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You didn't need to post that.

Why? Why did you post it? Hmm.  It's too late now to delete it. Now we just have to live with it. ************************************ That about sums up all that cyber silliness surrounding my channel recently doesn't it? Miss Kitty here included đŸ˜č💀 I think all the Trolls have finally gone back to their own business, thankfully, so it's time for this kitty's channel to get back to her own chaos soon as well đŸ˜Œ THANK YOU SINCERELY to everyone who showed this traumatized kitty some encouragement, support, and love each in their own way in and outside the Mindsverse through all this. Tbh I don't really have the adequate words to express my gratitude for your kindness getting me through such a surprisingly sudden and excruciating deep dark wilderness recently. NO HATE to the haters, just hopes and prayers for their healing 💯🕊 It wasn't any Troll's fault they unknowingly found a blindspot in my past trauma that I didn't even know I had đŸ€ŻđŸ˜” I haven't had a suicidal ptsd attack from my past pedo abuse in years. I never expected it to crash into me out of nowhere so suddenly after all this time. My frustration really was NOT with the messenger here, it was with *my own reaction and weakness*  I mistakenly thought that because I hadn't had any severe flashbacks about the abuse in years, that that meant I was "over it" and it wouldn't ever affect me like that ever again. Clearly I was mistaken. That's not on anyone else.  I'd just hoped to see that my Subscribers would stop and think before they comment curses at me unnecessarily and address me respectfully with common courtesy before they let their own frustrations have free reign over their responses. That's all.  I'm truly sorry for the mess this caused for EVERYONE involved, a little or a lot. That was never my intention at any point. THANK YOU to the 110 friends who liked the excruciating post and all who graciously took the time to comment their own kinds of encouragement. It means more than I can say. I truly am very sorry for the dust it unintentionally stirred up. I've personally never experienced anything like this myself in cyberspace until now so I apologize if my maneuvers in this mess weren't up to snuff 😅 I didn't come here from Twitter, only IG and TG. So I'm told this all went quite mildly compared to the savagery that regularly goes around on Twitt apparently. I'd like to think this was my first and last accidental tumble down such a tumultuous alley, but idk if that's just still more of my internet naivete showing â˜ș In any case, it is certainly my hope that the CCK channel will be able to resume its normal chaos kitty proclivities very shortly. Thank you sincerely for your patience ❣ *Most of you cats know I like to keep my content current and transparent and authentic to what is really the honest palette of my present, no matter how light, dark, or foggy. This page is no highlight real. It's me sharing my honest journey and history with you to the best of my ability in cyberland. So this week, I'll be sharing with you some cinematic aesthetics and music about where I was these passed weeks and hopefully share with you some more relevant entertainment industry tidbits through the trauma 🙃 I just post this bit as a heads up so that anyone else seeing the coming videos or posts on my page doesn't think they are addressed to any other channel here on Minds *they are NOT* they are just me dealing with my own demons. Nothing and no one else. I've my own devil to dance with in the pale moonlight, I don't need to cut in on anyone else's 💀 Finally, I'm not tagging anyone in this post because I think we'd all just like to move along yes? You cool cats all know exactly who you are đŸ˜»đŸ€—đŸ„° I love you dearly. You helped me more than you could ever know. God bless you all. And honestly God bless the haters as well, without you I could have possibly never learned this lesson and I truly believe it was indeed needful. The Almighty works in mysterious ways and I'll gladly suffer through anything for His glory, any and all of my days. #life

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