Sam, for the record, in case I didn't say this before, one of my goals is in trying to prove myself before I would even try to get hired by Infowars for example. I can't remember if I told you that before. I kind of want to build a portfolio of what I am able to do in order to show people what my skills might be. I guess it might be problematic as I may still be too rough around the edges. I might be too all over the place as well. For example, you appear to be more focused in the videos you put out. I told you before about how I've been busy with helping out my family at home. Well, I guess I already told you all of this already. So, I guess I'm trying to say that I'm still going to try to focus on developing myself. I try to focus on praying more. So, long story short, a part of me seeks after being independent as a writer, artist, video editor, YouTuber, etc, similar to how I was a freelance English Teacher in Vietnam. So, I know I still have a lot of work to do. I would prefer not to run over to Alex Jones to beg for a job. So, I say that because I think about doing that sometimes. But I think it would be better if I was simply discovered someday and then reached out to. So, I avoid calling into the Alex Jones Show. Basically, to some extent, I'm not there yet. So, even if somebody were to tell Alex about Oatmeal Joey, I feel like I'm still just a seed. I'm not a plant yet. I'm not a tree yet. Because too much of my stuff on the Internet is like half-done. In conclusion, if I have not bored you yet with this, I will end with saying that I was laughing on Monday when Alex and Owen Shroyer talked about cooking a bowl of oatmeal near a 5G tower. I should probably do that on top of many other things. You should continue doing what you do as you are a bit more polished than I might be. I will continue trying to maybe brand myself or whatever. I feel like 2020 is a big opportunity for me for different things. I would consider Infowars as a dream job for me. But I don't want to take too many shortcuts in life. I might be partly undecided on what I want to do, specifically in my life. That is why I mainly just focus on keeping a blog on Steemit with my random commentary on life, videos, articles, pictures, etc. I wanted to write all of this to let you know that all of this is in my brain. But I'm not trying to say that you don't already know this. Well, I guess I might be venting. I told you before that I have some big life decisions that I should make. Some decisions are made gradually in life. But I might be procrastinating on some of the other decisions until maybe the summer of 2020 which is a long time time and a short time in the future. That is only about six months away. I'm trying to step up my game. I don't totally know what that means except maybe one day at a time kind of thing.
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