you retire, early at age 55, because you were super successful. You take more trips, buy nicer toys, do a little activism, and help to raise your grandkids. All of your peers are envious of you. You showed them how to live life from the beginning and succeed doing so. You broke the system, doing things your way. Then, after a long life, you sit relaxed and gently pass away in your sleep. You’re none the wiser that for your entire life, you’ve been controlled and nothing but a cog in the machine.

There are many points in here that I am sure we can all relate to, and for the record, this is not my personal story. We have been betrayed by those we put in position and support to lead and take care of us from day one. We can’t blame our parents, even though them, and the system, and all our peers have only helped to reinforce the control grid from the beginning. The western world, or any more privileged upbringing is like an absent parent who instead of spending time with a loving their child, they buy them gifts to keep them happy. The system gives you an illusion of a happy free life. You accept this because you don’t even realize you’ve never been free. It is all that you know.

This is Plato’s allegory of the cave converted into our experience of reality. Picture a baby born in a cave with a chain around its ankle, securing it to the ground. Every day, there are dancing shadows on the wall and the child grows watching these shadows. It is never able to move, but has never experienced anything else, so it believes that this is simply what reality is. One day, the child, now a full grown adult, wakes up and notices that it’s chain is gone. It moves around the edges of the cave and discovers a fire, in front of which are dancers. It then understands that the shadows it thought we reality were actually these dancers in front of a fire casting shadows its entire life. It keeps walking and discovers the mouth of the cave, and looks out to see that there is an entire reality that always existed. It is time for humanity to realize that we are the ones chained to the floor, watching shadows that we believe are reality. We’ve never known anything different.

These control structures appear in many ways around the world. The western world are the privileged ones. In many countries, in fact in most countries, rather than worrying about the lifestyle we live, the perceptions of our peers and so on, the reality from day one is a scarcity of food, health and water. I have seen both lavish luxury and extreme poverty with my own eyes, yet two things remain the same. First, everyone is a slave to a system and second, everyone has the potential to break out. The control grid is designed to make people individuals and struggle for their own gains. This might expand to their friends and family. Look at how such a small population controls the vast majority of the wealth. We are conditioned from birth to accept this! Meanwhile, in reality, the resources and solutions already exist for the human race to eliminate poverty, feed and hydrate everyone, shelter everyone, provide the entirety of human knowledge to everyone, yet we are still made to fight for ourselves.

Take money for example. From the time that any of us can remember, and back thousands of years, the struggle for money has arisen. In reality, mother nature provides everything that we need to survive free. You could today, walk away from the system and live 100% self sustainable in the wilderness, with everything needed to survive and experience. However, if you want to live in society, you need to play by its rules. This is part of the chain. So long as we attempt to navigate the system and try to make changes within the system, we are bound to fail. It is time to destroy the system for true change. In the Star Trek universe, humans have no money, and we spend our time connecting to higher realms and exploring the far reaches of the cosmos. All is possibility, but we must remove the chains. The ironic thing is that the ‘elites’ know that we are the ones who hold the key to remove the chains. They fear you, which is why they keep you in illusion and fear to maintain power. If all of those being repressed today, which is the 99% of the global population were to simply ban together, use their resources to help and support each other instead of competing with each other and stand up to the system and say no, utopia would be born. We could all spend our lives exploring ourselves, discovering our connection with God, sharing ideas, making art, music and dancing and combining our mental powers to alter the entire cosmos to a higher frequency.

If everyone simply stopped paying their taxes, tax wouldn’t exist. The argument could be made, well then the system would shut down and we’d all be worse off than before! Bullshit. We would ban together. People with the know how would make sure the lights stay on. We’d walk through our streets sharing our food and water to make sure everyone is taken care of. Things are so much simpler than we are led to believe. I believe that people are good at their core.

