The fringe lateral movement of those traveling time.. Or are you willing to accept people who do not want to be part of your reality?
The fringe? I was on the edge of becoming a demon according to Islamic warfare between angels and demons.
Say what?
Time Islam states the war was two billion years in the future or past.
And I claim through my journal of noting internet dates and times to be 4.5 billion years old. Making me a very boring person. Why? What have I accomplished in all that time?
Not even one book worth reading.
Not even one notable poem.
Maybe I am here to learn something.
To learn what?
Marcel you asked if the microphones are
on and they can hear no may I tell you
how much I appreciate your asking me to
share some of my ideas with you the
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the philosophy between the miscibility
the title of my address is if you find
this world bad you should see some of
the others this is for the one school
school huh she will probably some of the
movie will be of what it does on diesel
I would like to confess that I’ve been
asked to cut about two-thirds of my
speech out and deliver as short of
speech as possible because if to a ma TT
be completed in jail in school difficult
achievement upon examining my speech I
find that it is very easy to remove
two-thirds without doing any injury to
it nobody loses nothing food leaving
school with hissy fit about you don’t be
in to cheer someone about him
I even considered cutting three thirds
out of it but there was some trouble so
I abandoned that idea
complete like yourself for myself of the
food the subject of this speech is a
topic which has been discovered recently
and which may not exist at all I may be
talking about something that does not
exist therefore I’m free to say
everything or nothing if it’s cool its
associated you can get it looking you
don’t get this whiskey nice that’s a pub
soup we don’t deal I can hardly make an
error if there is no such thing as
orthogonal time orthogonal or right
angle time is the topic of my speech
Papa look at the earth Republic it just
needs to go to the course also survive
it’s because I said it talked to me that
I’m talking multiple years or lots of
talking police’ll we are accustomed to
supposing that all change takes place
along the linear time axis from past to
present to future the present is an
accrual of the past and is different
from it the future will approve from the
present on and be different yet so maybe
check on see mm no progress galaxy me
every time impossible clears up with you
the kid on MLG bus see original the
situation of a depends on envy no penis
of a pediment that an orthogonal or
right angle time axis could exist a
lateral domain in which change takes
place processes occurring sideways in
reality so to speak this is almost
impossible to imagine how will we
perceive such lateral changes what would
we experience what clues if we are
trying to test out this bizarre theory
should we be on the alert
or in other words how can change take
place outside of linear time at all in
any sense to any degree indeed imagine a
precision skill on cost of another
domain Hakka value
how does some sort of man the
persistency still have received an
education
come over universal wellness as Molitor
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initiative at the desert kill me
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wealth sons-in-law under object on yeah
let me present you with a metaphor let
us say that there exists this very rich
patron of the Arts every day on the wall
of his living room above his fireplace
his servants hang a new picture each day
a different masterpiece day after day
month after month each day the used one
is removed and replaced by a different a
new one ASIMO okay Dante Amiga super
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in a deterministic opposed and ova table
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evangelization it’s already the harvest
apparent already I shall call this
process change along the linear axis
separable supposition salt amount we
won’t do that severe but now let us
suppose the servants temporarily running
out of new replacement pictures what
shall they do in the meantime
they can’t just leave the present one
hanging their employer has decreed the
perpetual replacement that is to say
changing the pictures is to take place
that’s enough
supposedly domestic you support
diversity topological into Nevada blue
tooth volunteers a moment the
participant until they receive from
Sevilla day your employer adequately the
horizontal pictures Italy hello so they
neither allow the current one to remain
nor do they replace it with the new one
instead they do a very clever thing when
their employer is not looking the
servants cunningly alter the picture
already on the wall they paint out a
tree here they paint in a little girl
there they add this they obliterate that
they make the same painting different
and in a sense new but as I’m sure you
can see not new in the sense of
replacing it is process bubble tea it
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enters his living room after dinner
seats himself facing with fireplace and
contemplates what should be according to
his expectations the new picture what
does he see it certainly isn’t what he
saw previously but also it isn’t somehow
and here we must become very sympathetic
with this perhaps somewhat stupid man
because we can virtually see his brain
circuits striving to understand his
