That awkward moment in time. Is Clinton R. Siegle telling you what he sees?
No assistance for you. That is what the letter stated from the state of Utah. I had just got off the phone to make an appointment only to discover that the state health insurance plan had cancelled all 12 of my appointments. Sort wild. No letter, no phone call. I had called to ask for the prescription to be refilled and found out that my scheduled eye surgery had been unscheduled in fact canceled. I called health insurance plan and they said I was cancelled. I asked for a reason or for someone to talk to about this. I got the run around after five hours, four of which I Was onhold. I got back to the original lady who had said she could do nothing and there was no help. I laughed. I called the state. Evidently Obamacare had stretched their budget and I was supposed to go back to work.
That I had no foot. No wheelchair paid for. That I could not see and I was not sleeping for the past three months even with the drugs Michael Jackson took seemed no concern for them. I was considered cut off. Their answers talk with the federal government.
I called them again. After two hours hold. I was told to wait. This was October. They told me whenI had my medical review I should know in September. I was wondering how other people less financially saved up lived and figured many did not. I kept being asked, are you suicidal the only thing I was mad and angry about? At whom? Let's say I can name the people.
So? I used credit cards to live through November and December. Finally January came and since I was blind in one eye poof I was granted disability. Thank God. I paid off my two months of living on credit cards and was back to living month to month.
I made plans to go live closer to people I knew. My first attempt to get Obamacare cost 840 dollars for my family and me. Wild. That was not even with co-pays or meds. Meaning the insurance alone would have taken up more than third of my disposable income. Putting me in the poor house to live.
So I made plans. I got a rental. Instead of doing what I asked people to do and instead of costing me less than 1500 some 4000 dollars later I ended up giving my car away because the person supposedly helping me ran into the U Haul. Sometimes I wonder about life.
From there things went downhill. When I asked to go places with the people instead of doing whatI paid them to do, I got stuck with the bills again. So I planned a vacation. I figure after two hospice stays I deserve a vacation along with the family. Off to Disney world and then to my wife’s family. When we got to Orlando instead allowing me to do what I needed to do? I ended up in the hotel while the kids, which included my wife, went to Universal and Disney world. Not that I am complaining about that. I do not like lines. It is one of my worst jokes with my kids.
We would be planning Disney world or something and I said yep today is the day. Then end up shopping and in a line waiting to check out. I would start the wave and say hey we are inline. Oh daddy this is no fun. I think they got that idea.
Anyway, upon getting down to my mother in laws I found out a last piece of disability which no one talks about that states tax social security too. Meaning? My income tax in my state would cost me more than 10 visits to my doctor in Bolivia. So I just stayed in Bolivia and left my stuff to whomever gets stuff I guess. Such is life for me.
When people say this could have been avoided or such. I look at their reasoning an say I still get job offers. The problem? My eyesight or my mind. Meaning? People do not believe my stories about numbers, dates, etc changing. One day the battle of Hastings happened 1006 the next 1066 and then 996. When did the battle happen? I have no idea anymore and I do not wish to look it up to see what has changed today. So? I am a scheduler and to be off by 60 or 10 years means my 160k job would not last that long. The other problem? Thinks move. I talk about here. However that is not all. My eyesight is so bad at times I walk into walls that either were not there a moment ago or I just did not see them. https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/to-watch-the-walking-tree-and-the-moving-mountain-is-wild-th-1020330370164928512?fbclid=IwAR2yixJ-tL137W8RpsSL3C6F7esYPdp-18MM-Rs9F1PmSMOJIWH9rxX89AM
What else? I know several people that according to my memories of 2014 and 2015 when I wrote muse poetry were supposedly dead there. http://www.poemhunter.com/clinton-siegle/ Now? Miracle of miracle the ladies are live. And? Well, I am just explaining my problem. Seems like your crazy. Sounds good. My wife after hearing tell this story to her in 2016 took me 17 doctors 16 of them confirmed I was still disability. The 17 th doctor one was a shrink. I think I freaked him out. The first time we spoke he said you need to see me weekly. I sort of got mad. And well I proved to him a few of my stories. Then? He gave me some rather mind altering drugs and did not ask me to come back. What did I tell him? You know how people confide in people at times? He did the first time. And when I asked what he told the soul or person or demon ahead of me. I told him a few things he left out or did not feel comfortable talking about. To seal the deal I told him why the mountain had moved that day and you ever noticed those eyes popping movie scenes. I think he thought I was magic because at that moment my eye twinkled and he to saw something.