Take war for instance. We have been brainwashed into thinking that we must fight for peace. Literally fight for it. Killing in the name of peace. What the hell? If two armies are lined up across from each other, and both sides just put down their weapons and said, ok, let’s find a way to work together, literally war is over. We are all slaves. We are all pawns, brainwashed into doing the bidding of someone else. If the sole purpose of your job is to make money, then quit. If everyone simply quit, then people would be free to use their time and talents to do real good. Ask yourself why you do everything you do in a day. What is the purpose and intention behind it? Did you actually choose that motivation, or has it been planted into you from when you were a child or somewhere along the way?

If we try to make change within the system, we are but reinforcing that same system. It’s time to think outside of the box, outside of the system. People are often asked, if money was no issue, what would you do with your time? This doesn’t need to be a hypothetical brothers and sisters. Ghandi said be the change you want to see in the world. You don’t need to change the world; you simply need to change your own reality. If everyone does this, then the world changes by default. I am reminded of the scene in one of the movies from The Hunger Games franchise when the dam is rushed by the people. Some are shot down while the mass approaches, but the mass is so much bigger than the few guards it easily overruns them. This is what our world is like now.

Those who attempt to rush forward are pinpointed and eliminated by the elites. It is because they are often fighting alone, or in small groups. We’ve seen people in the public eye countless times demonized by the media, blacklisted amongst the status circles or outright killed. Those in power want to keep power for themselves, so those revolutionaries are destroyed. However, similar to the mass wave in The Hunger Games, we are too strong together for the system to control. It is easy to rip a single page, even ten or twenty pages, but try to rip a phonebook or an encyclopedia in half. You could kill a wasp, or ten, but try and take on an entire swarm attacking you.

The elites are right to fear the people, but we must ban together and recognize that overcoming the illusion of fear that they use to hold us is the way to escape the system. Otherwise, the masses are going to resemble more and more a robotic army of drones. The Matrix depicts the future where humans are grown in fields, asleep their entire lives and the machines harvest their life source for energy. This is the world that we live in. It is time to wake up.

Still, knowing these things, resistance will come from the masses due to our brainwashing. What can I do? How can I make a difference? There are too many of them. This will be too hard. I’d rather just go about my business, my life seems pretty good as I live my life with love, have some nice things and things in general around me aren’t too bad. These self-doubting questions are all a part of the programming! Brethren, this is why the awakening of Christ Consciousness inside all of us is imperative and why Christ has been depicted as the one who will redeem mankind. We are ALL Christ. We are ALL God. That understanding of unity and oneness of the Christ Consciousness helps us to release the idea there is us and them. There is only I. I am you, and you are me.

This is why we only must do what we can’t not do. Look inside yourself, find that Christ Consciousness. It sits there dormant, ready to be awakened. It takes the awakening of all of us to be able to access the true power of oneness. Don’t get caught up in the nonsense one world order. Everything here in our 3D reality is inverted and mimicked by the rulers of this world. In the tarot’s major Arcanum, the devil card means illusion. That is what this world is. Once the fool understands the illusion, then it can move onto the tower, which represents the destruction of the old way of thinking, the destruction of the system. Then the fool eventually becomes the star, representing finding the inner light inside each of us.

The devil is in the details of this world. Look at a five pointed star, mirroring the shape of man. Invert the star and it becomes Baphomet, or the goat, mocking the star. The idea of a one world government if everyone is pure of heart and shares equality and that mutual support of each other’s exclusive paths is beautiful. A one world government meant for control like the one that is being created here on earth by the elites is the bastardized opposite. Obama received a Nobel peace prize, yet more and more evidence is surfacing to show he is one of the biggest war criminals of all time. Killing in the name of peace.

The war on terrorism has created more terror. The war on drugs has created more drug problems. Yet take the example of Portugal, who decriminalized all drugs in 2001. Since then, drug usage has plummeted, along with HIV rates, rehabilitation rates, addiction rates, you name it. Why? People now have the choice, and empowered with choice, they can look into themselves with more clarity and make the correct decision. If you only read the words that Jesus said in the bible, you will see that he was actually an anarchist. We’ve been taught that anarchy would be destruction and torment for all, yet in reality, this empowerment of the people and freedom to live one’s own truth is a step towards utopia. This world is built on fear, inverting all positive for the negative. If we attempt to fight fear with fear, it destroys love. If we fight with love, we destroy fear.