brain circuits are saying yes it is a
new picture it is not the same one as
Esther day but also it is the same one I
think I feel on a very deep intuitive
basis I feel that somehow I’ve seen it
before I seem to remember a tree though
and there is no tree how great a punker
than a sudden this usually give me such
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sherry Leedy we cetera would have room
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town silliman lukewarm to the Sun and
that is not important the some person is
a citizen mrs. Besant we do believe
Allah Allah in heaven now perhaps if we
extrapolate from this man’s perceptual
meant a tional confusion to the
theoretical point I was making about
lateral change you can get a better idea
of what I mean I mean perhaps you can do
at least a degree see that although what
I’m talking about may not exist
my concept may be fictional it could
exist it is not intellectually self
contradictory simply Papa Lohmann to
know about you to the function
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the department contemplating this
possibility of the lateral arrangement
of world a plurality of overlapping
earth along who’s linking acts as a
person can somehow move can travel in a
mysterious way from worst affair to good
to excellent contemplating this in
theological terms perhaps we could say
that here with we suddenly decipher the
elliptical utterances which Christ
expressed regarding the kingdom of God
specifically where it is located
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seems to have given contradictory and
puzzling answers but suppose just
suppose for an instant that the cause of
the perplexity lay not in any desire on
his part to baffle or to hide but in the
inadequacy of the question my kingdom is
not of this world his reported who had
said the kingdom is within you or
possibly it is among you
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Colorado I put before you now the notion
which I personally find exciting that he
may have had in mind that which I speak
of as the lateral axis of overlapping
realms which contain among them a
spectrum of aspects ranging from the
unspeakably malignant to the beautiful
jewel will officially launches on that
negative fountain supership is on to
collect lucky heart
the available superfoods here you can
tell from you the palate the diversity
along the resource again people he could
be happy you and Christ was saying over
and over again that there really are
many objective realms somehow related
and somehow bridgeable by living not
dead man and that the most wondrous of
these worlds was a just kingdom in which
either he himself or God himself or both
of them ruled significance at all if you
get into your way your logic you and get
the software Johnson Sirleaf Keller is
born with a 55 zone in on pottery more
info let’s go female bu one y-intercept
to tell him sure like a juice we do a
song regulate and he did not merely
speak of a variety of ways of
subjectively viewing one world the
kingdom wasn’t is an actual different
place at the opposite end of continuous
starting with slavery and utter pain it
was his mission to teach his disciples
the secret of crossing along this
orthogonal path he did not merely report
what lay there he taught the method
getting there but tragically the secret
was lost the enemy the Roman Authority
crushed it and so we do not have it but
perhaps we can refined it since we know
that such a secret exists in episode
mentality demands belong to the problem
of a lesser gtp how is it over on
another use an expensive can
continue don’t want of utha it is
provided in a secluded kingdom is ever
to be established here on earth or
whether it is a place or state we go to
after death I’m sure I don’t have to
tell you that this issue has been a
fundamental one and an unresolved one
throughout the history of Christianity
Christ and Saint Paul both seem to say
emphatically that an actual breaking
through into time that is specifically
what they say a breaking through into
time into our world by the hosts of God
will unexpectedly occur thereupon after
some exciting drama a thousand-year
paradise a rightful kingdom will be
established at least for those who have
done their homework and chores and
generally paid attention have not gone
to sleep as one parable puts it see you
suppose we are enjoined repeatedly in
the New Testament to be vigilant that
for the Christian it is always day there
is always light by which he can see this
event when it comes see this event does
that imply that many persons who are
somehow asleep or blind or not vigilant
they will not see it even though it
occurs consider the significance which
can be assigned to these notions the
kingdom will come here unexpectedly this
is always stressed the rightful faithful
shall see it because for them it is
always daytime but for the others what
seems expressed here is the paradoxical
but enthralling saw
that and here this in ponder the kingdom
were it established here would not be
visible to those outside I offer the
idea that in more modern terms what is
meant that some of us will travel
laterally to that better world and some
will not they will remain stuck along
the lateral axis which means that for
them the kingdom did not come not in
their all alternative world and yet
meantime it did come in ours so it comes
and yet it does not come amazing enough
I’m going to cut down here if you
followed my conjectures about the
overlapping of these alternate worlds
