a room

A Extraordinary Room

I was living in La Paz, Bolivia. My health was and is quite bad. The climate and surrounds allowed my family to live a better life than that I could afford in the states. I am not sure what happened exactly that night however the next day I awoke in a totally new world with the same exact room with newer paint and blankets. One could say I got a fresh start. My wife´s personality and everyone was different enough that I knew right away I was no longer home.

I worried a bit. What if I was like that movie Grease where Sandy dies from drowning I am in the whole movie up until my last breath like Sandy´s before she dies. I have written about it about it quite a lot recently. That I am not sure if I am totally alive or dead makes for an awkward conversation when people ask and I say well I say the mountain move today so I am not sure what planet I am on. However, good news I am breathing and take a long breath.

This brings me back to the room. The room only had a television in it. For a while after that I left the television on at night trying to figure out how to get home and or if I had done something terribly wrong before passing into this parallel world or that one.

After a time I started covering up mirrors, televisions, trying to focus on a good place to get home. When a year had past and still only resolutions I had were a DWAVE computer, CERN, mirror displacement of souls of wells, and three other ideas to go on I was a bit disappointed. Meaning I should have figured away home by now and at present I am not sure how even to think about home. Each world and each day with a new family means my story changes just that much making my mother in law's room which I stay extraordinary for me.

I know you say that is nuts. I say I remember Abe Lincoln in my history book being a senator. I remember South America below North America. I remember Japan off the coast of Korea. I guess that extraordinary room has brought to me a peace and quiet that I am trying to have to write. I write a lot now a days on things that do not matter. The one thing that does matter to me now is Jesus Christ. I hope that my faith in him will one day allow me to live a new life. I hope I have not tarnished this soul to far for forgiveness. That I am not sure or unaware of anything else than an extraordinary room transporting me to new worlds each night is just part of this normal kids life right now.