I grew up with very liberal parents, allowing me to live my own life and figure things out on my own. I wasn’t sheltered from drugs and sex, I was educated on them and told to make my own decisions. We must have more faith in our children to make the correct decisions, not tell them how to live their lives and what will happen to them. We provide the information to young ones and remove the expectation of how they will live, they will succeed! Children haven’t been polluted by this backwards 3D existence as much as adults have. Listen to the children, because their hearts are closer to the purity of God’s than we are as adults. This is why the wisest elders are also the most childlike. Jesus said to maintain a childlike heart, yet from the time we are young, we are yearning to grow up. The story of Benjamin Button should be an example for us. Children are dreamers. Children know what is right and what is wrong and are only confused once you tell them what they can and cannot accomplish.

Children are richer than adults as they maintain control over their imaginations and their time. These are the real currencies in this world. Notice how much easier and enjoyable life is for a child? Like Peter Pan, we don’t ever need to grow up. Why are Peter and the Lost Boys children while Captain Hook is the adult villain? We are told what is normal and what reality is, but a child only ‘learns’ this after being subjected to it. Look inside yourself and find that inner child. It is alive and well, but due to our system we shackle them up. How do we release that inner child and follow our own truth? Here are a few suggestions that have helped me.

Jesus says that God is not discovered by preaching in the streets, but is found after you’ve locked yourself alone and you’ve found it within yourself. Sit in silence and spend time in your mind. Do not have expectations in meditation. Don’t expect to experience vivid hallucinations and visions. This is not what meditation is about. Simply connect with yourself. Look for the right questions, not the answers. Be honest with yourself when questions arise, and when you do, each good question will lead to another one, and you will be closer to discovering your true self. Meditate for the sake of meditation and self discovery. Each thing you experience brings you closer to the heart of God.

There are also power ups hidden for us to discover and grow. There is substantial proof that the leaders, elders and spiritual members of all communities dating back to the beginning of recorded human history have used hallucinogens to reach higher frequency, altered states of mind. Artwork from Egyptian, Sumarian, Greek, Persian and Native American tribes and many more all over the world show evidence of hallucinogens to connect with God. Ever notice that the mushrooms that Super Mario eats to increase power look an awful lot like and amanita muscaria mushroom? Mushrooms, ayahuasca, San Pedro cactus, LSD, Salvia Divinorum and many others all provide gateways into higher realms.

For them to work to their true potential, you must respect the spirit of each medicine and treat them as such. Prepare proper space and surround yourself with the right people. Use them to enter into meditation and to connect with God and the earth. Hold your own ceremony to purify your heart before ingesting. Do your research on each and don’t go looking for them, but rather wait for them to come to you. Be safe and smart. I recommend if you’ve never tried something before, have some lead you through, someone you trust. If there is any doubt or fear, even if you are just about to ingest them, do not do it. They will appear when the time is right again. Feel the calling, know it will appear in your future soon, and allow the spirits to present them to you. Have faith in the universe. After you’ve consumed, have no expectations, and each medicine will give you exactly what you need. If you take any hallucinogen with the intention of having a good time or to party, the spirits will fuck with you, because they know that your heart isn’t pure. Once you’ve reached certain states under the influence, see if you can reach those same states again in reality or your mind sober.

These have been hidden from the masses as another form of control. Don’t even get me started on the marijuana argument. Something with no recorded fatalities that our body has natural receptors for are banned and restricted, while alcohol is openly marketed and encouraged, resulting in the deaths of millions every year. Prescription drugs? Again, don’t even get me started. Wake up people and see the truth. You can never achieve freedom if you don’t recognize first that you are in fact a slave. We don’t need to be.