and you sense as I do the possibility
that if there are three or four or two
there may be thirty or 3,000 of them and
that some of us live in this one others
of us in another one others in others
and that events on one track cannot be
perceived by persons not in that track
well let me say what I want to say and
be done with it
I think I once experienced a track in
which to save your return but I
experienced it just briefly I am NOT
there now I’m not sure I ever was
certainly I may never be again I agree
for that loss that loss it is somehow I
moved laterally but then fell back and
then it was gone a vanished mountain and
the stream the sound of bells and all
gone now for me entirely gone I and my
stories and novels often write about
counterfeit worlds semi real worlds as
well as deranged private worlds and have
it often by just one person while
meantime the other characters either
remain in there
world’s throughout or are somehow drawn
into one of the peculiar ones this theme
occurs in the corpus of my 27 years of
writing at no time did I have a
theoretical or conscious explanation for
my preoccupation with these chloroform
pseudo worlds but now I think I
understand what I was sensing was the
manifold of partially actualized
realities lying tangent to what
evidently is the most actualized one the
one which the majority of us by
consensus gentium agree on unless the
hell Tripoli home should fit although
originally I presume that the
differences between these worlds was
caused entirely by the subjectivity of
the various human viewpoints it did not
take me long to open the question as to
whether it might not be more than that
that in fact plural realities did exist
superimposed onto one another like so
many film transparencies what I still do
not grasp however is how one reality out
of the many becomes actualized in Contra
distinction to the others do you
proficiently perhaps none does or
perhaps again it hangs on an agreement
in viewpoint by a sufficiency of people
more likely the matrix world the one
with the true core of being is
determined by the programmer he or it
articulates prints out so to speak the
matrix choice and fuses it with actual
substance the core or essence of reality
that which receives or attains it and to
what degree that is within the purview
of the programmer this selection andrey
selection is part of general creativity
a world building which seems to be it or
his task a problem perhaps which he or
it is running which is to say in the
process of solving as a computer would
see tempeh puto soda funky pasta dough
cuando vas tan not econo-mode ozone you
probably know lumen de vacas service
console know who visited rig stop while
the dinner renamed on odometer in
variables along the linear time axis of
our universe thereby generating branched
off lateral world’s I have the
impression that the metaphor of the
chessboard is especially useful in
evaluating how this can be done in fact
must be across from the programmer
reprogram er sits a counter entity whom
Joseph Campbell calls the dark counter
player to foster mythical beast God the
programmer reprogram er is not making
his moves of improvement against inert
matter he is dealing with a cunning
opponent let us say that on the game
board our universe in space-time the
dark counter player makes a move he sets
up a reality situation of the mutable
cause and effect cooking in his ruling
but the programmer reprogram er has
already laid down his response it has
already happened these moves on his part
the printout which we undergo as
historic events passes through stages of
a dialectical interaction thesis and
antithesis as the forces of the two
players mingle evidently some syntheses
fall to the dark counter player and yet
they do not by virtue of the fact that
in advance our great advocate selected
variables the alternation of which
brings final victory to him in winning
each sequence in turn he claimed some of
us we who participate in the sequence
this is why instinctively people pray
Nibiru may dominate which decodes to
mean extricate me programmer as you
achieve one victory after another
include me in that triumph move me along
the lateral axis so that I am not left
out sense is being left out means not
nothing other than remaining under the
jurisdiction of or falling prey to the
malignant power but that malignant power
for all its guile has already lost even
as it wins for in some way the counter
player is blind and so the programmer
reprogram er possesses an advantage
civilian ethical I submit to you that
such alterations the creation or
selection of such so-called alternative
presence is continually taking place the
very fact that we can conceptually deal
with this notion that is entertained as
an idea is the first step in discerning
such processes themselves but I doubt if
we will ever be able in any real fashion
to demonstrate to scientifically prove
that such lateral change processes do
occur probably all we would have to go
on would be vestiges of memory fleeting
impression dreams nebulous intuitions
that somehow things had been different
in some way and not and not long ago but
now this was I think about the
devotional we might reflexively reach
for a light switch in the bathroom only
to discover that it was always had been
in another place entirely we might reach
for the air vent in our car where there
was no air vent a reflex left over from
a previous present still active at a
subcortical level we might dream of
people in places we had never seen as
vividly
if we had seen them and actually known
