when a book is so engrossing it completely obscures your perception of reality.. For years.. for billions of years..
Let me be honest.
My dreams at times I wonder if they were real?
I road a lot of buses as a child. As a teenager I rode in a lot more buses than you too. I had this dream in 2013 before I awoke on Sagittarius.
The bus from Lame Deer to Colstrip would take one hour and 15 minutes. If you drove by yourself and drove 8 miles over the speed limit you can make it in 24 minutes.
There are or were exactly 7 stops between Lame Deer and Colstrip.
Jerryś, Bobs place, Redbirds, Bailyś, Jim Town, Iverson, Bailys, Wilcotts, then one stop before the high school to drop off roughly 18 kids, then to the high school to drop off 30 plus kids.
The dream I recall is the bus was playing heavy metal music to me. I was trying to stay awake. And awoke when people were moving bodies from one bus to another bus.
Meaning everyone was passed out and I was awake but not able to move. And the people dressed in Air Force uniforms moved the bodies from one bus to another.
It is not the exact story. But it is the story I recall today.
I wonder if it was real?
Title: A journal in time By: Clinton R. Siegle page 2
Chapter 1 Beginning
Life is not what I expected life to be like. I was a variable or a person who lived outside
the system of life. I lived on an edge that few people believe. Do an internet search on Clinton R.
Siegle or type in the name in LinkedIn. A wild tale of a Montanan traveling the United States
ending up in Bolivia. Where Butch Cassidy died along with Che. Sort of an example of legends
to live or die up to. The current setting for me. La Paz Bolivia a cafe close to the embassy. I am
people watching. Why? You will have to read far into this tale to find out. Needless to say I the
excitement of the day walked by. I got up and followed. I wanted to see where these strangers
go. Why? Again, farther into this story I will explain. Needless to say, the person I followed
ducked into a construction site. I had not noticed it there before. When or what happened to the
home that was there? That question happened a lot these days. My first journals were all about
the details changing. Details? Brands, history, people’s names, locations, and colors. All
changing. Say what? Let me begin with where I remember for living for 45 years. According to a
poem by me which is censored here. I wrote the poem detailing life on earth. Where? When I
searched the Internet. The results showed that earth was on the Sagittarius outer arm of a galaxy
377,000 in diameters. No known black holes. The year 2016 plus or minus and time reference
point 4.5 billion years into a future that no longer exists. Why 4.5 billion years? My poem I
wrote about how weird life was about to get. Earth was to step outside the galaxy for a bit. That
bit correlated with 1500 year destruction cycles one reads about in history. Say what? The last
time earth stepped outside its galaxy borders. There was a drought so bad in 400 to 600 AD that
half of China ate the other half. People forget those tales. If one is a religious person.
The other time Planet X visited earth. Another drought noted in the Bible and Torah
when Joseph saved Egypt. Where Egypt gained enough gold to still make it one of the largest
gold deposit holders in this time, too. The other notable time? Noah’s flood. Again Torah and
Bible statement when North America Yellowstone blew. When North America attached toTitle: A journal in time By: Clinton R. Siegle page 3
Russia. The water coming from the heat of beaver dams wiped out the valley of the
Mediterranean. Where life was easy and good. The visiting red dwarf star along with Planet X
was close. Anyway, back to 4.5 billion years. There I wrote that earth math showed earth would
run into the next galaxy in 365,000 years. While here? 4.5 billion years. So this is a time traveler
journal. Let me make this clear. The mystery is why and how and well. A tale to read while
wandering in the night streets. A reason you look at the strangers seated in cafes trying to figure
out who or what is going on?
So time travelers journal? Why are you writing it this way? I suppose the last 10 journals
I wrote did not meet with anyone’s expectations? I mean what is at stake in a journal, a tale, a
mystery of time after all? Time? How can you say you are 4.5 billion years old? I have been
reading your journal “A wondering mind through the multiverse” since 2017 and well. It is
noteworthy. What are you trying to say? I suppose I watch the time of tribulation with
speculation. Speculation? Time of Tribulation? Where? Why? That is the ending of the story. I
am at the beginning. Let me begin with where I was at.