In fact, the universe is giving you little checkpoints along the way. Coincidence does not exist. Once you start paying attention to the clues of the universe lining up, you will start to uncover your path and you will finally start to see. These synchronicities are little energetic collaboration points expressed in fullness to direct your path. They are the breadcrumbs to find what you are seeking, even if you don’t yet know what that is. These signs have been there for us our entire lives, yet we don’t see them and don’t pay attention. Have you ever thought of or dreamed of someone you haven’t connected with in a long time and within a short time, contact is made? Have you ever been visited by a creature, an insect, bird or animal who told you everything you needed to know? Have you ever picked up a book or watched a movie, perhaps even one you’ve stared at for years without opening, yet when you do consume the information inside, it is exactly the direction you needed? The angels are always whispering to you. Don’t look for confirmation from the outside world on how to walk your path, just feel it and know it. This is why we all walk the narrow path, because you are the only one who can walk your path. These little clues are there to help you understand what you must do to find your truth.

This is the entire purpose of this composition: to make you look into yourself and discover your truth. When you plug into your heart and your truth, you will start to realize that everything around you is backwards. It is the illusion. This world destroys that true freewill (or perception of, anyways) by programming you and teaching you what to believe rather than living your experience and making decisions for yourself. Even when you come to spiritual realization, we allow this 3D world and the details of science, religion or any form of manmade, human knowledge to discount our own experience. We then fall into doubt and lose our power because we start walking in the opposite direction of our truth. We let the world around us decide our truth. They attempt to use facts to explain that which doesn’t need to be explained. That which can’t be explained. Trust yourself to know when you experience your truth.

This is what the Antichrist will do for us. There is a reason it is referred to as the great deceiver. Its great deception is that it will be the catalyzing force in making people choose their own truth. It is the betrayer, because it will make people betray themselves, those that don’t follow their own truth. It is the balance of Christ. It is the Yin to Christ’s Yang, and together they form the full symbol, or the gray. Christ is the example. How he spoke and lived his life is the blueprint for acting in accordance with purer frequency. Displaying unconditional love, gratitude and affection for everything you experience is where your truest power comes from. Yet, from the time of his life to today, look at how twisted Jesus’ teachings have become. The bible has been changed and edited, curving the story for a system’s benefit. Jesus can be viewed as a Messiah, whatever this word means to you, because of his actions as a great example. Yet, since his arrival, mankind has been plunged further into darkness and separation.

The issue with this great example is that it doesn’t account for the world that we currently live in and currently experience. We are polluted, and we have no idea what our clear, pure selves are, such as Jesus may have understood. Every experience is different. Furthermore, part of our experience is to have duality, beginnings and ends. Christ was the beginning, laying out an example to follow. He spoke of how to discover God inside of yourself and how to react with the world around you. Antichrist is simply the end, the one who is the challenger to Christ’s example. Antichrist is the test, the one that will make people have to discover their own truth. Saying you must follow Christ’s example is another form of slavery. Same with saying you must follow Satan’s example. You don’t need to do anything but follow your own truth. Those with pure hearts will naturally behave closer to the mold of Christ and those who don’t will behave further away. Remember that you have to choose to decide. You decide how pure your heart it. Then, you need to respect everyone else’s choice and allow them to do their thing. If you believe that people are good, and you act good, this is how the world will change. If you think that people are bad, and you allow it to affect your actions, this is how the world will change. If you think the world is bad, and you act good or vice versa, then you’ve missed the entire point.

Christ is the example, and sets the standard. He teaches that we all have the Christ Consciousness inside of us, as well as the key. Antichrist is the challenger, and upholds the standard. It teaches that we all have the Christ Consciousness inside of us, as well as the key. They are one in the same, just as black and white are one in the same. These interpretations are simply part of the decision we are making. Both are necessary for the development of the soul, and either our ascension or dissention, based on our beliefs.

I believe that people have been caught up in trying to explain the divine with details, and because of this, the true image and related associations with it have been skewed. This makes sense of course, given that the nature of Antichrist is to be the deceiver, testing all beliefs you have claimed to make and weighing them against those that are actually your truth. This is the judgment. The ironic thing is that you are your own judge. Let’s do some bible study to help find the clues leading to our mystery friend.

