Do I complain about being exhausted after reading too late? Of course not. Will I put down my book and go to bed earlier? Do not be Ridiculous - I read in the midnight hour to find the puzzle piece that makes this story worth living.

I think being blind in 2017 was probably the most interesting times in my life.

Time travel is not for the faint in heart these days.

Honestly I doubt a lot of what I see these days

Indeed to be honest I knew a lot of people that are the walking dead these days.

Need to think if I am an honest storyteller or a liar?

Kindly I tell what I see - if I lie it is because I see a lie.

Being a time traveler is something these days.

Eternity in a twinkle of an eye.

Indeed journals for some 4.5 billion years these days.

Need a reminder God wins in the end.

God is the first and last - all this is someone else weird ass dream.

People seem stuck in a cycle.

First they ban people. Communist/Nazism/liberals/democrats

Next ideas and books. Communist/Nazis/liberals/democrats

Then they burn books. Communist/Nazis/liberals/democrats

Then they burn people. communist/Nazis/liberals/democrats

The first Amendment was not something you can pick or choice what is right or wrong.

The first Amendment provide people the freedom of expression and decision.

Whether in speech, religion or economics.

People seem to forget once you start the path down banning people and ideas.

1984 was not a blueprint is history repeating itself over and over again

https://jonathanturley.org/2021/05/10/free-speech-inc/

In my life, I have had many adventures and misadventures. I have gone to places, seen secrets, read books, lived a life pretty well. At least, that was what I wanted to believe. You know when you do those funny tests on Facebook how many states or how many countries have you visited I at least did a good showing. The idea that I have lived a rough and troubled life is consistent with much of life. I grew up on two different Indian reservations a lone white kid. My friends, for the most part, were books and dreaming of a life to come until I got to college.

There I lived a little. I passed most of my classes graduated at least and started on the real world of work. During college, my last year in college was the funniest due to giving up on Christianity to extent. It was a friendless relationship. I would go into the meetings, and end up picking up the chairs and not being given a chance for friendship was my consideration at this time. I feel that I failed some how God now. I wonder if I should have done more or could have done more. Meaning I did a lot. I started a small church for a time. I tried and failed.

My last year in college I gave up on the Christian friends because they just left me and did nothing to encourage me or save me. Thus I ended up joining a frat which was some of my best times in my life. After which I drifted into the Peace Corps, military consulting, Lockheed, Raytheon, L3, Northrop, and other firms doing some interesting work.

All this was not to prepare me for what has happened on May 19th, 2016. On May 18th, 2016, I spent 45 years, one month, and 23 days on only one planet. I had never thought to be a parallel earth jumper. On May 19th, my mind was swapped. I awoke on an aligned world so close to mine that if I had not been blind in one eye, I would not have thought much of the change. The people were there, the things I used were there. The world was newer, more colorful and sometimes quite different. That first morning was difficult. I realized that the woman I called my wife was not the woman I remembered. She did things differently enough that I knew I was not with the one I married. The Deja Vu happened on the third day jump. You see on May 18th on my world I watched as Bayer to acquire Monsanto for 44 billion dollars on CNN. On Saturday May 21, I watched the same people talking about the intial sale. This time the price was 66 billion dollars. The announcement was just like that on Wednesday on my home world except the price was different. I went a bit nuts at that time. I am sure if there was a squirrel nearby, I would have been collected and stored with the rest of the nuts. That begin my discovery of the different worlds that I would see for the next eighty some days. And the change and challenges facing a parallel earth jumper. First off, I told my wife. She then took me to a shrink and several doctors. I checked out with the doctors being not in good health. The shrink, yet, was different he too remembered a different world. He claimed I was suffering from a past life. Myself I know a finished life versus hey, I aint from here babe. So I just listen to him and take the mental drugs. Anyway the deja vu list that I created for myself to remember my world versus the world around me. This is my list of my world versus this world currently. Abe Lincoln on my world was a senator. Comparable to Hillary Clinton recollection on CNN. Because he was a senator. He saved roughly half a million more American people. Meaning 545443 people died due to the civil war on my timeline. In this place the estimate is a million died. What does that mean? I knew on my world due to the election, there were 365 million United States citizens. Of which 124 million potentials ready to vote on November 8th. Now, there are only 322 million United States citizens. The District of Washington DC does not have an electoral vote on my world over here they have three votes. My world Puerto Rico just became a state voting 52 percent for statehood while adjacent, it is not still a state. Meaning world population has changed. I remember in 2014. When the news reports officially christened a baby girl in India as the 8th billion persons on my planet. Here this world deja vu is still only at 7.5 billion. Meaning I was missing like 1.2 billion people. After researching going through wars, and history expectations changed. I came to the conclusion that the parallel worlds are similar. But, different in history, geography, and related populations. Meaning China in my world at no time had Outer Mongolia. China was at 1.8 billion people thus I found that China murdered or never had 500 million more people. The next discovery was that parts of Pakistan were also part of China. And instead of 758 million Pakistan, there is close to only 278 million. The world shifting seems to be dealing with other ideas that were not known on my planet as well. Deja vu happened in the similarities around the world and the geographical differences. New Zealand was one island on my world above Australia versus here it is two islands south of Australia. The significance is that shifting parallel earths are different. They are different enough but close enough to each other to cause mind swaps is the best way I could explain it. The list of changes that I have noted are a few. Italy being farther towards the continent instead of north south. Japan which was off the coast of China is now off the coast of Korea. Other wild items brand changing and history changing. Sugar Smacks I enjoyed last year 2015. Here on this world, they changed them to Honey Smacks in 1983. Movie changes on release dates. Also brands are a bit of a dilemma along with the word dilemna which I recall spelling differently. Movie wise I was in May preparing to watch Resident Evil six on June 6th in Bolivia. Here Resident Evil six is coming out next week January 19th here in Bolivia. The deja vu also worked while I was traveling to different worlds. Meaning I saw that the US elections were supposed to happen on November 14th, and November 9th. I have heard where President elect Trump thought to remind people to vote on November 28th. Making him a potential mind swap person along with George Bush, Obama, and Hillary Clinton. Once I realized what was happening. I started to review the uniqueness and bloopers to see the world differently. George Bush telling the world Sadam killed Mandela makes him unlikely to be from this world. Obama stating that he visited 57 out of 58 states makes him most like not from this world. Hillary Clinton recollection that Abe Lincoln was a senator. Makes her from a different timeline. What makes me assured that I have not come from this world one asks? Easy things that I pay attention to like Sketchers versus Skechers. Sketcher on my world was sued for 20 million dollars. Due to false adverting on stretching claims on television. Jiffy peanut butter, not Jif peanut butter. Volvo with a male symbol as a symbol on the logo which was not in my timeline. The differences are so many that I ay excited to continue. For another, when did your sun turn white? My planet's sun was yellow on May 18th, 2016. Here your sun turned white May 2003 when a different space fence was turned on envelg your earth and the sun to hide it. My world is not nearby and my mind swapped for a reason. I speculate on why and how. The sadness is who I could have been. Anyway, I am here now deva ju yet another planet earth. Bob Crane died of a gunshot in 1977 on my world. I have seen him die in his sleep, beaten to death, suicide with pills, and dying in 77, 78, and 79. Deja vu is nothing more than the mind being transported to a new plane of reality or distinctive world to a new one. That is what I see now.