them but we would not know what to make
of this
assuming we took time to ponder it at
all conceptually only one very
pronounced impression would probably
occur to us to many of us again and
again and always without explanation the
acute absolute sensation that we had
done once before what we were just about
to do now that we so to speak lived in a
particular moment or situation
previously but in what sense could it be
called previously since only the present
not the past was evidently involved in F
discontent heads of our faces up in some
100 entity whose evidence idea visually
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equivalent ethically undeserving I love
in the part of the details of a
budget-busting rely official I cannot
the way we will feel we would have the
overwhelming impression that we were
reliving the present deja vu
perhaps in precisely the same way
hearing the same words saying the same
words I submit that these impressions
are valid and significant and I will
even say this such an impression is a
clue that it’s in past time point a
variable was changed reprogram does it
work and that because of this an
alternative world branched off became
actualized instead of the prior one and
that in fact in literal fact we are once
more living this particular segment of
linear time because we have a
a breaching a tinkering a change has
been made but not in our present had
been made in our past evidently such an
alteration would have a peculiar effect
on those persons involved they would so
to speak be moved back one square or
several squares on the board game which
constitutes our reality either the head
samba Thal you conceivably this could
happen any number of times affecting any
number of people as alternative
variables were reprogrammed we would
have to live out each reprogramming
along the subsequent linear time axis
but to the programmer when we call God
to him the results of the programming
would be apparent once we are within
time and he is not I wish to add live we
are living in a computer programmed
reality and the only clue we have to it
is when some variable is changed and
some alteration in our reality occurs
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but yet the vasanas along this tube
might account for the sensation people
get of having lived past laws they may
well have but not in the past previous
lives rather in the present in perhaps
an unending repeated and repeated
present like a great clock dial in which
grande clock hands sweep out the same
circumference forever with all of us
carried along unknowingly yet dimly
suspecting it can persist
default plantation on September 3rd the
work we did Antonia Elizabeth canoe in
paddle party paradise residents we 2.7
now forgive attest in a script I dream
of a busy depend on us or politic region
modulo a very near that yet other male
prostitutes all sera important hotel
included some food since the resolution
of every encounter of thesis and
antithesis between the dark counter
player and the divine programmer a new
synthesis is struck off and since it is
possible at each time this happens a
lateral world may be generated and since
I can see that each synthesis or
resolution is in some degree of victory
by the programmer
each struck off world in sequence must
be an improvement upon not just the
prior one but an improvement upon all
the latent or merely possible outcomes
it is a better world but in no sense
perfect which is to say finally it is
merely an improved stage within a
process what I envision clearly is that
the programmer is perpetually using the
antecedent universe as a gigantic
stockpile for each new synthesis the
antecedent universe then possessing the
aspect of chaos or an amine in relation
to an emerging new cosmos therefore the
endless process of sequential struck off
alternate worlds emerging and being
infused with actualization is Negin
tropic in some way that we cannot see I
think what we need at this point is to
locate to bring forth as evidence
someone who has managed somehow it
doesn’t matter how to retain memories of
a different present latent ultimate
world impressions different in some
significant way from this the one which
is at this stage actualized according to
my theoretical view it would almost
certainly be memories of a worse world
than the
for it is not reasonable with God the
programmer and reprogram er would
substitute a worse world in terms of
freedom or beauty or love or order or
healthiness by enters any standard which
we know when a mechanic works on your
malfunctioning car he does not damage it
further when a writer creates the second
draft of a novel he does not debates it
further but strives to improve it I
suppose it could be argued in a strictly
theoretical way that God might be evil
or insane and would in fact substitute a
worse world for a better one but frankly
I cannot take that idea seriously let us
pass that over so let us ask does any
one of us remember in any dim fashion a
worse Earth circa 1977 than this have
our young men seen visions and our old
man dream dreams nightmare dreams
specifically about a world of
enslavement and evil of prisons and
jailers and you you vic wa tiss police I
have I wrote out these dreams in novel
after novel story after story to name
two in which this prior ugly present
obtained most clearly eyesight the man
in the high castle and my 1974 novel
about the US as a police state called
flow my tears the policeman said I’m
going to be very candid with you
I wrote both novels based on fragmentary