The Antichrist is specifically named in 4 different places in the bible. There are many references to the Beast and this other mumbo-jumbo, but I am going to focus on the specific mentions rather than make assumptions that the Antichrist and the Beast are the same thing. To be honest, I don’t know if they are. My feeling is that they are separate, but who knows. We’ll see, I suppose. I’m going to offer up some thoughts. Here are the direct references from the book of John, as well as some other verses that seem to reference the deceiver.

1 John 2: 18-26 “Little children, it is the last time: and as ye have heard, the Antichrist shall come, even now there are many antichrists; whereby we know that it is the last time. They went out from us, but they were not of us; for if they had been of us, they would no doubt have continued with us: but they went out, that they might be made manifest that they were not all of us. But ye have an unction from the Holy One, and ye know all things. I have not written unto you because ye know not the truth, but because ye know it, and that no lie is of the truth. Who is a liar but he that denieth that Jesus is the Christ? He is antichrist, that denieth the Father and the Son. Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father: [but] he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also. Let that therefore abide in you, which ye have heard from the beginning. If that which ye have heard from the beginning shall remain in you, ye also shall continue in the Son, and in the Father. And this is the promise that he hath promised us, even eternal life. These things have I written unto you concerning them that seduce you.”

J’s Commentary: What an interesting combination of ideas. This passage first talks of those who went out from us. Already, the point has been missed, creating a separation between you and I. This us and them mentality separates us from purity. The passage then talks of how you know all things already, which since you’re God, makes perfect sense. The truth is already inside of you. I believe Jesus was a manifestation of Christ consciousness, a great example as already mentioned. I will openly deny the Father and the Son. I believe the ‘Father’ from the bible is an evil God. He keeps his people in slavery. I believe “God” from the bible is actually just a higher dimensional being, that is a part of God, but isn’t omnipotent. It may have control over this entire 3D cosmos, performing what would seem as great miracles. He wants to be worshiped. The true God, however, simply is and does not want. It’s another control structure. The last line is telling, referring to them that seduce you. This is what the Antichrist’s purpose is. To make you look inside yourself and discover your truth. Do these statements make me the Antichrist? Maybe. I am telling you the opposite of what you’ve been told is true. I am openly blaspheming the God of the bible. As you may have assumed, I don’t think the Antichrist is an evil being as we think of. It is simply the challenger. It is the balance of Jesus, in my opinion. As Jesus gave the example, and plunged the world into darkness, the Antichrist will test the example, and I believe mankind will pass and the world will return to the light.

The etymology of Antichrist is Greek. It is made of two roots, anti, meaning either against, opposite of, or in place of, and Khristos, meaning Messiah or Anointed One. Let’s interpret those three possibilities. “Against the Messiah” sounds pretty classical, depicting the Antichrist as the bad guy to Jesus’s hero. “Opposite of the Messiah” sounds a lot more like the balance or harmony I’ve mentioned, the combination of black and white to form the yin-yang. “In place of the Messiah” makes it sound like the second coming of Christ, an equal to Jesus. Which makes the most sense to you? Let’s continue on…

1 John 4: 1-4 “Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone out into the world. Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confesseth that Jesus is come in the flesh is of God: and every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of Antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world. Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.”

J’s Commentary: This passage is even more exciting! It says to try all the spirits if they are of God. Remember, you already know if they are or not, because all answers are inside of you. This is referenced again in the last line.

2 John: 7 “For many deceivers are entered into the world, who confess not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh. This is a deceiver and an antichrist.”

J’s Commentary: I’ll say that Jesus didn’t come in the flesh, whether I believe that or not. Saying that means I must be an Antichrist. It matters what you believe.

Mark 13:5-6 “And Jesus answering them began to say, Take heed lest any man deceive you: For many shall come in my name saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.”