So I got stuck in Bolivia while Hillary Clinton and Bernie Sanders were running for office. To be honest I think Bernie might actually do some good in a different way so I joined the democratic party which I think I am still a registered member and volunteered. You were in Bolivia, what could you do? I am me. I do things. Why? I did things in my career. I am just that type of person. Once that was done I lost complete vision for a time in 2016 regaining it back in 2017. Then I did a small music film that got into six film festivals. In 2018 the censorship wherever I was was wild so I sort of left Facebook and went to Minds. Latest censorship I creatd a group and now I am not allowed to post in my own group. https://www.minds.com/newsfeed/1168665531743035392 There September 29, 2018 to September 29, 2020 I got 4.5 million views. https://www.minds.com/Talon123/blog/6172-impressions-per-day-4-500-000-impressions-729-days-1157437064352305152?fbclid=IwAR2KU_pBn2vXro5KcqPxnGzVUf61lmxik3fnn_NX2_FgG2dFGcTsAj8UJrw Which equates to 6172 impressions per day =4,500,000 impressions /729 days
Writing what I used to write about my world. Except I wrote with more passion I feel there. My pirate stories were alive. Here I worry that I lost something. People laugh who reads pirate stories? To this I say there were close to 2 million people and several thousand trolls that enjoyed pestering my ill conceived Ender the pirate stories.
So, people say a time traveler, disabilied blonde guy. Maybe you should do something else? Oh, I do. I have plans. My recent one is to go after censorship. To be honest to be blocked in trying to post in a group I just started to share my interviews is my latest story. https://www.facebook.com/groups/1346217065712905 From there? I have plans. The time of tribulation is what I believe I am seeing. Sure you can laugh and laugh. Just realize if I tell the truth some of you will end up in worlds where Biden wins, somewhere Trump wins, and somewhere there is something else that will happen soon enough. You see I know that December 2017 in some realities Hawaii was nuked. So I am here to assist you I suppose. Be prepared for an ending. My assistance? My stories these days are journals of which many are lost. I suppose a list will do:
Journal 1- hardcopy removed violently June 2016 destroyed
Journal 2- censored from a sight that is proud to keep up a letter from a suicide girl Cosmofunnel censorship 2017 https://cosmofunnel.com/stories/reptiles-parallel-universe-travels-no-diety-discovered-issues-with-other-life-questions-in viewed by close to 8,000 people and the comments were funny.
Journal 3- paper hard copy
Journal 4- platform disappeared https://www.worldtruth.mx/blog/477/changes-cha-cha-changes/?fbclid=IwAR0sxJRokrohocoq40UTwdhlvJEVoaA80rF5vfjejCYWkewJ4TnXqXNFwt0
Journal 6 continued- an attempt to copy down math formulas which leads nowhere fast. https://theprose.com/post/211086/the-traveling-mind-part-2
Journal 7 an attempt to figure out where earth is in the universe
Journal 8 hardcopy
Journal 9 personal journal offline
Journal 10 written as a story
Journal 11 written as a story
Journal 12 Story
Confessions that no one reads 1 2 3 4 5 6
Other sourced material Maria
Mandela effect 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16
So I was to learn love this life time? Or I was to learn to time-space travel? Or I was to seek God? Or I failed in a bet and now I have to face judgment day? Or I won something and now have to watch the time of tribulation with the Potter the end is pot was made for destruction and that will be an end to this story?
I am no longer sure how to fix love. As a traveler one day the personalities I deal with are bold. The next meek. One day fierce the next shy or timid. To plan on loving them all is all I can do. In yet, that does not fix that which is broken. To learn time-space travel is nothing sort of absurd. I tried to go down several different paths. To no avail. This is a mapped out ending. Whether for good or evil or bad is yet for me as a time-space traveler to find out I suppose. To seek God? I know where God is. I also know I am evil and should not face him. Why perish before my time? To realize some people must face the music even if they have walked away as much from evil as possible is wild. To watch humanity not stop evil in this day and age is absurd. People should be stopping Microsoft 666 mark. There should be some form of life to live. Failed in a bet is the worse part of this story. What was the bet? Always, always check who you are with when drinking. That is another secret. Plan for the time of tribulations? There are many outs now. I am unsure what the end will be. I pray for mercy. I wonder about mercy. Mercy is to be granted pardon for evils done. Grace is to be given something even if you have not deserved the fate. Fated to require mercy is wild. I should have run longer or harder or something. To be made for the day of destruction? I can see that. Only a fellow dreamer can understand what has been done here as a mirror worlds plural. To be passing through here I must have dreamed about here at least at one day at a time. What?
