Being antiwar is not what I imagined. Eternity I look back after 2013 seeing that girl cry I realized what hit her home. Needless to say my work was rather evil. Got a questioning mind. Am I antiwar because of a girl's cry? Needless to say I can still see her tears in my mind. Time is a question one my mind. I realize now I would have done something else with my life. War to be strong to protect the weak? All I saw was a bully blowing up homes in Syria. Reality is a question on my mind.