Genetic Memory +

All my life I've been met with hostile disbelief or accusations of mental instability because I have access to memories of thousands of lives, going back what appears to be millions of years.

Through the years and most effectively through social media, I've found others like me. But we're rare, hard to find. We've been taught to hide.

I've met many people who also have memories, but none as far back as mine. It's not a boast, none of this is. It's terrifying and confusing. It's been a very lonely understanding of Earth history. I was willing to accept it was some kind of delusion or mental illness. But in my seeking a diagnosis for these visions, I discovered I had no identifiable mental illness, outside of C-PTSD and depression.

I've compiled much writing about it. I've painted it my entire life, but no one really understands what Art can represent. I hope, by the time I say goodbye to this lovely body of Alexandria, the full record of my work will be completed and available to our future seekers of truth.

What I can definitively say at this time is there is no 'my' past life. We have access to all lives lived, from the beginning of time, from our other existences in other places, of all living things everywhere. This information is in our bodies, but also part of spirit. Because the matter we exist in is of Earth, the most prominent memories are of Earth experiences. Because the material from which we're made is a gift of our blood ancestors their lives are the most accessible.

All life offers knowledge. We have access to animals that don't even exist anymore. We even access the information offered by plants. There is no difference in the quality of spirit or soul. We only appear different because our bodies are designed for the unique experience that body offers.

These visions are so real and intensely experienced, we often cling to the idea that they are our past lives. In a way, sure. But when one has past life memories, it is not as such. It is a story we've taken here with us. To help us in our specific work of this life.

This is how our bodies and DNA function.

I have many other experiences to share, please check out my links if you're curious.

I am in the process of shamanic initiation and cannot reveal everything right now. But I'm happy to speak on as much as I can and while in this phase of my development, it is a service offered without expectation of remuneration.

I had some form of validation when my spinal cord injury was identified. The painful symptoms I'd suffered my whole life were due to this rare injury. It wasn't discovered until I was 34.

Only 80 people have been known to have it.

I'm the only one who had it for decades.

My spinal cord is ripped and torn, the nerve bundle exposed.

It is a miracle I still walk. I danced everyday for many years as well.

The operation caused profound damage to my immune system, my nervous system, my limbic system. The spinal cord and vagus nerve regulate the body and I've been trying to heal ever since the operation.

This injury is directly over the heart chakra.

We may think the chakras are a pretty idea and the posters are cool.

But Chakras are portals.

Literally a form of black hole.

They are our connection to the great multiverse, the void, the akashic records.

The damage to this portal - or singularity - of my body is what made me see our great history since I was a child.

My family shamed and shunned me for expressing what I experienced.

This damage made me see the vibrant energy that encompasses all things and energetic interplay between dimensions. I have always seen that time and space move like water. 

We are surrounded by worlds most cannot conceive of and would rather didn't exist.

I am grateful for this journey and humbled that my truth is finally becoming validated.

There is a mighty healing and beautiful Earth waiting for us to awaken and find ourselves, once again, in her healthy, peaceful embrace.

http://irelease.org/scientists-have-observed-epigenetic-memories-being-passed-down-for-14-generations/