Your mind is a garden. Your thoughts are the seeds. You can grow flowers. Or you can grow weeds.

Ender the pirate wandering lost in Tokyo after midnight. Lets face reality. Being time traveler at times he sucked at directions and some how got lost on a street.

He wandered into what looked like a diner. To find out it was actually called the Midnight Diner opened midnight to seven in the morning was wild.

There he watched and listed. The stories told there were even more interesting than he recalled them from. Where actually? His memories.. Searching them he recalled a time when a person was talking about a window and a box that showed. What was he told. Ah, yes dramas. However, his thoughts went back to the storyteller. Someone who was and was not. A person with a soul who had been vomited out of heaven. So few good souls left.

The storyteller told of the box window that showed entertainment. Something called Netflix.

The storyteller told wonderful retold stories of what was the program? Ah yes. How silly of the time traveler or Ender to forget. The Midnight Diner. To see all the stories combined was something. Porn stars, movies stars, strippers, food critics, a wandering musician, and many more tales that made his heart cry. The traveler was suddenly sad. The realization that all this was a past that had died out a long time ago made his conclusions to their stories even worse. His bitter tales and sorrows listening was wild. If you ever like to read a good book.. Ender would recommend Midnight Diner on that magical box window of drama where ever Netflix is in Spacetime..

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 So few believe the old stories about human and djinns these days. Where the djinns were spirits without body aye for a time. And humans without magic were preyed upon by the spirits. The Muslims hear their old desert stories and some laugh. While those that knew the original stories of the mirror worlds knew the truth. It was a horrible truth. Billions of years prior to humanity and djinns intermixing there were original worlds. Not the mirror worlds where humanities souls were banished to. The original worlds held a God a divinity that conquered all. How? In today times? I suppose to update the story would be the sun is the movie projector of a great technological kingdom. Where one day in that world is well. According to closed time curved loop reality life times within other mirror worlds. So? Think of it as a movie where all the parallel stories are told. Where you went left while another you went right. While another some how flew and another dug and the third sat down and just laughed. Meaning? Well, this is just one of many realities. That humans and genies or djinns were part of a conquered races of immortals. Or close enough to technological Gods to be called Gods and their stories or film on life. Well, their stories were told and retold until the director of the film of life got what he or they wanted. So djinns and humanity conquered and real worlds versus mirror worlds. Was there ever peace between the two races? Depends on how you look at peace. There was sex. Adam had the angel of death wife a few times. While the evil one to humanity had Eve. Her first time she conceived Cain and Able. The two were special enough that God was concerned about both of them. That one killed the other one seems to be a legend in most religious context these days. So? Well, Adam and Eve first child was Seth. However, Adam laid with his first wife to Lilith and from there several demon were born. If one listens the first vampire stories come from legends of those children. Meaning? Legends and myth when both God discovered the evil one or the angel of death had tricked Eve. He castrated him. To get even the angel of the fifth level of heaven and the third level of hell. Did a treaty deal with the conquered race of djinn. Which were after all his followers that had surrendered in a war so long ago. Just thinking about it brings me a headache. Humans with their technology. While if you want to remember a real war imagine more than 100 percent of heaven angels as djinns. Big and powerful magic. Magic so rough and powerful that most magicians try to emulate even the words or spells end up mad. Laughter. lol.. So, let me see a tale of humans and djinns working and living together? Yes. I heard of that tale. It happened before the last cycle which was a long time ago. That cycle of reality God got tired of humanity and djinns. And did not separate them like he did during Noah's flood to the humans. I think I forget Ogs flood to other realities. In that cycle of realities the djinns got their reality and humanity got their reality. Instead of destroying the tower of Babylon God left both races alone to see what would happen. In those closed time curved loops where humanity was left alone. Humanity developed into what you call the aliens in space these days. Or demons. Reason? Something dealing with sex again. To make life last longer most of humanity gave up on sex after a fashion and became. Well they reproduced by cloning which can not be survivable. What about the realities that did not fall into those realities? Their horror stories yes I remember them. No that is not part of this story. This story is did djinn and humans ever get along. And in my memory no. Those with all the magical or superior technology power. Always wanted the illusion of physical substance. While those with physical substance or clay wanted power of the spirits. That putting those two races together creates Cain and Able. So Cain was able to father children from human women and? His offspring always seemed to be cannibals. They can not stand mere humans. While humans for their part? They are desperately seeking something. What? How should I know. I am just a story teller locked in this story at present. So human and djinns getting along? No. What about humanity just getting along with humanity? Without God? That tale is a seven million experiment that fails in a future reality that I heard. The failure is that for all the technology and all the superior ideas without God or the purpose God has for a soul. Souls leave humanity and wander. Meaning? Imagine a bunch of soulless humanoids without concept of sex but wanting to survive. For what purpose? Just to survive I suppose. Humanity on its own fails. When humanity is with djinns one envies one for their power while the other misuses the other one for their. I suppose for their pleasure. Such ugliness that humanity and djinns can not get along together. Thus without a third party separating the two racs and making sure one rules the other for a time. What about the illusions of humanity running worlds without God? Meaning where Montauk project sneaks evil souls into heaven? In the disguise of good folks and murders Christ? Yes. I have heard of that story and realize a truth that was once upon a time told to me by someone. All that matters is who controls time. God can control reality and play with reality as much as he wants for as long as he wants in the mirror worlds. For example? I personally believe via internet that I have lived on a different earth. Older and a lot farther away than one could imagine. In yet? Here I am today typing on this keyboard. In a parallel reality in yet. I realize this has to be the valley of the shadow of death. Why? Certain things that worked do not work in death and believe me I have investigated them. No one pulls the rug out from a dreamer without a dreamer finding out why. So. Humanity and djinns living together in peace. Yes. I have been told there might be some. However that story is in the past. Which I am going to see. Meaning this is still a future that does not exist outside the mirror worlds. And? I speculate that humans at a certain time in the future will rule over the djinns or fallen angels for a time. Will that be peaceful? No the prediction is a rebellion again after 930, 970, or a 1000 years. Depending on which reality you end up after the end of September 2020. The real end of 2012.

