journal 6 beginning yet again

For those that read my other five journals this is an attempt to write from memory about well my soul swap. The purpose is to ensure that people understand that they are caught in a closed time curved loop reality and for those that were part of the book of life and are traveling this is still hope, faith and love even if each day of your life is spent among weeds.

At first I worried about security. Meaning for those that knew about me professionally would realize six clearances means I had to write a long letter asking for my clearance to be revoked.  You say why? Personally, I am no threat to anyone. However, if someone was me in the other realities well. My email address book contains almost every senator, and most of the congress let alone several presidents, prime ministers, etc from my reality. What does that have to do with anything?  I write, I wrote, I tried to change reality to something better on my world for a long long time.  Look Syria, look up my stance on Iran, and realize when you look up my Linked In profile that I was antiwar in yet I worked in the war machine.

Prove anything you say?  Sure, sure look up my poetry.  You can look up my autograph collection which shrinks in these realities with less people. Realize that for the first 80 or so days I wrote people that were considered my associates if not my friends. And if one looks at Linked In and realizes that I use to have 20 more people agreeing that I did a great job means or makes these realities awkward to say the least.  I mean what did this soul do while I worked my ass off? 

Humor, scene I say May 19, 2016 was the date of my awakening in a new reality.  Let me set that straight. For the past few years 2018 2019 I have been doing other things. Remembering people talking and trying to clarify with my mind if what I knew then was what I know now means that I was in a closed time curved loop a lot lot longer then May 2016. 

People ask how you know?? Simple I read a lot.  A lot of authors names have changed.  And whether you believe me or not I wrote about those changes without realizing what I was seeing prior to 2016.  So when or what? MacFraser in 2014 changed to McFraser.  I noted it in a post.  I did not think about the reality change because well I was going blind and thought nothing about it. 

So if I was gone by 2014 how much farther back does this time loop go?  So,  I started asking a certain person about their stories.  I think that is what gets me. Every single person I met and talk to is new.  You say I have read your stuff Clint.  I say you have read a version of my writing in yet not my writing.  What?  I noticed this.  Some of mes write with spell and grammar check.  While in other realities they do not. I thought everything I did was transferred via the night twinkle of an eye where I awake. Then I realized I am just one of many mes writing the exact same story over and over again in yet if I re read what is written at times I realize the story has changed. By how much?  A little bit here a bit there. The story really changes when I ask specific questions about something that happened in which the person involved did one thing. Sometimes the story is the same other times I get this blank stare like what am I talking about.  That is the awkward time.  For if they were not there. That would mean this body was not there. And if I was not there where exactly was I?  You know. If I remember waking up and like the color of the room is different or the house across the street keeps on adding and subtracting something if something different happened here from there what exactly or whom or what did this body do?

What kind of freaks me out even more is the realization of the different realities that exist. Like? Saddam murders Mandela. Reference George Bush. Or potato without the e, Dan Quayle. Obama 57 out of 58 states, and my worlds where Abe Lincoln was a senator Hillary Clinton. All are quoted and can be found either in articles or youtube. What does that mean? It means that Montauk project existed and this is their closed time curved loop to stop the United States from vanishing. Just how? Ask Bidden if Nixon was president in 1976 or if like he remembers Martin Luther King dying in the 70s? Meaning time twisted and turned to make a reality where God could not win every soul in the book of life. How? I remember that story now a days. Not pleasant to realize at one time I could have been righteous. Now? I do not know a single righteous person that I would want to party for eternity with. To be honest I question almost everyone's ethics these days. For one moment I am talking with a saint and next the weed seed. Meaning the man challenging God and his saints sowed weeds among the seeds. To be honest let us agree this is a speculation. I am still hoping for Psalms 2, in yet I watch movies where a kid talks about being in heaven singing with Christ. If he was there and now is here. Does that mean that Christ was assassinated like in Montauk project? Most likely. So is there hope? I see the paths narrowing. Here I can see the nanobots with E. Musk turning on his wifi5 satellites turning humanity into cylones lol cylons here. I can see that some of the people instead of turning into robots that can handle scorpion bites going mad and becoming zombies. Is this a truth? Zachariah in my bible states per Doctor Vernon MacGee per radio preaching verse 14 was about a nuclear weapon going off and the people faces melting. Here, well here you read Zechariah and realize they talk about zombies. Will I be here for that event? I will be somewhere. I doubt I will see that I am going blind again so who knows. Maybe I awake when this started one day as if this is a dream. What will I have learned? I learned like those writing the Matrix movie series you can not learn new technology. I have tried. Nevertheless the more I try to learn to program the more I waste my time. However, writing. Writing stories a time traveler can do that. Will the story change the past? I doubt I can change anything, nevertheless I am writing and telling people be good, do good, stop evil. Why? Laugh with me. I have seen Babylon city of New York cry for children being murdered and such injustice. I have seen within Bolivia kingdom versus kingdom occurrence, along with France, Iran, Syria, China Hong Kong, Venezuela, etc. What is the next step? Simple God has called those out of the places he is about to destroy. New York will be gone. Soon? I doubt I understand soon being according to internet time two billion years old in yet time wise only three years has passed. Long 2025 to 2039? I doubt I know any more or with 2021? I think that is just the story line. Some worlds have fallen. Some worlds are going through the process as we speak now. And some worlds are still being created and starting this horrible story all over again.