J’s Commentary: I openly say that I come in the name of peace and love, and I have told you what I believe Christ is. Don’t let me deceive you whatever you believe. I am telling you that the bible is wrong as it’s been presented, and that the great deception is that actually the Antichrist is an equal force of God with Jesus, two sides of the same coin. Either way, there is a test for you. If you believe what I am saying, I could be wrong or blatantly lying to you, in which case I am the deceiver. I could be correct, and you not seeing the truth in what I say has actually caused you to fall for the great deception. The bible might be word for word correct, and you stay steadfast in your belief, thus overcoming the deceiver. What it comes down to is your choice of what to believe, which is reflected here…

2 Thessalonians 2:2-3 “That ye be not soon shaken in mind, or be troubled, neither by spirit, nor by word, nor by letter as from us, as that the day of Christ is at hand. Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition.”

J’s Commentary: Let no man deceive you. This is why I don’t believe the Antichrist is good or evil. It’s all relative to what you believe. I think the Antichrist is meant to simply be the test, the one who forces you to stand strong in what you believe. I’ve laid plenty of evidence that I could in fact be the Antichrist. It doesn’t matter whether I am or not, it matters whether you believe I am or not. That will then become your reality. Don’t let me or anyone else deceive you. Don’t take everything you read throughout the entirety of this composition as truth. I am only sharing my truth that I have experienced. Look deep inside of yourself. Decide for yourself. Which brings me to my next point…

We get so caught up in titles, it’s ridiculous. Let’s continue with the title of Antichrist. If I say I am the Antichrist, does that make me the Antichrist? If I say that I’m not, does that mean I’m not? Would the Antichrist, or the deceiver, be a better deception if it said it was the Antichrist and discredited the stupidity of titles, or tell you that its not, thus blatantly lying to you. What a conundrum! To be honest, I don’t know if I am the Antichrist or not, but I have considered both yes and no. Either way, it doesn’t matter. It only matters whether you believe I am or not, and more importantly what Antichrist even means to you! If you believe the Antichrist is a bad guy, you’ve probably experienced judgment towards me for even suggesting that I am. If you are open-minded that he is a good guy, you’re probably laughing at the ironies. Let nothing deceive you from your truth.

This section is cousins with the section on language. We use titles to separate ourselves, thus becoming more grounded in the 3rd dimension. Christian, Muslim, Buddhist, American, Chinese, farmer, lawyer, brother, sister, regardless of what title we use, these become differentiation factors between us. We end up viewing these as making us separate rather than making us unique. Two people claiming to be Christian simply gives them common ground they share. Two people, one claiming Christian and one claiming Muslim, provide each other an opportunity to learn and grow. We don’t need to believe what the other believes, we simply need to respect it. The only title we should be using is I am human. I believe we could all say I am God as well. Remember mutual support of each other’s exclusive paths. We all wear many different titles, and each of these often change. We are all in constant change. Think of each title as a color. What makes up someone’s unique portrait is not only the colors they use, but the combination and distribution of these colors. Each portrait, however, remains unique and beautiful.

We can analyze a title endlessly and use it to create separation instead of harmony. Let’s use the title doctor for example. Two people who are both doctors are extremely different. What kind of doctor are they? Does them being a doctor prevent them from being an asshole, as after all, they are helping heal people. Does having the title of ‘Dr.” mean that someone can heal another? What about someone with doctorate in law? The term doctor comes from the latin docere, meaning ‘to teach’. So really, doctor means many different things, and it will be something different based on the individual and the situation. My soul is bare as it relates to language.

Language is designed to pull us apart. The more detail we describe this 3D world in, the more solid it becomes. This is why I believe that mankind did not have language the way we think of language in the time of Babel, and why I believe for us to increase our communication with each other, we need to use less language. While I made argument earlier that everyone should speak English, to be honest, my vote would be to create a new language, or find one with a minimal word count. I believe this would lead us to become less dependant on words, more dependant on empathy and understanding, and help us reach the levels of the telepathic once again. Imagine knowing what someone thinks simply by looking at them. We are not far away from this. We wouldn’t have titles in this timeline, we would simply know each other and wouldn’t need them. As it stands, we must learn to separate the judgment from any title, use them simply to convey information and to connect with each other, not separate.

