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The enemy war is evil. Or crazy. Maybe both. War with Iran is wrong. NO WAR WITH IRAN wow in my mind I must stay..Sep 21, 2019, 11:19:33 PM

Ender the pirate and I were visiting today.

"You ever do something real stupid? This conversation happening over tea at cafe shi; a tea party is so liberating at times; so I reply

"Why yes... just recently I sent an email that will cause problems... Ender stirring his tea

"Humor, an email a letter nothing kinky nothing a shade of grey would not cure?

Thinking... "No, I say "I was a good boy for a reason when I was a child...

“And now I am a good boy because I have children...

“So I guess what freaks me out the most is how close I was to becoming more evil

Ender just laughs for a moment:-- your nick names the ghost, big foot, etc through grade and high school years... and yet not even a good story?

"I guess I will have to wait till the end of life.... by then of course I suppose I will be afread of death sneaking up on me doing something stupid..

"so maybe I will just die with what little evil I have already done...

“Just a whist away from being mean…

“Ah says Ender “a true believer almost fooled by his own heart…

“Would you say your heart is evil?

Just at that moment a cannon ball flew through the room… not launched by a cannon, but by the bear of the black skimmer…

That summer mom’s screams were something I could

remember very well. We owned a Chinook

camper which was big. The night I

remember my mom had gone out looking for her cats. She rounded the camper and let out a scream.

Right there on the other side of the camper was a horse. The second scream came that July 4th powwow

at the Lame Deer fairgrounds. She had

just delivered 13 kids from a gymnastic camp and was turning around when Mr.

Magpie dressed in full native American custom stopped to say hello. Everyone around there turned their heads to

see the commotion. You see she was

talking to one of the moms and everyone was dressed accordingly to their

tradition just Mr. Magpie snuck up on her and tapped her shoulder. He was a bit over 6 feet tall and well my mom

let out a yell.

June 23rd I went to the doctor’s office. They stated I

should exercise. I went to the gold's gym signed up that very day and caught

bacteria from their gym floor that caused/ate the flesh to my ankle bone by

causing the flesh to die. I spent July in the hospital losing 33 pounds from

vomiting, diarrhea caused by acid re flux disease; August I was placed in the

old folk’s home. Therein I kept saying hello to people in the rooms around me

only not to see them the next day. They stuck me in the hospice wing. Kind of

blew my mind and well yes I need help with English, but I am still working my

way back from that issues.

September and October on short term disability at home I

could not walk well, and could not sit for long periods of time nor drive. My

wife and kids came home in September. October I got off disability and the

company I was working for laid me off on that same-day October 10th.

As for my family, my wife is better. I think she just

meant nearly every other month.

Stress- I think almost dying, losing a lot of weight,

and being laid off has taken a lot out of me.

Work front: I have had 24 Anyway, news here 26

interviews, four contracts signed awaiting my time with a medicare part c

telesales person position which I quit. Evidently, I am now partially deaf in

my right ear. I never a good talker to begin with but a lady in South Dakota

yelling at me for say in 39.9 versus her hearing 69 dollar lead me to believe I

should try something else. I thus accepted the first offer of a job consulting

for the Fountain group in Florida

I told you about having spent money to make money I did not even break even.

What a life there. Trying to break even this month of Janauary. . When the

budget gets signed. While waiting, I am writing sad thoughts, etc..... what do

you think of this I know it is not smart.

However, sometimes life is not as it should be. Much of my life has been that

way. I understand my story is hard to follow. interviews and four offers, only

to be told awaiting funding due to the government not releasing contracts to

Lockheed, Honeywell, Oceanonics, and a small consulting firm. This Monday

instead of waiting unemployment, I toke a temp job at a call center for selling

Part C insurance. It should be interesting.

Thank

you for reading my emails and keeping in contact. I appreciate our friendship.

There

I was again in a situation of sugar and flour making. Diabetes, a sickness what

a way to go a left foot. It started that Feb 24th day. I went to work for the

first day. Just to be told to go home with merely seven hours worth of work.

And not come back until noon Wednesday. Paid hotel, car, and flight not being

paid for what a life to live. That Wednesday after 11 calls still no software

installed told to come in Thursday with potential no work on Friday. That

Thursday I start throwing up. Vomiting water, and everything. Friday same.