Speculation on Mandela effect- the dead are reanimated to bring back stolen souls that already went through their personal hell. To help you understand. Mirror realities? Think of a reality where your soul was stolen. Then you lived in a reality according to Montauk Project when I started listening no one got into heaven. Think at one time your soul was to get into heaven. Then you lived in what is close to hell for so many years. You died or dying. You are experiencing the last 10 minutes of life. Your mind is taking your soul back to your body. For a day of judgment. For a time of judgment. What happens to those that die along this trip? That is the issue with Drakes equation 10 to power of 200 Earths were made by God And I have heard enough of how they die to realize that there are more earth and realities from where MacAuthor nuked Korea in 1950s To where JFK told people in Texas after his visit to NASA that US has been contacted by aliens For some hell for some vomited back to redo this again For some heaven for a time The issue seems this is a matrix a game And as a game piece you will be judged in the end. Seem sad. I would have played a much better game of life. I think I tried however I fear I failed. the sound you hear is the plates of or mirrors that between teh sun and earth. The reality is reanimated for a time. Meaning your body here is not the same as yesterday. Nor are the souls of the people you deal with. That is about all I can say. Time is a question of my mind? I wonder about my mind? Memories of wandering different realities. Eternity stuck in the mirror worlds. time is not on my side. I watch worlds die and wonder. Memories of hate and vengeance are not cleared up Eternity is wild watching evil yet again And no one seems to fight back  traveling man stuck in a loop or waiting for his body to be back his body for the day of judgment hell is real. that much I know. Will I really see a heaven? Well waiting 4.5 billion years seems like a long time. https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/to-watch-the-walking-tree-and-the-moving-mountain-is-wild-th-1020330370164928512?fbclid=IwAR3Pp4d97TBxmhevgRqJc1IACAM_Vw3MkrhToVDF5ZqvfhKHmlWfyEKyT6I

