a question on my mind... just where to stay for the end of time.. catching a UFO flight out of here is a bit beyond my means..

“What if I told you the world that you see around you does not exist...” when you are reading a book and the entire world around you does not exist anymore. Books build that place in your imagination.... a book is a magic portal to another dimension. The question is it real. Does it exist. I thought not at age 45 and three months. May 18th was a basic day for a disabled person who had ran away to La Paz Bolivia from the United States. At 9 PM instead of watching the final Grimm program I turned into bed to sleep. Little did I know that would be my last day with my family, my reality and a way of life. At 7 AM a woman who sounded like and looked like my wife awoke me. She was in a hurry ordering me around to do this and to do that. Now to understand my puzzlement was I already do my own thing. To have my wife come into my room on a day I was suppose to do something was unexpected and wild. Anyway she bossed me upstairs to take a shower. That was odd. I showered downstairs and well. I did what I was told because well I really had no idea what else to do. I got out of the shower and noticed that the windows had changed. I went outside and almost fainted for in my normal view I would see a mountain. My montain called Illimanti directly south east of where I would come out. That I was missing a mountain was rather disturbing. I followed all the insturctions and was quiet. My next huge surprise was how rich this new world was. The cars, vans everything was like 3 years or newer. Coming from a world where they held cars together with chewing gum and string, this was an experience.

I was silent. I got home that night too well not my home. I went to bed thinking I would awake in my bed and my wife. That was May 2016 some two billion or more years in the future. I have been traveling since then. What have I seen?

I have seen BrExist twice. Once the vote went to stay with EU on a Tuesday and then I lived Thursday twice and watched UK leave the EU.

I have seen the rapture. On my world the US population was 365 million people on may 2016. Losing 45 million Americans was wildly discomforting.

Am I silent about most days? Sure. Have I written both political parties, and others. To say hey stop what you are doing because you are causing the end of the world. Yes. Has anyone listened? This is part of a small note in my journal. Which can be read online Clinton Siegle wondering mind through the multi-verse.

What am I saying? I am saying time has sped up and that the end of reality will happen to me at least rather sooner than later. Silencing me once more.

Brief moment to let those thoughts sink in. Are you alone to? Silence.

Long list of events that happened here not in my world. 1856 Abe Lincoln a representative. 2014 Hillary Clinton and I remember Abe as a senator. 1861 1865 Civil war US loses half a million more people here compared to my memory. 1864 Lincoln ran under a different party not a republican. 1912 Ford adds a loop to its brand F signature. 1921 China invades and captures outer Mongolia. 1930 Volvo symbol changes. 1950 great leap forward in China. 2007 George Bush speech on Saddam killing Mandela proof he is from a different world. 2007 Obama speech on 57 states of the union proof he ain’t from here. Donald Trump 2016 speech asks people to vote November 28 might mean he ain’t from here.

Ah, you are alone too.. Blend in when you are a wild flower among the weeds? Shine smile your smile brightens the world around you. Enjoyment of family is fine eventually they pass away, friends move away forget or pass away..... only within yourself can you find truth.. That in the end we are all alone.. For the Atheist food for worms. For the Christian a surprise - Christ after all was a Jew. For the Buddhist a returning cycle where one day you might be at the top of the world. Only to fail some place somewhere to begin again as a worm. To learn some lesson that cyclic, for the Muslim men bleeding virginity. Which grows back on a nonround world where logic does not apply. Refer to SNL Goat boy think an eternity of this skit. - As for me I had a few good friends books. That do not change but meaning changes overtime and a realization that this to will pass. What is wild I remember the tale but not seeing what I would remember?

That is the real problem. My friends changed.

When you are reading something about a series you read all the books. And you say what the h e double hockey sticks are they talking about in the first 11 books there is so little. Then you realize you are in a different world. And have to watch and read the whole freaking series again you know what you will be doing for a month. Somehow changing worlds and realities can cause a bit more reality problems. Than I would expect. Yes, this is in reference to Wheel of time. Yes, I am now a bit more concerned about my soul than I would expect. Let alone has Revelations, Hebrew, and the old testament change. But the possibility of fa nasty books causes me to wonder what I am doing and why. Should I lead a contingencies of Mandela effective people in capturing Cern? And holding the Dwave computers hostage until they send me back to my world? Could I hold them off? My representative has received my petition asking that I be sent home and no reply from her. I wonder.

Written 2016 the group that were going with me blanked out .. meaning we forgot almost everything the following week everyone either had terrible accidents or just forgot facebook.. humor so much now.. there are 30,000 Cern like machines up and running now.. I wonder if it would have really mattered..