Saturday I find a spot on my foot similar to what I had back in June when I

lost the skin to my ankle.

The

story of threes... you have heard it. The accident happened then another and a

third just for the kicks of it. You have to be ready for anything. I do not

know what I am, but I have survived again. The third attempt I survived or is

there more. What happens next... that is the story... right leg, left foot

gone, hearing almost gone, humor how a person trying to kill me with a zip gun

attempted murder, and well, the world is out to get someone. However, why this

life was to be a bookworm. What could I have done? Alternatively, It could have

been... that is a question I do not understand... seated here I realize I

should have taken a left corner instead of a right. I would have been next to

there... that make no sense... perhaps try something else... a book an

author... a poet maybe.

Dreams

are often the way of life. Thank the creator for obamacare forcing me to

purchase health insurance February prior to losing my left foot due to poor

judgment.

went to work for Raytheon on Feb 24th they sent me home with only seven hours

of work and told me not to report back till Wednesday noon. Rationale

they could not install Microsoft Project 2007. Noon Wednesday still no

installation. They said come in Thursday and if no installation do not

come in Friday. I went in after 11 more calls that day along with the 20

or so calls prior nothing. I went home Thursday and started throwing up

violently. I thought acid reflux disease.

DREAM

I am currently unsupervised I know, it scares

me too. but the possibilities are endless. Blessed are the strange people -

poets, misfits, writers, mystics, artists, troubadours - because they teach us

to see the world through different eyes. So you're okay with the government

having the weapons to destroy all life on earth .. But you are angry with

someone who owns a gun that holds 30 rounds? When someone tells me that I live

in a fantasy world, I take it as a compliment. and thus I start my writing for

today...

Sometimes

I sit quietly and wonder why I am not in a mental asylum. Then I take a good

look around at everyone and realize... maybe I already am.

deciding to be evil as a profession I have to find support so I am turning to a

major sponsor the US

government. I figure if I paid into them a quarter of a million over 13% over

the years. Maybe a grant or social security can help me out. So I am looking

for new ideas after taking my advice from Ms. West. "When choosing between

two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before." -- Mae

West. So I am looking for a bad deed to do. Any decisions will have to be

cartoonish in nature. Of course there will be a well. Which is a deep hole in

the rural backyard? Well hello there you look like a bad decision. What evil to

do.. Well, minions we will have to meet at midnight hour which makes it more

evill.. Well, if you excuse me, tonight’s bad decisions are not going to be

made by themselves.

author that is right I shall write a world changing book and people will pay me

money.. Then I will use said money to buy .. wait for it folks. The seven

seas..

Yes:

Introduction

to book:

Staring

at the spaceship in Texas

desert makes one realize that life is short. Play hard for all that is known

was about to be changed both intellectually and economically from oil base

economy to religious ideology on that made us. The year 2015 a water world

Ceres was passing earth when a spacecraft landed in Texas

. The race known as Fae or Fairy were

here to pick up their cousins who had been living underground, and on a

different wave length, the entire span of humans had been on earth. Their

energy being phased just a little out of the eyesight of humans made their

entire culture a mystery, and in truth only the myths told about those stories

that had escaped into the common knowledge of man. Anyway, their spacecraft

landing made no news anywhere due to the government. The government tried to

hush the experience up. Blanketing the whole of Texas

with thunderstorms, sending men in

black to change the minds of the residents and blacking out the media. However,

a few people escaped those men in black. Their stories appearing on Facebook

made those not interested think that what happens in Texasneeds to stay in Texas

This is a tale of one of those people that was not from Texas

but is stuck on a fracking rig close

to a fairy ring. What happened there was something to behold. The equipment is

destroyed in the wildest ways. The fairy coming right out of the hill twisted

the metal into an odd like demon structure. The employees tried to run but were

changed into bugs. Only one survived by running into the forest.