The subject of the Mandela effect. The surrealism part being the aesthetic philosophy that aims for the liberation of the mind by emphasizing the critical and imaginative powers of the subconscious. People say it proves the Mandela effect. I will send a photo. JC Penny or JC Penney? https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/are-you-sure-you-know-your-reality-1193227209274372096 If one is real in one reality and the other is real here. Where does a person who sees both fit in? People say that is just one photo. I say MacDonald’s for the Big Mac. While McDonald’s for? If I remember the one in one reality to be truthful in yet that memory is with me now, in both reality is not the possibility of surrealism be truthful? People prove we are in the mirror reality like you believe and that this is the past if you are a true closed time curved loop time traveler. Prove that there is a mirror hiding our dead red sun. https://www.tiny.cc/deadsunfall The absurdity of your claims. Show us proof that you say that Abe Lincoln was a senator in your reality and held back the northern armies killing fewer people? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omcnQ3tpV8A What absurdity of your claim your reality had a different date to vote on than the first Tuesday after the first Monday of November? https://www.cnbc.com/2016/10/12/trump-urges-supporters-to-vote-on-wrong-day.html So what other absurdities? That my United States had 51 states. Prove anything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFZLW9EqMpA That is just realistic fiction blunders and potentially photoshopped photos via Google and others. So when did Mandela die or how? http://www.digitaljournal.com/article/231188 or https://www.timeslive.co.za/news/south-africa/2019-11-06-hundreds-remember-nelson-mandela-dying-in-the-1980s-inside-the-mandela-effect/ The dramatic question is which reality is real now? Which is stable? If the mirror is reality, then the book by Jorge Luis Borges: The Library of Babel. Everything needs reconsidered. Everything along with Drake’s multiverse alternative realities and time of Anderson Time Institute on the possibility of closed time curved loop realities along with the new bible verses discovered by the travelers in Daniel 12 2. But your people—everyone whose name found written in the book—will be delivered. 2And many who sleep in the earth’s dust will awake, some to everlasting life, but others to shame and everlasting contempt. The arguments against range from your living a past life, my shrink says. Which I point out that if I die daily and change daily that might be true. https://theprose.com/post/92852/journal-of-a-wondering-mind-through-the-multiverse Then I breathe on him and say do you feel my breath? Seems pretty alive to me. And so do you, but I can tell you some things that you would not believe, nor do you seem to care about? The argument of the pastor does not talk about it. That your heart was on the left side of the chest means you were not following Christ for a Christian heart is on the right side of the chest. Ecclesiastes 10 1As dead flies bring a stench to the perfumer’s oil, so a little folly outweighs wisdom and honor. 2A wise man’s heart inclines to the right, but the heart of a fool to the left. 3Even as the fool walks along the road, his sense is lacking, and he shows everyone that he is a fool. To rabbi’s who said if there is over one reality there is only one. But you wrote and provide proof that you have moved through at least 75 worlds and South America moved 2400 miles east of the location I knew where South America supposed to be on Sagittarius and I had a daily journal with photos and he never wrote back again. Then the mystery is which ending am I or my soul or those traveling with me will end up? I mean according to Daniel I am awaiting the day of judgment. And to be honest, — I am a bit scared. I was not as good as I could be. I tried my best. But I am flawed and failed many more times than the average person. Are we awaiting the day of judgment? Or is this what Jewish Lore and Walter Russell, http://abundanthope.net/artman2/uploads/1/The_Secret_of_Light.pdf call the coming age or era? Meaning? Am I living in the time of tribulation? Seems to me that is so from my experience waking up one day missing 2 billion people from my world which was supposedly 8.5 billion at the time of my twinkle in my eye when 1Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be change 52in an instant, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed. 53For the perishable must be clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality. You laugh at immortality? Well, according to my journal here I was on a planet that’s internet said it was 6.5 billion years old and the next galaxy was to hit in 365,000 years. Now on Orion nebula the earth at 4.5 billion years but the next galaxy to hit at 4.5 billion years makes me pretty sure I am a bit older than I think I am. I guess