On May 18, 2016 plus or minus 4.5 billion years into a future I lived on a parallel earth. I
wrote poetry. Short pirate stories read by a lot of people at one time. There I can say I read on
www.deagel.com that earth had 8.5 billion people. The United States 365 million citizens and 29
million illegals. Say what? Are you trying to say you have seen the rapture? Yes, and no.
The new world I awoke on May 19, 2016 was so close to mine. If I had not been vision
impaired, I would have not noticed the dramatic change in colors in my room. Needless to say,
quality had change. It was a better world than mine. In what ways? At first I did not realize the
dramatic lose in population. Which at that time was 2.5 billion people. Say what? When I looked
I was on an earth with 6 billion people. What I noticed was the colors were more real. Like
stepping from an old color television into a modern color TV. That first day I noticed all the
public transportation was much newer. My world we were using late 1990 vans and cars. In thisTitle: A journal in time By: Clinton R. Siegle page 4
reality? Everything was close to 2013 or newer. Much to my surprise. Where did all this extra
money come from? Meaning the improvement was dramatic. I investigated. I did a lot of
research from Internet to books.
What I discovered was a change in empathy and how life went in those different worlds.
Meaning? My world in 1967 Roe versus Wade occurred. From that date on to 2016. I knew from
radio and political ads that 40 million people were gone due to abortion in my United States.
Here this reality today: Roe versus Wad occurs in 1973. Since that date the United States has
aborted double the United States citizens. What am I saying? That the rapture is man made via
policy changes made to ensure certain populations. Come now, the Bible is not the government.
No. But time travel and stories seem to be a truth. The rapture invented by Darby in the 1840s.
Why or how? I speculate on that. Needless to say, I had found 40 million US citizens. In that
these realities abort double the babies than in my reality. Still, that does not explain billion or
billions. No. Yet, when I searched. I found China actually enforces the one child policy and
forces abortions since 1973. So this story is about time travel, rapture, and?
My journal is about my reaction to how life changed. Along with how I have changed
since discovering these realities. I worried that I was missing people; you see. My Facebook
network seemed to be f with profiles that were no longer used. Were they aborted? Did they not
survive what ever brought me to this reality in time? If this is not an odd enough question. Think
how people that knew me must have felt when I wrote them about these ideas and changes.
My journal at that time recorded how the earth geographical land masses moved. South
America moved for 80 some days going east south. From where South America in my memory
for 45 years was. To which is where South America is now below North America plus 2400
miles east south of that location. Meaning? Santiago Chile I was to book a flight there to San
Francisco, it was an 11 hour flight. Now? 25 or 27 hours depending on the airline. That is only
your memory playing tricks on you. Sure, sure. What about Japan being off the coast of China,Title: A journal in time By: Clinton R. Siegle page 5
not Korea? Or New Zealand one island above not below Australia? Or that Mongolia never was
part of China? I could go on. I do in some journals for some 100s of examples of changes of
things, locations, and realities of things.
So the reality? At first I thought I was in parallel realities. I was on the Sagittarius arm for
80 or more days. Then that changed too. I went to Pegasus for a time. Now. I suppose I should
say that on earth. Wild. Why? The luck there I saw was beyond crazy. I wrote long examples of
kids kicking soccer balls into the same two foot area 11 times in a roll. The speed was faster,
meaning the bus reaching locations that took 20 minutes in half the time. From there I noted
earth went to Orion arm, then Orion spur, and now Orion nebula column. To be billions of years
old, watching planetary hoops each night if that is not enough of a story for you to read the rest.
Well. I can point out I am partially blind, one footed, and was a noted poet at one time. So let me
say this journal is to investigate for me along the way what has happened to my journals online
in every way. From journals. That were online poetry sites, to social platforms, to hard hand-
written copies. The hard choices I have had to make. Along with what is my goal in this journal?