Once

upon a time there was a great sorcerer who lived in the woods. It was visited

by a pirate, I mean a hacker named Ender in the future. You see at this time he

did not know how to code nor owned a boat. Both of them were sitting, drinking

tea and wine until night. They told stories of how pirates or hackers took

princesses from castles and fought political dragons taking their treasures

rings of power from dark lords. The

pirate told a futuristic tale:

Staring

at the spaceship in Texas

desert makes one realize that life is short. Play hard for all that is known

was about to be changed both intellectually and economically from oil base

economy to religious ideology on that made us. The year 2015 a water world

Ceres was passing earth when a spacecraft landed in Texas

. The race known as Fae or Fairy were

here to pick up their cousins who had been living underground, and on a

different wave length, the entire span of humans had been on earth. Their

energy being phased just a little out of the eyesight of humans made their

entire culture a mystery, and in truth only the myths told about those stories

that had escaped into the common knowledge of man. Anyway, their spacecraft

landing made no news anywhere due to the government. The government tried to

hush the experience up. Blanketing the whole of Texas

with thunderstorms, sending men in

black to change the minds of the residents and blacking out the media. However,

a few people escaped those men in black. Their stories appearing on Facebook

made those not interested think that what happens in Texasneeds to stay in Texas

This is a tale of one of those people that was not from Texas

but is stuck on a fracking rig close

to a fairy ring. What happened there was something to behold. The equipment is

destroyed in the wildest ways. The fairy coming right out of the hill twisted

the metal into an odd like demon structure. The employees tried to run but were

changed into bugs. Only one survived by running into the forest.

There were dragons about. One could feel their breath between airs flying up from the fairy ring. That is why this place was still around. For whom mortal would pester a fairy flying next to a dragon stronghold. Not the normal people of today’s world. The great wizard provided Ender the pirate a dragon be gone spell, which was really mouth wash and some spearmint for their bad breat

That summer mom’s screams were something I could remember very well. We owned a Chinook camper which was big. The night I remember my mom had gone out looking for her cats. She rounded the camper and let out a scream. Right there on the other side of the camper was a horse. The second scream came that July 4th powwow at the Lame Deer fairgrounds. She had just delivered 13 kids from a gymnastic camp and was turning around when Mr. Magpie dressed in full native American custom stopped to say hello. Everyone around there turned their heads to see the commotion. You see she was talking to one of the moms and everyone was dressed accordingly to their tradition just Mr. Magpie snuck up on her and tapped her shoulder. He was a bit over 6 feet tall and well my mom let out a yell.

June 23rd I went to the doctor’s office. They stated I should exercise. I went to the gold's gym signed up that very day and caught bacteria from their gym floor that caused/ate the flesh to my ankle bone by causing the flesh to die. I spent July in the hospital losing 33 pounds from vomiting, diarrhea caused by acid re flux disease; August I was placed in the old folk’s home. Therein I kept saying hello to people in the rooms around me only not to see them the next day. They stuck me in the hospice wing. Kind of blew my mind and well yes I need help with English, but I am still working my way back from that issues.

September and October on short term disability at home I could not walk well, and could not sit for long periods of time nor drive. My wife and kids came home in September. October I got off disability and the company I was working for laid me off on that same-day October 10th.

As for my family, my wife is better. I think she just meant nearly every other month.

Stress- I think almost dying, losing a lot of weight, and being laid off has taken a lot out of me.

Work front: I have had 24 Anyway, news here 26 interviews, four contracts signed awaiting my time with a medicare part c telesales person position which I quit. Evidently, I am now partially deaf in my right ear. I never a good talker to begin with but a lady in South Dakota yelling at me for say in 39.9 versus her hearing 69 dollar lead me to believe I should try something else. I thus accepted the first offer of a job consulting for the Fountain group in Florida. I told you about having spent money to make money I did not even break even. What a life there. Trying to break even this month of Janauary. . When the budget gets signed. While waiting, I am writing sad thoughts, etc..... what do you think of this I know it is not smart. However, sometimes life is not as it should be. Much of my life has been that way. I understand my story is hard to follow. interviews and four offers, only to be told awaiting funding due to the government not releasing contracts to Lockheed, Honeywell, Oceanonics, and a small consulting firm. This Monday instead of waiting unemployment, I toke a temp job at a call center for selling Part C insurance. It should be interesting.

Thank you for reading my emails and keeping in contact. I appreciate our friendship.