residual memories of such a horrid slave
state world or perhaps the term world
it’s the wrong one and I should say
United States since in both novels I was
writing about my own country was lost I
could even tell you what caused me to
remember in late February of 1974 I was
given sodium pentathol for the
extraction of impacted wisdom teeth
later that day back home again but still
deeply under the influence of the sodium
pentathol I had a short acute flash of
recovered memory in one instant I caught
it all but immediately rejected it
rejected it however with the real
nation that what I had retrieved in the
way of varied memories was authentic the
leather bootie originally a laconically
mr. Santa Claus
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extraction become the special carne we
tell when you partition hua mian
quarantine or scenarios mr. Nam is -
William - well how many players who
support the patient understands of young
rustic to the job
Beauty to the diversity visit people to
crop North Ave energy facility here in
LA mr. William don’t which is souvenir
acute oxygen then in mid-march month
later the total body of memories intact
an entire began to return you are free
to believe me or to disbelieve but
please take my word on it but I am not
joking this is very serious a matter of
importance I am sure that the very least
you will agree that for me even to claim
this isn’t itself amazing alone enough
people claim to remember past lives I
claim to remember a different very
different present life I know of no one
who has ever made this claim before but
I rather suspect that my experience is
not unique what perhaps is unique is the
fact that I am willing to talk about it
he’s on Google if you have followed me
this far
I would like you to be kind enough to go
a little further with me I would like to
share with you something I knew that is
retrieved along with the blocked off
memories in March of 1974 the
reprogrammed variables tinkered with
back at some earlier date probably in
the late forties in March of nineteen
74 the payoff the results of at least
one and possibly more of the reprogram
variables lying along the linear time
line of our past set in activity what
happened between March and August of
1974 was the result of at least one
reprogram variable laid down perhaps
thirty years before setting into motion
a threat of change which culminated in
what I am sure you will admit was a
spectacularly important and unique
historical event the forced removal from
office of a President of the United
States Richard Nixon as well as all
those associated with him in the
alternative world which I remembered the
civil rights movement the anti-war
movements of the 60s had failed and
evidently in the mid-70s Nixon was not
removed from power that which deposed
him if anything indeed existed that it
did oppose him or could oppose it was
inadequate therefore one or more factors
tending towards that destruction of the
entrenched tyrannical power had retro
actively to us come to the introduced
the scales thirty years later in
nineteen had been two thousand years ago
at its inception it was regard as
subversive and revolutionary and let me
add this appraisal by the police
authorities was correct it took me
almost two weeks after the return of my
memories of my life in track a to rid
myself of the overpowering impression
that all references to Christ all Sacre
total acts had to be bailed an absolute
secrecy but historically this fits the
pattern of a fascist takeover especially
those who long nazi lines
easy to not be souvenir cookie don’t
belong Terriers selects the path to
change leader from Philadelphia
lokasenna science and the consider
exhibition a revolutionary the
similarity is that a purchase on his
ability to share data collect a
pedometer a souvenir with prejudice to
that and the departure will emphasize
about could you believe well he
unsuccessfully to delay the opposition
to that forever that so we can answer
the question director stood here to
defeat the thule passage particular
Marcela to domestic I would like to read
something which I had to lead Joe Nocera
I would like to I also would like to
tell you if if you have followed me this
far
to accept my statement about my other
memories under the sodium pentathol
which returned that world was a prison
it was dreadful we overthrew it just as
we overthrew the Nixon tyranny but it
was far more cruel incredibly so and
there was a great battle of loss of life
now to continue it was in February of
1974 that my blocked-off memories of
track’ returned and it was in February
of 1974 that my novel flow my tears the
policeman said was released finally
after two years delay it was almost as
if the release of the novel which had
been delayed so long
meant that in a certain sense it was
alright for me to remember that is to
remember that the book was not fiction
the book was based on subliminal
memories which I had of such a world
but perhaps until the book was actually
actually released it was better that I
did not remember why that would be I do
not know but I have the impression that
the memories were not to come to the
surface until the material had been
published very sincerely on the office
part as what he believed to be fiction
think of the city on go look perhaps had
I known I would have been too frightened
to write the novel as it was I was very
frightened anyway there was something
about the novel that frightened me a
great deal or perhaps I would have just
shot off my mouth and told everybody and
somehow interfered with the
effectiveness of that book and such
other books of - man in the high castle
which were also based on residual
memories the effectiveness of those
novels might have been impaired I do not
even claim there was an intended
effectiveness perhaps there was none at
all
but if there was one and I repeat the
word is emphatically
it was almost certainly to stir
subliminal memories in readers back to
them life not a conscious life not an
entering consciousness as in my own case
but to recall to them on a deep and
profound albeit unconscious level what a
police tyranny is life and how vital it
is now or then at any time along any
time track in any world to defeat it in
March of 1974 the really crucial moves
to depose Nixon were beginning in August
five months later they proved successful
it seems to me that in many ways ideas
have a life of their own
they appear to seize on people and make
use of them the idea which seized me 27
years ago and never let go of me is this
any society in which people meddle in
other people’s business is not a good
Society and a state in which the
government quote knows more about you
than you know about yourself as it is
expressed in my
for my tears the policeman said is a
state which must be overthrown oh thank
what would uh isn’t the last show it may
be a theocracy a fascist corporate state
or reactionary monopolistic capitalism
or central istic socialism that aspect
is not matter and I am saying not merely
it can happen here meaning the United
States but rather it did happen here in
the United States I remember I was one
of the secret Christians who bought it
and at least to some extent helped
overthrow it and I am very proud of that
proud of myself in time track aid this
is great to question all of edited when
you when I use the word Christian there
I do not mean Christians as they are now
I mean Christians as they were say 2000
years ago enemies of a powerful Empire
when I saw Star Wars this morning I
thought to myself deja vu
Hospital father kept charging politics
HM definitely finish comedy not a
politician giovannino sadistic the
Lahani illustrating Star Wars Samata
Shinjuku well initially there is
unfortunately for me a somber intimation
which accompanies my pride in the work
that I did in that alternate earth I
think that in that previous world I did
not live past March of 1974 in this
track here which I will call track B we
fought a much lighter tyranny a far
stupider one or perhaps we had
assistance the anterior reprogramming of
one or more historical variables came to
our rescue
sometimes I think and this is of course
pure speculation a having fantasy of my
soul that because of what we
accomplished there or anyhow attempted
to and very bravely we who are directly
involved were allowed to live on here
past the terminal point which brought us
down that other worst world it is a sort
of miraculous kindness this gracious
gift serves to delineate for us for me
at least some aspects of the program it
causes me to comprehend him after a
fashion I think we cannot know what he
is but we can experience his functioning
and so can ask what does he resemble not
what is he but rather what is he like
because it’ll kill me
implemented the daily to empower the
physical first and foremost he
controlled the objects processes and
events in our space-time world this is
for us the primary aspect
although intrinsically he may possess
aspects of greater magnitude but have
less applicability to us I have spoken
of myself as a reprogrammed variable and
I have spoken of him as the programmer
and reprogramming during a short period
of time in March of 1974 at the moment
in which I was recent aside I was aware
perceptually which is to say aware in an
external way of his presence that was at
that time I had no idea what I was
seeing it resembled nothing that I had
ever heard described it resembled
plasmic energy it had colors it moved
fast he collected and then dispersed but
what it was what he was I am Not sure
even now except I can tell you that he
had simulated normal objects and their
processes so as to copy them and in such
an artful way as to make himself
invisible within them as the Vedanta put
it he is the fire within the flint the
razor within the razor case later
research showed me that in terms of
group cultural experience the name
brahma has been given to this
omnipresent eminent entity to deceive me
though do one thing I really want you to
know I’m aware that the claims I am
making claims of having retrieved buried
memories of an alternate present and who
have perceived the agency responsible
for arranging that alternation these
claims can neither be proved nor can
they be even made to sound rational in
the usual sense of the word it has taken
me over three years to reach
the point where I am willing to tell
anyone but my closest friends about my
experience beginning back at the vernal
equinox of 1974
Janusz was presented in that position
suma Honka one of the reasons motivating
me to speak about it publicly at last to
openly make this claim is a recent
encounter I have undergone which by the
way bears a strange resemblance to
Hawthorne Abin SURS experience in my
novel the man in the high castle with
the woman Juliana Frank and it is no
pollution about Juliana read all
Benson’s book about a world in which
Germany and Japan and Italy now this is
a little difficult if you haven’t read
the book but he wrote a novel in which
Germany Italy and Japan lost World War
two and he was living in a world in
which they had won world war two Luther