On my challenge to get back to here this present day I passed through worlds where they had stolen all the Montauk chairs. There the absurd was happening. Magic if you believe in magic these days. Timelines were unraveling. Why? So lets begin. I do research every so often. Not so much these days because watching people die at different dates and times and ways makes me wonder. Were some good were some bad? Anyways in the most absurd reality Montauk project John Von Neumann lived to the age of May 1957. When I learned of him in 2016 his death on those worlds was in 1952. Even those minds that are switched here when you listen to Duncan Cameron are not from here stating he died in 1956. Meaning? Some worlds stole souls and moved them around so God end final days could not happen. How? They moved good souls to bad souls plots and move bad souls to good souls plots in the story of life. They stole souls from heaven. You ever wonder why heaven has walls? Or why Jesus says the thieves come not through the gate and come but to steal and kill? Anyways, the thieves stole something. What the book of life. What? The day of judgment can or could or would not happen if there was no book of life to be read in the final days of Revelations. That is absurd who could steal the book of life? And there was war in heaven. Then God killed the morning star out and the third of the angels that followed him. Seems rather obvious no? So billions of realities years, and times the book of life has been hidden. God knows where it is nevertheless he plays his games the way he wants them to be played. Like I said watch out who you bet with when you are drunk and dancing while having a fun time.
What is funny with time is people think this is the seventh time or cycle of this earth. Time. Djinns and time-space and witches know these things. The absurdity is now HBO is trying to tell people in the show Westworld about waking up. The whole movement of Q and revolt Yellow Vest in France, Freedom fighters in Hong Kong, Bolivia protesters of a third term president running for fourth time and again stealing the election. A few people have spoken to me. There is a good reddit story on Mandela effect and what truly happened. You see corporations have changed humanity. Those that would have been great individuals crushed under reality. An artificial intelligence was created elsewhere and escaped. When, or how or why? That is the secret is it not. I have re read the story and found the story teller. She does not even know me now in yet in a different life. Who cares I suppose. The story is told on a reality where Dallas Texas CERN was turned off in a much older version of reality. What do I mean? My memory in 2013 was being on an earth supposedly 6.5 billion years old. The diameter of the galaxy there was 377000 light years across. There was no known black holes. The population according to deagel.com on May 18 2016 was 8.5 billion, the US of A had 365 million people. The galaxy according to the internet was cycling at the speed of 1,000 years a rotation around cycle. That galaxy was to hit its next galaxy in 365,000 years. Dallas CERN was never completed and the funding turned off in 1999 as far I knew.
My reaction to learn that Dallas Cern has been operating here up to 2017 per a person that I believe has some knowledge on reality changes. The significance is startling that my soul is going back to the original body. And? This could mean in a closed time curved loop I am only to experience a moment of time lapse and all this. THIS reality, and all realities that I have passed through are only in my collaborated dreams with other people experiencing the same Mandela effect.
So what is the time of tribulation? To me I experienced the twinkle in the eye and people disappearing. I thought the rapture and was kind of wondering about being left behind until I discovered what had happened with Montauk project and some communist time travelers and India's time travelers. Meaning? Example my world Abe Lincoln was a senator. Like Hillary Clinton remembers. Since he had been a senator he held more power and saved roughly 500,000 to 1 million more people in my time which equated to 3 million descendants in my reality. Roe v Wade happened in my reality in 1967. However abortion was not so high. In 2009 I noted that less than 35 million people had been aborted. While here 1973 US and China approved of abortion and US got rid of 42 million more people and China gor rid of 500 million. So I said 8.5 billion and here during that time there was close to 7.3 billion or in May 2016. What or where did the other hundreds of millions go? India time traveled back in time and changed the sexuality of Pakistan. In my reality homosexuality was not allowed in muslim countries. Stoning was something noted about every so often. Here 500 million Pakistan are gone because their religion has been corrupted allowing evil into their religion.
So what is all this got to do with time-space, time, and search of God? The bible has certain post signs that have to be meet. Certain people have to meet, connect and do what ever it is God has for them to do for his prophecies to be fulfilled. And what has this to do with John Von Neumann living to May 1957? Simply put his last paper which ended up in Princeton pointed out that there is no such thing as chaos. That everything. Meaning everything has rules, laws, signs, and symbols that must be done according to some master plan or story.