Titles can also be both beneficial or detrimental to ourselves. If we believe we are something, and label ourselves as such, our reality will create itself and we shall grow into that title more every day. If we say we are something, but don’t believe it, are we hurting ourselves or others more? This does not mean simply outright lying. It means lying to ourselves, especially if we have changed from a title we used to hold. Do not hold onto that which is the past. Follow your truth as it applies to you in this moment. A second before is the past, and you have changed. On this topic, support what people claim to be, as they are the ones who decide, not you. You simply need to decide whether to believe them or not, and regardless of your choice, understand that you are only in your own experience, so you can never know if they are right or wrong. It will only ever be your interpretation based on your interpretation of the language you use.

Empathy

This is the greatest tool we have to banding together and growing as a species. I believe that if we had 100% empathy, all of our problems would be solved. Warring between each other would stop, because even when we disagreed, we would understand the other’s perspective and it would lead us into loving them and creating symbiotic relationships. Even our enemy. Empathy is the ultimate unifier. It allows us to stand strong together even through our differences. It would make us open to each other’s perspectives, allow us to separate our egos, and release the ideas of me being right, or you being wrong. We would live in oneness.

The simple definition of empathy is to understand and share the feelings of another. Empathy is a choice. Just like anger, fear and hate are choices. Because we live in and are polluted by the 3rd dimension, empathy becomes a little more difficult to default to. We only experience our perspective, so obviously we are biased towards it. This is why we grow defensive so easily or attempt to change the minds of others. This is assuming we know everything, (which we do) however, remember that this reality is a forgetting game. Everything that we depict as separate from us is actually a part of us. Every person you meet is meant to teach you something, whether that be a hundred or a billion people over your lifetime. Every moment is carefully crafted by unknowable hands to teach us. It gives us clues of what is closer to the heart of God, and what is further away. We live in a constant filtration of understanding.

Jesus made things so easy with his abbreviation of the commandments. Love God above all things and your neighbour as yourself. We are all a part of God, the true Alpha and Omega. To fully know and love ourselves is to truly love and experience God. Jesus added the next part for our human condition, because we experience our neighbour as separate from ourselves. In reality, we are one, but to help breach our condition, we’ve some advice. When you love someone, do we not do things for that person without expectation other than their happiness or comfort? When someone we care about is upset or distraught, can we not feel it? If we all made our neighbour’s happiness and suffering our own, would we not live our lives differently? I add one more commandment, follow your truth, to help us navigate our current time. (People are going to roast me for blasphemy, so be it, as they’re missing the point)

I encourage everyone to take it upon themselves to become the good emperor. Take the weight of the world upon your shoulders, for you are the world and everything in it. The good emperor does not see himself as better than his subjects, but as equals. He sacrifices of himself to do for them, and makes difficult decisions in ways that he believes will help them. He does nothing for personal glory, but for the glory of his people. Because of this, his people love and respect him. They support him and he always has allies. When enemies do arise, he forgives them. He will die an old man, because there are always those keeping an eye out for him, knowing that the crown he wears, he does so justly and with a pure heart.

Contrast to the emperor who is anything less than pure of heart. He uses his subjects for his own gains. He seeks his own glory and the glory of his legacy rather than the well being of his people. He strives for power instead of peace. He commands instead of listens. He rules by fear and manipulation instead of through respect and sacrifice. He always has enemies, who he never forgives. So too as he maintains power upon the throne, those seeking power will attempt to usurp him. He will not die at the hands of his enemies, but by the hands of his own subjects who he swore to defend and represent.

Many will never understand how heavy the good emperor’s crown is, as many if not most of his moves come behind the scenes. His wisdom goes unnoticed. His sacrifices he hides and does not discuss. He is the epitome of humility. Yet his kingdom reflects him. As he displays an example of empathy, so too do his subjects learn. He simply acts his example, and allows what he can’t control to simply be. He does not attempt to control his people, but honors them. His kingdom is a mirror. He has learned that to truly gain, he must sacrifice. To be loved, he must display love. The peace within his kingdom parallels his state of mind and purity of heart. Through the power of oneness, he discovers the power of self. His entire kingdom will wholeheartedly follow as he leads. The ultimate power is balanced on the edge of a razorblade.