There I was again in a situation of sugar and flour making. Diabetes, a sickness what a way to go a left foot. It started that Feb 24th day. I went to work for the first day. Just to be told to go home with merely seven hours worth of work. And not come back until noon Wednesday. Paid hotel, car, and flight not being paid for what a life to live. That Wednesday after 11 calls still no software installed told to come in Thursday with potential no work on Friday. That Thursday I start throwing up. Vomiting water, and everything. Friday same. Saturday I find a spot on my foot similar to what I had back in June when I lost the skin to my ankle.

The story of threes... you have heard it. The accident happened then another and a third just for the kicks of it. You have to be ready for anything. I do not know what I am, but I have survived again. The third attempt I survived or is there more. What happens next... that is the story... right leg, left foot gone, hearing almost gone, humor how a person trying to kill me with a zip gun attempted murder, and well, the world is out to get someone. However, why this life was to be a bookworm. What could I have done? Alternatively, It could have been... that is a question I do not understand... seated here I realize I should have taken a left corner instead of a right. I would have been next to there... that make no sense... perhaps try something else... a book an author... a poet maybe.

Dreams are often the way of life. Thank the creator for obamacare forcing me to purchase health insurance February prior to losing my left foot due to poor judgment.

I went to work for Raytheon on Feb 24th they sent me home with only seven hours of work and told me not to report back till Wednesday noon. Rationale they could not install Microsoft Project 2007. Noon Wednesday still no installation. They said come in Thursday and if no installation do not come in Friday. I went in after 11 more calls that day along with the 20 or so calls prior nothing. I went home Thursday and started throwing up violently. I thought acid reflux disease.

DREAM

I am currently unsupervised I know, it scares me too. but the possibilities are endless. Blessed are the strange people - poets, misfits, writers, mystics, artists, troubadours - because they teach us to see the world through different eyes. So you're okay with the government having the weapons to destroy all life on earth .. But you are angry with someone who owns a gun that holds 30 rounds? When someone tells me that I live in a fantasy world, I take it as a compliment. and thus I start my writing for today...

Sometimes I sit quietly and wonder why I am not in a mental asylum. Then I take a good look around at everyone and realize... maybe I already am.

In deciding to be evil as a profession I have to find support so I am turning to a major sponsor the US government. I figure if I paid into them a quarter of a million over 13% over the years. Maybe a grant or social security can help me out. So I am looking for new ideas after taking my advice from Ms. West. "When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before." -- Mae West. So I am looking for a bad deed to do. Any decisions will have to be cartoonish in nature. Of course there will be a well. Which is a deep hole in the rural backyard? Well hello there you look like a bad decision. What evil to do.. Well, minions we will have to meet at midnight hour which makes it more evill.. Well, if you excuse me, tonight’s bad decisions are not going to be made by themselves.

An author that is right I shall write a world changing book and people will pay me money.. Then I will use said money to buy .. wait for it folks. The seven seas..

Yes:

Introduction to book:

Staring at the spaceship in Texas desert makes one realize that life is short. Play hard for all that is known was about to be changed both intellectually and economically from oil base economy to religious ideology on that made us. The year 2015 a water world Ceres was passing earth when a spacecraft landed in Texas. The race known as Fae or Fairy were here to pick up their cousins who had been living underground, and on a different wave length, the entire span of humans had been on earth. Their energy being phased just a little out of the eyesight of humans made their entire culture a mystery, and in truth only the myths told about those stories that had escaped into the common knowledge of man. Anyway, their spacecraft landing made no news anywhere due to the government. The government tried to hush the experience up. Blanketing the whole of Texas with thunderstorms, sending men in black to change the minds of the residents and blacking out the media. However, a few people escaped those men in black. Their stories appearing on Facebook made those not interested think that what happens in Texas needs to stay in Texas. This is a tale of one of those people that was not from Texas but is stuck on a fracking rig close to a fairy ring. What happened there was something to behold. The equipment is destroyed in the wildest ways. The fairy coming right out of the hill twisted the metal into an odd like demon structure. The employees tried to run but were changed into bugs. Only one survived by running into the forest.

Once upon a time there was a great sorcerer who lived in the woods. It was visited by a pirate, I mean a hacker named Ender in the future. You see at this time he did not know how to code nor owned a boat. Both of them were sitting, drinking tea and wine until night. They told stories of how pirates or hackers took princesses from castles and fought political dragons taking their treasures rings of power from dark lords. The pirate told a futuristic tale: