prayers

I would like prayer. My faith is weird at present. My hope is wondering. I am not sure of love. I am experiencing a new world. One where not everyone has faith, where even ifyou have hope and love you are not assured forgiveness at times. I am just confused.. I was a writer that means I lived in a crazy fantasy world with unrealistic expectations. Thank you for understanding. You ask why the past tense. Look for me on poetry.com, or https://cosmofunnel.com/ or my notes section or any number of places and you will realize that censorship is alive and well. Makes you wonder about this life. what is funny is I am now considered spam for saying hello, merry christmas, happy birthday, and commenting on stories.. I wonder if my perception of the world is no longer in vogue or if I do not bring anything to conversation anymore.