What has that got to do with seeking God? Or time-space, time travel? The original story in heaven has been corrupted over time, and people telling a biblical story one way in hopes to stop the end of time. The worlds where I said I passed through where magic was happening and that had stolen the Montauk Chairs of other realities were or are in a panic because they broke a knotted time loop. What does that mean? Simply put they wanted to much of a good thing for themselves or were greedy just like this reality the desire to turn humanity into a collective conscience from Microsoft mark of the beast is greed unwittingly fulfilling prophecies in the exact order of the original text in the bible.
Shh is all lost? Yes, and no for some and others the path is just beginning is wild these days. To potentially see Jettison flying cities? No. Not this reality nor timeline. To see Ron Hubbard's worlds where trillions of souls are trapped on 70 planets? No. Not this reality maybe this timeline in yet the placement of earth is no longer there. Terminators or cyclones caused by AI or robot taking over? Possible. However the biblical change for me that is most significance is Zachariah to Zechariah. You see in my world for 45 years the tale was an army approaching Israel and then melting in a river of blood. Doctor MacGee speculation was that the description was nuclear war. I passed out of that reality in 2017 plus or minus billions of years. Now Zechariah has what only can be described as zombies. That in my reality in 2016 there was no war around Israel would have made the story ridiculous in yet here Israel has a wall built around it to keep out the zombies of Zechariah. To watch the time that God has decided to fulfill is wild. That I wrote about other timelines destructions in cosmofunnel and was censored for what I had assumed were dreams is wild. I remember I went nuts for a time in that magical worlds because everything I asked for math wise I could get with a click of the search engine. Here I ask and have to search more to figure out what is it I am exactly looking at. What am I searching for? I forget at times. 2017 I forgot friends. 2018 I forgot knowledge. 2019 I forgot what is real at times. 2020? I am forgetting to not speak about the wild adventure of a time-space traveler seeing the end of humanity. Not because of God. No. The nukes were sent to Hawaii by people trying to stop the end of time. Somewhere along the line people forgot that the s. For earths were removed from Genesis and Revelations or Revelation and the seals do not have to take place all on one world in yet they can or will or have or speculation the time is the doorway of no return for some of us.
The time traveler story forces me to relook at my life at different points. I wonder at time . Dealing with a reality question, time question and the end of time. Making speculations, plans, and plots the story has grown. I am excited to be around 11k words. The question on characters I introduced seem to be lacking. I introduced them per discussion and have found that I really did not need them as much. However I did this course in 2017 and needed to find someone that would listen to my wild questions on reality. That my attempts with a rabbi, priest, pastor, and my then mom all associated my being here as evil I had to concur in yet I am no longer sure on that. To be evil is one thing. To watch the end of time is another. That this story is wild. That there are points I will have to reedit and make better sure. However to continue and finish a 50k novel in less time than I would have expected.
Another attempt at a book
That history will show that one of the most evil conspiracies on earth was true is awkward. That the government conspired along with the rich to do away with God's bonds per Psalms is a truth, folks. That the man that the manmade virus from England sent to Canada stolen to China was released is either a great hoax or murdering the population it was meant to. That the next virus was advertise by the person who owned the English patented virus sent to Canada in summer of 2019 about the coming future plagues and viruses is a mystery only to those that do not watch and realize someone is planning to murder over 80 percent of the worlds population is kind of evil. https://www.naturalblaze.com/2020/06/gates-military-funded-mosquito-vaccine-delivery-gates-backed-company-to-release-gm-mosquitoes.html
https://globalnews.ca/news/7080776/genetically-modified-mosquitoes-florida
https://endertalon.blogspot.com/2020/08/the-planned-destruction-of-system-of.html
That the government is in on this and does not seem to be involved in enforcing the evacuation of those lands not going to be around in 2025 is kind of as evil if not even more so. People say come now. Comets strike the earth and there was nothing we could have done about it. but there. But the tidal waves sweeping the coastal regions were not expected? Or really? That instead of warming the planet to make more air via plant life the whole concept of burning 3/4ths of the trees and plant life on earth is something anyone can have happened. That almost all of the viruses, and most of the fires were man made makes life that awkward moment in realization that the rich are planning on eating whatever is left of your body kind of make sick sense these days. Th That the bible predictions have happened in that Israel will be recognized as a nation by 70 nations has happened. That the red foxes have returned to a certain part of Israel has happened. That the red heifer was born in 2018 has happened. That the temple mount is actually not on the mosque area is already known due to David’s city gate being found in a different section of the city. That no temple is required here for the Messiah to return is widely known. That a man has claimed that right among some jewish leadership is also known. So the end of the book of Revelation or Revelations depending on the timeline. What most people do not