I don't fear death. I feel death is a relief. It happens to us all. I am happy we all die because once you see what happens to cancer patients... You become glad that death exists. Having to live like that forever would be hell.
I've always written very dark stuff. Very visceral and real. It terrified my parents as a kid. They thought I was gonna be a murderer. I just am drawn to dark topics and media not because I want to hurt anyone but because my sister introduced me to horror when I was 5 and many...See more
I survive off CBD at this point. Not even addicted. Its just if I don't take it all my health problems return. Stuff the doc can't fix for some reason. Back pain, anxiety attacks, depression, flashbacks about my ex, it's almost like a mute button for it. I can see her or hear her name and not go into a full meltdown after what she did. It helps a lot.
If you took most black metal and turned off the distortion you would have flamenco/spanish classical music... Seriously think about it lol. Just like most metal is blues sped up with distortion lol