To change your mind. To change humanities ending, I suppose. What will happen? For those
Ray Bradbury fans, this is where the story gets good. For those that have read this far? Meah.
Keep on the journal gets better. For those forced to read this because of some time traveling
study course.
Thanks for purchasing the book I suppose. Come along with me for a tale of no return at
looking at the reality around you in any normal sense of the way. The same way.
What is the dangers of this though or ideology? My doppelganger wife sent me to 15 or
17 doctors after I told her what I was seeing. You might start praying to God. The idea that
magical portals do exist and if you are not willing to go. Sometimes you might end up pushed
into a new reality.Title: A journal in time By: Clinton R. Siegle page 6
This journal is to give hope to those people fearing the Mandela Effect. To realize that
they are not alone. That the television Lost had more meaning than one would expect.
This journal is to investigate what I have learned over the years. To think about reality
and the significance of what I am trying to communicate.
The obvious issues? I am a partially blind, one-footed insane guy living in La Paz,
Bolivia. This whole book might be fiction or nonfiction to him. Reality might change? Your
concept of a story might improve something today. While destroy an ideology tomorrow?
Investigate a journal entry from the beginning of a journal no longer available online.
Hard copy.
Last of the ten general report Enclosure details of plan longevity according to the Internet earth
6.5 billion old from Talon 123 last of the legion.
Classified Supreme Generals Claw Expeditionary Force Officer Messenger Staff, G-7
16 June 2016 earth date6.5 billion years old Expeditionary Force number 123.
Subject: Plans of German timeline discovered on internet. Source: Link now defunct recollection
information the time wars went badly. Agent Talon 123. This agent is regarded as reliable and
has worked for in the past three operations on project avoid Heaven. He was in close contact
with General Slevin General Miller, and General Flashman. During the following three
campaigns his performance was celebrated for 365 years prior to the Reich fall on Ali mania.
1. A principal messenger sent into the future to detect the break down of the system of things has
occurred. What exactly? Prior to the astounding rediscovery of Talon 123 memory contact with
program code name Alice. Detail meeting occurred Oct 24 through November 7. At which point
Talon 123 was forced to give up project end game.Title: A journal in time By: Clinton R. Siegle page 7
2. Talon 123 states that all efforts need to fall back to grid provide via General Slevin in prior
reality report. Blow the know of time has to be done to save what little is left of this reality in
time.
3. Blow reality to be watched by Talon 123. End game scenario to be played out 123 has already
lost in the past. This game has no benefit in time. Talon 123 recommends pull out of those able
to leave immediately. The end of this timeline is approaching.
Remember, I am writing this journal. In an attempt to show my investigation of my time
travelers through the universe. What are the final ideological questions to question before I
continue? Besides telling you that the rapture is man made, along with government policies?
That your concept of your world or plural worlds system of things needs to change for humanity
to survive. Or? Humanity dies. That seems like a lot of work for a fiction or non fictional book to
cover. So let me begin again. Starting with what I have discovered. Along with my time as a
pushed time traveler into the reality in which I find myself today.
That history will show that one of the most evil conspiracies on earth was true is awkward. That the government conspired along with the rich to do away with God's bonds per Psalms is a truth, folks. That the man that the manmade virus from England sent to Canada stolen to China was released is either a great hoax or murdering the population it was meant to.
That the next virus was advertise by the person who owned the English patented virus sent to Canada in summer of 2019 about the coming future plagues and viruses is a mystery only to those that do not watch and realize someone is planning to murder over 80 percent of the worlds population is kind of evil.
https://www.naturalblaze.com/.../gates-military-funded...
https://globalnews.ca/.../genetically-modified-mosquitoes...
https://endertalon.blogspot.com/.../the-planned...
https://www.minds.com/.../that-awkward-moment-in-time-did...
That the government is in on this and does not seem to be involved in enforcing the evacuation of those lands not going to be around in 2025 is kind of as evil if not even more so.