For those that read my other five journals this is an attempt to write from memory about well my soul swap. The purpose is to ensure that people understand that they are caught in a closed time curved loop reality and for those that were part of the book of life and are traveling this is still hope, faith and love even if each day of your life is spent among weeds.

At first I worried about security. Meaning for those that knew about me professionally would realize six clearances means I had to write a long letter asking for my clearance to be revoked.  You say why? Personally, I am no threat to anyone. However, if someone was me in the other realities well. My email address book contains almost every senator, and most of the congress let alone several presidents, prime ministers, etc from my reality. What does that have to do with anything?  I write, I wrote, I tried to change reality to something better on my world for a long long time.  Look Syria, look up my stance on Iran, and realize when you look up my Linked In profile that I was antiwar in yet I worked in the war machine.

Prove anything you say?  Sure, sure look up my poetry.  You can look up my autograph collection which shrinks in these realities with less people. Realize that for the first 80 or so days I wrote people that were considered my associates if not my friends. And if one looks at Linked In and realizes that I use to have 20 more people agreeing that I did a great job means or makes these realities awkward to say the least.  I mean what did this soul do while I worked my ass off? 

Humor, scene I say May 19, 2016 was the date of my awakening in a new reality.  Let me set that straight. For the past few years 2018 2019 I have been doing other things. Remembering people talking and trying to clarify with my mind if what I knew then was what I know now means that I was in a closed time curved loop a lot lot longer then May 2016. 

People ask how you know?? Simple I read a lot.  A lot of authors names have changed.  And whether you believe me or not I wrote about those changes without realizing what I was seeing prior to 2016.  So when or what? MacFraser in 2014 changed to McFraser.  I noted it in a post.  I did not think about the reality change because well I was going blind and thought nothing about it. 

So if I was gone by 2014 how much farther back does this time loop go?  So,  I started asking a certain person about their stories.  I think that is what gets me. Every single person I met and talk to is new.  You say I have read your stuff Clint.  I say you have read a version of my writing in yet not my writing.  What?  I noticed this.  Some of mes write with spell and grammar check.  While in other realities they do not. I thought everything I did was transferred via the night twinkle of an eye where I awake. Then I realized I am just one of many mes writing the exact same story over and over again in yet if I re read what is written at times I realize the story has changed. By how much?  A little bit here a bit there. The story really changes when I ask specific questions about something that happened in which the person involved did one thing. Sometimes the story is the same other times I get this blank stare like what am I talking about.  That is the awkward time.  For if they were not there. That would mean this body was not there. And if I was not there where exactly was I?  You know. If I remember waking up and like the color of the room is different or the house across the street keeps on adding and subtracting something if something different happened here from there what exactly or whom or what did this body do?

What kind of freaks me out even more is the realization of the different realities that exist. Like? Saddam murders Mandela. Reference George Bush. Or potato without the e, Dan Quayle. Obama 57 out of 58 states, and my worlds where Abe Lincoln was a senator Hillary Clinton. All are quoted and can be found either in articles or youtube. What does that mean? It means that Montauk project existed and this is their closed time curved loop to stop the United States from vanishing. Just how? Ask Bidden if Nixon was president in 1976 or if like he remembers Martin Luther King dying in the 70s? Meaning time twisted and turned to make a reality where God could not win every soul in the book of life. How? I remember that story now a days. Not pleasant to realize at one time I could have been righteous. Now? I do not know a single righteous person that I would want to party for eternity with. To be honest I question almost everyone's ethics these days. For one moment I am talking with a saint and next the weed seed. Meaning the man challenging God and his saints sowed weeds among the seeds. To be honest let us agree this is a speculation. I am still hoping for Psalms 2, in yet I watch movies where a kid talks about being in heaven singing with Christ. If he was there and now is here. Does that mean that Christ was assassinated like in Montauk project? Most likely. So is there hope? I see the paths narrowing. Here I can see the nanobots with E. Musk turning on his wifi5 satellites turning humanity into cylones lol cylons here. I can see that some of the people instead of turning into robots that can handle scorpion bites going mad and becoming zombies. Is this a truth? Zachariah in my bible states per Doctor Vernon MacGee per radio preaching verse 14 was about a nuclear weapon going off and the people faces melting. Here, well here you read Zechariah and realize they talk about zombies. Will I be here for that event? I will be somewhere. I doubt I will see that I am going blind again so who knows. Maybe I awake when this started one day as if this is a dream. What will I have learned? I learned like those writing the Matrix movie series you can not learn new technology. I have tried. Nevertheless the more I try to learn to program the more I waste my time. However, writing. Writing stories a time traveler can do that. Will the story change the past? I doubt I can change anything, nevertheless I am writing and telling people be good, do good, stop evil. Why? Laugh with me. I have seen Babylon city of New York cry for children being murdered and such injustice. I have seen within Bolivia kingdom versus kingdom occurrence, along with France, Iran, Syria, China Hong Kong, Venezuela, etc. What is the next step? Simple God has called those out of the places he is about to destroy. New York will be gone. Soon? I doubt I understand soon being according to internet time two billion years old in yet time wise only three years has passed. Long 2025 to 2039? I doubt I know any more or with 2021? I think that is just the story line. Some worlds have fallen. Some worlds are going through the process as we speak now. And some worlds are still being created and starting this horrible story all over again.