He does not claim to own his subjects. He refers to his people as our people, rather than mine. He knows that everything is transient, and he doesn’t claim to own the land, but to simply be a temporary resident. He works with and respects the freedom and blessing of the spirit of every tree, every creature and every drop of rain. He knows he is a part the earth, a single cell that makes up her body. Do our individual cells claim to own our liver, our heart or our blood? Why do we divide and claim ownership over the body, when we are all but cells within it? As our bodies operate, do our cells not all work in unison for the glory of the whole? Each operates within its means to support and grow, however if one organ fails, does not the entire body shut down? Every war we engage in is a civil war. We are committing slow suicide when we lash out against each other.

My purpose is to make everyone look into their hearts, and act out their pure truth. I believe that humans are good at the core, which is why I believe we can create out of the chaos of change. I urgently and wholeheartedly encourage each one to share your dreams, your feelings, your thoughts and your desires without shame. We all have something great to teach each other. No matter who you meet, you will know something more than them, and they will know something more than you. You will do something they don’t approve of, and they will do something you don’t approve of. Bond in our similarities and examine the differences of others within ourselves. Our dreams, I’m sure are much closer with each other than we’ve been led to believe.

My dream is to continue to explore the cosmos, whether that be here on earth or other extraordinary lands and dimensions. I want to make music, study philosophy and meditate. I want a world that supports me in my individual pursuit of God. I want a world where differences are celebrated and bring us closer together rather than segregate us. I want a world where lots of beautiful woman want to have sex with me all the time. I want a world free of jealously and judgment, where people work together to achieve the highest levels of human potential. I want a world where everyone has control of their time to freely explore and express their heart’s desire. I want a worldwide society that lives in harmony with nature. I want a world where people fully believe in limitless possibilities, and we achieve and experience wondrous things we haven’t yet fathomed in our thoughts. I want people to feel free to be themselves, truly comfortable in their own skin. I want a world where everyone shares copious amounts of high quality marijuana in fellowship. I want to feel God present, in full awareness in every moment. I want to ascend, whatever that means. I want to be free of want.

This is my dream. Compare it to your own, and if we’ve any similarities, let me know how you think we can make some of them a reality, for God knows how few answers I currently have. Then, do the same with your neighbours. Do the same with your enemies. People have called me naïve, and discredited me as a dreamer. Ye of little faith. Why can’t we realize that we can do anything together, and we can truly have it all if we simply work together, and mutually support each other’s exclusive paths.

I am going to start with the 1% who hold the resources and the power. It is not good enough to live in this world if we can’t all share in it’s wonders equally. It is ludicrous that people parade around on yachts, drinking 100,000$ bottles of wine while others haven’t eaten in days. It is not acceptable that we have the technological solutions to provide free energy, yet hoard it away for less efficient, earth damaging alternatives. It is ridiculous that the United Nations estimates it would cost 30 billion dollars a year to solve world hunger, yet it’s still an issue. It is an absolute shame how many people don’t have access to the internet and how tightly controlled people’s ideas are, when in reality, if all information and ideas were accessible by every human on the planet, we would evolve as the human race exponentially. We could teach the entire world how to fish rather than budgeting who gets fish this year and who gets fish next year. Basic amenities for all 7.5 billion of us should include water, food, shelter, health, energy, internet and access to information. No exceptions. If you are a human, you qualify. Furthermore, when aliens reveal themselves, we maintain the same standards of empathy and unity. No exceptions.

Through this process, I am asking for help. I am asking for all to share your truth and your dreams with the world, however big your world is. Then I am asking for you to reach out and start converting each other’s dreams into a reality. I am asking to help keep me humble and to constantly check in on my own purity of heart. I ask that if I fail in my task, if someone kills me, or if my reputation is ruined, look into your heart, find your truth, and carry on how you see fit. I am a utopian dreamer. I see true freedom from slavery on the horizon. If we believe and stand as one, the possibility is endless, and since change is constant, we can rest assured that it has already begun. I ask you to believe in yourself.

I wish you sincere love and strength upon your path,

Jay Walker