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Meditation for me helps to put the past firmly in the past and to let go of anxiety about the future. For a moment I can tie myself to the hear and now. In the here and now nothing is wrong, I have everything I need and I am loved. I prefer to live in the here and now because frankly nothing will ever make the past 'okay' and no amount of anxiety will ever be able to guarantee a perfect future.
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