they don’t get a thumb Jeff happy I
thought those other son for the occasion
Juliana read all Vinson’s book about a
world which the axis lost and she felt
she should tell him what she
comprehended about the book in other
words that his novel was true
now this final scene and man in the high
castle has been the source for a similar
scene in my later story faith of our
fathers where the girl Tanya Lee shows
up and acquaints the protagonist with
the actual reality situation which is to
say that much of his world is delusional
and purposefully so
in other words of operations in other
words it’s a common theme in my writing
that a dark-haired girl shows up at the
door of the protagonist and tells him
that his world is delusional that
there’s something false about it
Hyungsik
now in man in the high castle the
situation is ironically reversed the
girl that comes from the door tells an
author that his book of fiction is true
for several years I have had the feeling
of growing feeling that one day a woman
who would be a complete stranger to me
would contact me and tell me that she
had some information to impart to me and
then she would appear at my door just as
Julianna appeared at Hawthorn ovince ins
door and then forthwith in the gravest
possible way she would tell me exactly
what Julianna told Evanson and that is
that my book like his was in a certain
real literal and physical sense not
fiction but the truth to be cooked
wonderful well this did finally happen
to me
I even knew that her hair would be black
I had an actual complete sense of what
she would look like and what she would
say she don’t see any need for mom who
probably is multiplied or and I’m
speaking of a woman who had
systematically read every single novel
of mine which is more than 30 novels as
well as many of my stories she did
appear she was a total stranger and she
did inform me of this fact that some of
my fictional works were in a literal
sense true and even you edited Holmes
hair and then skip down today
now I had posited in 1974 when my
memories of this alternate world came
back that if these memories were
authentic that it was only a matter of
time before of contact a cautious
guarded probing by someone would occur
initiated by a person who had read my
books in front for one reason or another
deduced the actual situation
I mean knew what the significant
information was which the books and
stories carried now this woman knew from
my novels and stories which world I had
experienced which of the many what she
could not determine until I told her was
that in February of 1975 I had passed
across into a third alternative present
third one track see we will call it and
this was a garden or Park of peace and
beauty a world superior to ours rising
into existence to her of three rather
than two worlds the black iron prison
world which had been our intermediate
world in which oppression and war exists
but have to a great degree been cast
down and then a third alternative world
which someday when the correct variables
in our past have been reprogrammed will
materialize as a super imposition on to
this one and within which as we awaken
to it we shall suppose that we have
always lived there the memory of this
intermediate one like that of the black
iron prison world eradicated mercifully
from our memories put the species of
them
the best that I could really do at this
point after having had these experiences
and written these novels is to play the
role of prophet of ancient prophets in
such Oracle’s as the Sibyl of Delphi and
to talk of a wonderful garden world much
like that which once our ancestors are
said to have inhabited in fact I
sometimes imagine it to be exactly that
same world restored as if a false
projectory of our world will eventually
be fully corrected and once more we will
be where once many thousands of years
ago we lived and were happy during the
brief time I walked about in that garden
world I had the strong impression that
it was our legitimate home which somehow
we had lost the time I spent there was
short about six hours of really elapsed
time but I remember it well in the novel
I wrote with Roger Zelazny
Deus theory I described it toward the
end at the point where the curse is
lifted from the world by the death
what’s amazing to me about this
park-like world this track see was the
non-christian elements forming the basis
of it it was not what my Christian
training had prepared me for at all even
when it began to phase out I still saw
sky I saw land and dark blue smooth
water and standing by the edge of the
water a beautiful nude woman whom I
recognized as Aphrodite at that point
this other better world had diminished
to a mere landscape beyond the golden
rectangle doorway the outline of the
doorway pulsed with laser-like light and
it all grew smaller and was at last a
last gone from sight the three point
three to five doorway devouring itself
into nothingness sealing off what lay
beyond I have not seen it since but I
had the firm impression that this was
the next world not of the Christians but
the Arkadiy of the greco-roman world
something older and more
beautiful than that which my own
religion can conjure up as a lure to
keep us in a state of beautiful morality
and faith what I saw was very old and
very lovely sky sea land and the
beautiful woman and then nothing for the
door had shut and I was closed off back
here was with a bitter sense of loss
that I saw it though
saw her go really since it all
constellated about her off road I hate I
discovered when I