that is the magical realism of the question? What is at stake for me now? Am I dead and just traveling back to my actual body? If so, I might be in a bit of a problem. Is this some sort of dream? I think my black and blue marks from hitting solid objects that were not there one day and appear the next to make sure they are real proves that I live in a solid somewhat weird holographic solid film. Playing my life backwards in time to when or wherever my real body is? Is this Montauk project doing? Is this the time wizards doing this from Borges supposedly fictional tale? Is this one of the other seven timelines doings that I have dreamed so vividly about that I was afraid that I might never get out of that mirror or rabbit hole? That I know when this started I had an experience with my computer that was so absurd where it went through secret files and places that normal people do not read makes me curious. I searched for that and found a story that matched sort of what I felt like some giant or god like being searching my soul. https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/5esfix/the_truth_behind_the_mandela_effect/ That I hunted the source of that mystery for a while was interesting. The writer hacker Raven if I am right only was real for a short time and not in all realities did she work there, which makes the entire story just a question in my mind. However, to accept that I am dead would mean I am already judged for who I am or was? Or can I still change? I repent daily. I try daily. I pray daily. But I am flawed daily too, so I am not sure which makes sense? Purgatory for those God finds lukewarm, so he vomits us out and we gain seven more eviler spirits? Hard to believe because according to the stories I gathered my reality is dead so I can not go home to that body unless I am a badass and I am not so that would make no sense in this adventure at this point. So Heaven or hell?/ Or there are two other options these days which are awkward. Zombies And this shall be the plague with which the Lord will strike all the people who fought against Jerusalem: Their flesh shall [a] dissolve while they stand on their feet, Their eyes shall dissolve in their sockets, And their tongues shall dissolve in their mouths. Which differed from my memory of Zachariah, where my pastor talked about a nuclear war happening and the people’s flesh melting and the blood rising to the bridles of a horse? God purifies the other their souls with the option as silver via fire. This part makes more sense when I studied the Montauk project. At first when I listened, no one was being stolen from heaven. I think they had already done their damage and felt secure that their reality no one was going to heaven. Then the next reality they stole 2500 people, then following reality 25,000, then 250,0outside of the number of people they played their mind games with the same story over again was dull and then went back and the number had gone up to 25 million. Then a new video showed up, and it described how they moved minds between worlds, causing the great divorce rate in the 1970s. People’s minds got swapped so voice frequencies would cause people to get mad or their stories would change just enough, causing friction so the family would divorce. Why? When that did not do it they raised the tax rates and taxes married people to break up the homes and added abortion in 1971 here in my reality 1965 murdering at least from my twinkle in my eye reality change 46 million US citizen and 500 million Chinese. To step through the doorway and realize purgatory or walking in the shadow’s valley of death to the day of judgment is something. But at least it makes me rethink who I was and repent more often. I am not sure it does any good. But I try. What key events made me realize that I am dead? From people not recognizing who I was? Seems no one remembers or I forget the stories we had together. After all, I lived a rather unique life. To me being a one footed, one-eyed Well, pirate writer expat in La Paz,, Bolivia living among the undead for a day at a time is something. Accepting that I am walking into the end times is something. I supposed to realize that the Mark of the beast is already patented. That much of the computer simulations are programmed to murder more people than expect is something. https://endertalon.blogspot.com/2020/08/the-planned-destruction-of-system-of.html Is there a plan forward? Well, if 2020 was the real 212 and Montauk project states, nothing gets by this reality without a change. One has to wonder? When you realize that if my world is as old as I claimed it would mean that they spun my reality out farther and faster than here making events happening in my reality first so they can watch and direct their course to some course path where they felt humanity could survive. Does the Montauk vision happen with Zardoz, Jetsons, Terminator, Cyclones? Evidently some place. Star Trek? Maybe? The photos of the Borg recently