realize is the future has already been seen and has died. Say what? Mass is light. With that statement this whole reality concept is invalid. Meaning? If energy is mass times light times light and mass equates to light. Energy is nothing more than cubed light. The significance is recognized by several people. What does it mean? We live in a hologram. So we live in a hologram? So what? This is as real as it gets. Laughter by many souls who have traveled and watched many alternative endings of these holograms and wondered to what end is this story reaching? The day of judgment? Say what? If I am nothing more than a clay avatar and I know I died and this is all either a very bad dream which it would not be my first. Nor surprisingly after according to my journals billions of years have been moved back in time. However the deja vu played in 2019 makes me question my memories. If humanity kills itself by allowing the evil to win because no one has the money nor power to stand up to the evil people is just kind of awkward. Shouldn't life be a better place? Is the same person who said more viruses will be forthcoming now allowed to release genetically blood sucking bugs into the environment? So the end is already accepted by the government. That the BLM movement is an attempt to get people to move from their homes on the coasts and large cities that a nuclear war will hit is often seen as exaggeration. READ www.deagel.com and realize it for yourself. What is at stake? Empathy? Survival of humanity? The end game before God pulls the plug and says I am tired of this game lets play version 8.0? That is the awkward part of the Mandela effect is it not? Just how many times has this game been played on this exact earth? Is the planet not tired by now? Those that read Jewish lore know that earth rebelled against God when he made trees. The command was trees for food. Earth's response was trees with bark. God asked why on earth the planet responded, the past experience has taught it that his creations would eat everything consuming everything. Thus the reasoning for bark and trees and plants that are not digestible. Meaning? Earth knows of the past. So earth knows. I know we are nothing but light avatars stuck in a frequency of light in a moment of time. That all of this is a blink in God’s eye is wildly to comprehend in yet if you realize where and what I have seen. And then what I have dreamed and wonder now if I was truly there in those ages too. If I was what does that make the human soul? So? The key event coming up actually passed for some. September 7 through December 21st, 2020. OR Ethopian calendar end of 2012. While the original calendar switched out in the 1700s in some realities the end of 2012 is December 21st or 23rd. I do not know any more the dates keep on switching. That the new weapons system created by the United States in the summer of 2019 at White Sands had most of the design stolen via a Chinese intern in one of the subcontractors is already known. Just like the professor of microbiology and virology from China that hid in the Chinese embassy. So did it help? I can tell you in one reality at least China owns Australia, New Zealand, Singapore, all the way to Africa and into Poland's first two states. That kept that area for a time wild. How did they end? That I heard also. Each person's personalized hell was not something I expected to see. After all, I did stuff elsewhere. To be punished for stuff here? I am no longer certain where this is. It is not a 4.5 billion year old earth I can ascertain that much. How old? 20 billion years? Something like that time lag has happened in parts. Is this one of the final outcomes? Once upon a time, that story was told to me by someone I thought was nuts. Hell if you knew where I was and what I was doing you would say I was nuts. That I remember. The price is more than anyone has ever been paid to me. But I am seeing the after effects. I can tell a reanimated world being played backwards in time to a certain point to put my soul right to my body. Will it be for the day of judgment or to be spit out for another seven spirits to taunt me in my life? That is a question I await to see. So? Here the bible has changed yet again. What do I hope? I hope for peace. What else? That instead of the US Space Force fighting the quote UFOs. That they instead just let heaven land in Israel. That sun power weapon after all is going down soon enough. The earth space fence that replaced the 1950s space fence is not working properly is already on the network. Say what? Several comets have hit places recently. The space fence of the 1950s which was analog only allowed in a small football item ANALOG was and is better. While the contractor chose to ignore the criteria of football, he used digital and went with the size of a small bus. The difference? Whatever hits New York City in one reality? Maybe or hits wherever it can kill the drinkable water source of a fourth of the planet in another scenario. Which is this reality? I am no longer sure. That I do know Hillary Clinton was on trial today to give testimony. That an end of reality is close. That is what September 11th 2020 is now considered the end of 2012 according to the Ethiopian calendar which is the oldest most used calendar in this reality. Meaning? None of the other calendars ending in 2012 have had any official use in ages. The Solomon line of descendants were to be king one after another until the 1970s. That the bible said the generation following the last king of David there would be an issue. The end of the world? Worlds? Let's be honest there is a God. Whether the great director of realities or film producers of 10 to the power of 200 galaxies with 10 to the power 10,000 earths with the complexity to play with time and color frequencies of light enough to make this seem all like a dream to me these days is wild. Why do I see this? I believe. Yes. I have seen my fair share of realities and ghosts and well no one believes me.