I Want My Life Back

Put it down for a minute, feel my brain itch. Did I just get a message? Watch myself twitch. There's nothing else to do (but I know that's a lie). It's me who will perish if my phone dies. Feel a glow in the night strain my sad eyes. I must go to sleep. But will I? What if I miss out on this convo? What if something happens and I don't know? Chilling, watching memes, trynna have fun. But it doesn't make me happy. Makes me feel dumb. My day has gone away, everything's whack. I can't live like this. I want my life back. Photo by Giles Lambert on Unsplash