New meds. update and some supporting thoughts.

First: A great big and truly great-full thank you to;

@MsCYPRAH @MikeHopkins @LightsighTranzenDanceGuitarbraveheart @MaggieFreetobeme @Giggels108 @FloriaMagnifico @Keepgoing0118 @FreeQuinnSees @Ashby @ShamanProphet @MissNommer69 @Melinda McCraken @Klee461 and those Iv missed.

Its been 7 days now on the new meds. (thank you @LightsighTranzenDanceGuitarbraveheart) My digestive system is working normally; and as a result I truly believe its been doing more for me then just my digestive system - in that clearly my bodies not being poisoned by the result of a blocked digestive system; I believe its going to continue helping me in all areas of my body;

Remember, my cells are dying as a result of the Mitochondria, however if this med. (as they say) continues to target my dying cells and leave the good one, I'm sure it going to do for me what stem cell transplant would have. The difference is that stem cell trans; are best when your targeting a specific area, not the whole body; whereas here I'm hoping in time, this stuff will work is way through my whole body, hence it carries the claim to heal many terminal diseases.

Yes I have felt at times, as one does when detoxing, but nothing even close to how a laxative makes one feel. Tried to cut back on the morphine 40mg; but can feel the difference immediately; get more deeper bone pain. Hey its only been 7 days. 

    Thank you Mike for sharing your works with me, yes I can (to answer your questone) not only that, but a strong kinship to you; the word is powerful.

For six days, in the last 6 years I have not had the thoughts of departure constantly plaguing my mind; oddly enough, found my mind being lost, to be honest.

A short list of some of my favorite 'people', authors; in no specific order:

Eckart Tolle; Alan Watts; Joseph Campbell; P. Manly Hall; Carl c. Jung; Bill Donahue; F. Nietzsche; Thich Nhat Hanh; Bob Proctor; Dr. Elisabeth Kubler-Ross; Don Miguel Ruiz; Buddha; Idd R Nain{living and dying} Caroline Myss {Anatomy of the spirit} {energy healing} M. Scott Peck; Gautama Chopra {Child of the Dawn (very beautiful book) "In the imitation of Christ" 1974, also so beautifully written. I love old English, but struggle with it as I'm a Hollander and was brought up speaking dutch; and the 'Bible' however I don't accept it to be a true interpretation, so just check with 'MyGod' on that. However find no fault in Bill Donahue's interpretation of the Bible. Ok this is going to be to long a list, many more......

My friends, I sit hear not knowing what the future holds for me; that's a good thing, given, i saw only, my body failing me day after day; now I'm improving; 

Thank you my friends of @. Thank you John of 'Minds'

My lady MsCYPRAH I have msg. you, with my email add. 

Thank you all so very much for walking this road with me, peace and light.

iamstephen.