showing up via the US military make that a question in the mind. Is that what will happen to those vomited out of God’s mouth if they find us lukewarm? I think I could handle the button pushing life of the Jetsons, but Cyclones? Sex dolls that kill? I am not sure if I would survive that drama. Let’s be honest, I barely survived a lower middle class and now? https://endertalon.blogspot.com/2020/07/the-story-of-ender.html So the plan? Repent daily. Pray daily. Try to be good daily. AmI meeting goals/ I feel I might have failed. But now there are new bible stories about failure in the bible and I wonder. Do I owe God 50 coins or 500 coins? And the realization I can not get vengeance or ask people to pay back what they owe me in heaven has dawned on me as I have watched and listened to how the worlds I left behind are destroyed from CO2 gas coming out of the oceans and freezing everything along the coast, to asteroids hitting destroying all bunkers and buildings, to Hawaii being nuked in Dec 2017, a war between the US and Korea. My old reality is dead. There is no going back home. My reality of earth was about to step outside the outer edge of the galaxy and fried for the next seven to twelve years when I left. So there is no plan ongoing it back to where I knew my reality to exist for 40 plus years. There is no plan to go back to the time when there was active talk of saving the universe and the stories told from there were some lasted via cloning for seven million years failed. So. There is very little hope outside of God that I can escape the coming day of judgment. Thus the only option is to push forward and have faith that my hope in Jesus Christ works. Otherwise, I am a bit afraid of the stories I have heard and not sure what to do. What can a person do with the movie director of life rewinding films that supposedly passed away a long time ago like Solomon said the past is better than the present? There is no hope outside of Jesus. To see the end of time? Is something. It is the adventure of a lifetime. Is it surreal? Yes. Is it magical realism this seems real to me? Is this absurd? Read the links and read the story and make up your own mind. The danger? I am going to hell and might accidentally take someone with me. The danger is real. Every day something happens and I am no longer sure what to believe. History, facts, time changes. The result? So be doing good? Yes. Be good? Yes. Pray like all get out. I try to pray daily more and more. Does it help? I have no idea. Storming heaven with the day of judgement at hand is not something I was expecting in any life, let alone a time traveling alternative reality. The real black moment in all this story is what if I am ending up shamed forever or in hell? Both places are not something I would enjoy. I already am ashamed of the life I lived. I worry that I hurt people and pray they forgive and that I forgive them. My only hope is God. The real question is which of the 72 or 73 names of Jewish lore am I supposed to use? And Christ? I hope and believe, die, and that is where my trust is. Is that enough? Hey, I already see a mountain moved so who knows about what is real anymore. And the ultimate battle? That is just it. The bible has changed from needing a temple rebuilt to being Christ is the temple now? I am not sure of history, let alone which facts are real and which are mirror realities illusions? What is the final resolution? I think I would like to see what happens personally to the end of the story. What happens if at the end all this is a sort of like the television program Red Dwarf and for some weird reason I have spent all this time in some video game and my last score is only 3 percent?  

Paul, George Washington, etc. were praying men. Let us go back to that idea of prayer. On our knees to the Lord, God creator of heaven and earth. Let us remember his grace towards us, his mercy and justice given and provided to the United States for several hundred years. Thank God for creating this nation. Thank God for deliverance from evil. Thank God for the power to rebuild, rededicate and remember that without God we as a nation are nothing. Pray to the Lord for he is our King of King and Lord of lords. Let us pray - Disturb us, Lord, when We are too well pleased with ourselves,

When our dreams have come true

Because we have dreamed too little,

When we arrived safely

Because we sailed too close to the shore.

Disturb us, Lord, when

With the abundance of things we possess

We have lost our thirst

For the waters of life;

Having fallen in love with life,

We have ceased to dream of eternity

And in our efforts to build a new earth,

We have allowed our vision

Of the new Heaven to dim.

Disturb us, Lord, to dare more boldly,

To venture on wider seas

Where storms will show your mastery;

Where losing sight of land,

We shall find the stars.

We ask You to push back

The horizons of our hopes;

And to push into the future

In strength, courage, hope, and love.