I know my areas of weakness and continue to challenge them. Personality wise, I am a natural warm leader, but generally I prefur to follow and or surround myself with people smarter than me, so I can soak up education through context and social ques and interactions. (osmosis, lol) I'm an observer, a listener, but transparently happy to share myself as well. I was born into and raised to early adulthood in a doomsday fundamentalist cult. I lost a big family to mental imprisonment. But, such is my karmic path. I learned a tremendous amout from that life and Im familiar with the experience of having a full on paradigm shift. The abyss is no stranger to me, and fighting for survival during the dark night of the soul and coming out the otherside a different person isn't something I could ever forget or take for granted.
I was stunted in a few areas of growth for a long time and am a late bloomer, but I do learn and grow. Im grateful for what I have. and I have so much. I'm currently working on being a little bit better than I was yesterday and figuring out what target I will aim at for my life direction, being that I find myself starting over once again. But this time I'm starting from experience and with resources. I am open to, and looking for a community/family.