People forget.
Eternity is a long time.
Opening my eyes April 19, 2016 I found myself in a new world.
People laughed when I said the mountain that I knew for 17 years had moved.
Laughed even more when I asked when did we start using Kilometers and not miles here?
Eternity it seems like a dream a long time ago.
Forgetfulness?
Oh, I used to write a long time ago.
Got several dreams to go I suppose.
Eternity is a long time you know.
Time.
Some people forget to realize that time is a bit more or less happening all at the same time if you count on distance speed and time.
Meaning? The farther away from something the longer it takes speed to catch up. But when it does nothing is really happening first or second or third or last.
Time is happening all at once you know.
At first the beginning of my story I wrote a lot of people.
You do not know anyone. But of course I did. I do. And I will. The reflection of reality is not to get attached to anyone person or soul. The reason? If my story is truthful as I am telling you I am something like 4.5 billion years old and each person I have known soul or personality changes so much that I know them not after a time.
And I? I am Peter Pan. Or for those who do not recognize death. I write about me dying so many times that I shall not talk about dying again. After a while death gets a bit more morbid than one would expect. I would hope some day I would live again. However, not now. Not for a long time from now I am guessing.
How long? Billions of years into a future that died a long time ago. I died. And in the past where I lived or my original body is stored either on some disk or tube or computer. I am going. And there?
Well, once upon a time Alice and I knew each other more than a passing memory.
As for my world some 6.5 billion years old into a future that no longer exists. It was sped up a lot faster than here. By the turning of the galaxy according to the internet the galaxy moved 1000 years for one cycle of the galaxy.
That earth there was to see the next galaxy hit in 365,000 years made a memorable poem on some world that I have no idea on where or how to get back too.
Funny. Time. I realizing a twinkle in an eye and I am no longer even in the reality I was in when I started this story makes the whole concept of a cylon wars of humanity a bizarre weirdo story.
To think cylons created by microsoft after a time want to have souls again. And go to war for this purpose for evil?
Why evil? Who knows evil. God is Good. Devil is Evil. The two separate each other in one builds reality and the other destroys it be rebuilt again.
Absurdity is to live as free as you can without being caught between the two forces. For life - life is for the living. And Death ? Is for the dying.
That little in between time of living and dying is called reality for memories for a time. That evil or the devil has time for a while is awkward but according to the bible he will try to change seasons. And? For me this has occurred more often than not. I have seen trees with leaves on them one moment and the next no leaves. And the next yellow leaves.
I have gotten on a bus without a building there and returned to the same location only to see a three story building where there was none when I got on the bus according to time less than a few hours.
That freaked me out most for a while. The journals I wrote were extensive my first 100 days. When I say I wrote them They are there someplace in time. Not all together but spread out through time and space.
Which is awkward.
My latest? I aspire for a pizza. So I bet a person who has been making fun of my condition for the past few billion years. And? I have been emailing him coordinates of our bet. Meaning? Well, if a equals a and be equals b. A distance between A and B should stay the same? Well, my emails to him have shown him for the past few days that like I say both A and B move and distance and time changes.
I expect to get a pizza out of the deal. Why?
I like food.
I am hungry.
The cylon wars are about to erupt and nothing I can do or say will have an impact.
What will happen?
The secret of war and realization this too is the past.
Life should be more than survive? At one point I was a captive of reality for a very very long time. And? Yes. I am corrupt and evil as the next person per God.
I repent daily. Forgive me for my thoughts. Thoughts? Oh if you think I write badly you should realize my dreams.
Dreams?
Why yes. I am after all the lead programmer of Fluffy and nothing survives Fluffy.
Forever live uniquely forever fight your enemy - Fluffy with an e. Maybe it is just the reality I am in the e I do not recall.
The program was designed with one of the last of the ten generals. Reality went through stole the best of the best gave them unlimited money to fight.
And?
Some did great. Some did small. Some did nothing at all. Or so it seemed.
Who knows who wins? God does. That is the funny part of the realizing the Dyson Sphere or God lives in some reality outside this reality.
And?
Time distance and speed he can do as he will. And? I am just along to watch I guess. I rant and rave about not going to war.
NO THERMONUCLEAR war.. But it is already to late. What? Well, December 12, 2017 plus or minus billion of years into a future that no longer exists Hawaii was nuked. I can assure you.
And? Well the Wild Olive branch of Paul or Saul talking about the gentile race died. Died horribly.
And?
Well, I have passed through that time. And now watch Revelation 6 plague man made - Which Psalms 2 God laughs at setting up their trap they set for God or his people for themselves.
Which is horrible to realize that this is a film. And nothing I do or say matters. The ones who God can reach he does and those he does not reach are dead.
I had long conversations with others like me on this. We discussed why people seemed to maunder about and then someone pointed out the change in Zachariah to Zechariah from nuclear war to zombies. And we all had a dawning thought at once. No wonder the robots/zombies do not seem to live anymore or understand the concept of personal space at times.
The lady I was talking about this with started to describe a recent fallen angel talks to her. I wondered if we were always do evil?
I do not know anymore. If we are all thus evil. Why am I here still? I pray. Outside of prayer and peace. War is evil. War is crazy. Try living for a bit before they kill you all.
Live and laugh maybe you can change something. I have failed yet again.
People laugh what else have you seen?
Well, the rapture is not real. Time travel. I had seen UFOs but those were on my planet.
The rapture is nothing more than man kind aborting and murdering their own people. It is an ugly truth. 1967 abortion was legalized on my reality. Here in this reality 1973 abortion was legalized. China in my reality had 1.8 billion people. Here China has 1.3 billion people. The difference they aborted 500 million people. US aborted 45 million more people. Pakistan which seems to be the most hurt lost 500 million too. However, their sexuality was changed. Meaning? In my reality homosexuality was stoned in Muslim countries. Now?
According to the CIA most pornographic homosexuality shows watched are in Pakistan.
Time travel? My world Like i said was 6.5 billion years old. However the next galaxy was to hit in 365,000 years. So here either I am 4.5 billion years old because of the reference of how long it will take the galaxies to collide or I am 2 billion years older. Either case this story has taken a long time.
UFOs?
Well, I lived in places which normal white people do not live in. in fact I am pink not white. So. I saw things you would not believe. And?
I am who I am. Are you who you are?