People say come now. Comets strike the earth and there was nothing we could have done about it. but there. But the tidal waves sweeping the coastal regions were not expected? Or really? That instead of warming the planet to make more air via plant life the whole concept of burning 3/4ths of the trees and plant life on earth is something anyone can have happened.
That almost all of the viruses, and most of the fires were man made makes life that awkward moment in realization that the rich are planning on eating whatever is left of your body kind of make sick sense these days. Th
That the bible predictions have happened in that Israel will be recognized as a nation by 70 nations has happened. That the red foxes have returned to a certain part of Israel has happened. That the red heifer was born in 2018 has happened. That the temple mount is actually not on the mosque area is already known due to David’s city gate being found in a different section of the city. That no temple is required here for the Messiah to return is widely known.
That a man has claimed that right among some jewish leadership is also known.
So the end of the book of Revelation or Revelations depending on the timeline. What most people do not realize is the future has already been seen and has died. Say what? Mass is light. With that statement this whole reality concept is invalid. Meaning? If energy is mass times light times light and mass equates to light. Energy is nothing more than cubed light. The significance is recognized by several people. What does it mean? We live in a hologram.
So we live in a hologram? So what? This is as real as it gets. Laughter by many souls who have traveled and watched many alternative endings of these holograms and wondered to what end is this story reaching?
The day of judgment? Say what? If I am nothing more than a clay avatar and I know I died and this is all either a very bad dream which it would not be my first. Nor surprisingly after according to my journals billions of years have been moved back in time. However the deja vu played in 2019 makes me question my memories.
If humanity kills itself by allowing the evil to win because no one has the money nor power to stand up to the evil people is just kind of awkward. Shouldn't life be a better place? Is the same person who said more viruses will be forthcoming now allowed to release genetically blood sucking bugs into the environment? So the end is already accepted by the government. That the BLM movement is an attempt to get people to move from their homes on the coasts and large cities that a nuclear war will hit is often seen as exaggeration. READ www.deagel.com and realize it for yourself.
What is at stake? Empathy? Survival of humanity? The end game before God pulls the plug and says I am tired of this game lets play version 8.0?
That is the awkward part of the Mandela effect is it not? Just how many times has this game been played on this exact earth? Is the planet not tired by now? Those that read Jewish lore know that earth rebelled against God when he made trees. The command was trees for food. Earth's response was trees with bark. God asked why on earth the planet responded, the past experience has taught it that his creations would eat everything consuming everything. Thus the reasoning for bark and trees and plants that are not digestible. Meaning? Earth knows of the past.
So earth knows. I know we are nothing but light avatars stuck in a frequency of light in a moment of time. That all of this is a blink in God’s eye is wildly to comprehend in yet if you realize where and what I have seen. And then what I have dreamed and wonder now if I was truly there in those ages too. If I was what does that make the human soul?
So? The key event coming up actually passed for some. September 7 through December 21st, 2020. OR Ethopian calendar end of 2012. While the original calendar switched out in the 1700s in some realities the end of 2012 is December 21st or 23rd. I do not know any more the dates keep on switching.
That the new weapons system created by the United States in the summer of 2019 at White Sands had most of the design stolen via a Chinese intern in one of the subcontractors is already known. Just like the professor of microbiology and virology from China that hid in the Chinese embassy. So did it help? I can tell you in one reality at least China owns Australia, New Zealand, Singapore, all the way to Africa and into Poland's first two states. That kept that area for a time wild. How did they end? That I heard also. Each person's personalized hell was not something I expected to see. After all, I did stuff elsewhere. To be punished for stuff here? I am no longer certain where this is. It is not a 4.5 billion year old earth I can ascertain that much. How old? 20 billion years? Something like that time lag has happened in parts. Is this one of the final outcomes? Once upon a time, that story was told to me by someone I thought was nuts. Hell if you knew where I was and what I was doing you would say I was nuts. That I remember. The price is more than anyone has ever been paid to me. But I am seeing the after effects. I can tell a reanimated world being played backwards in time to a certain point to put my soul right to my body. Will it be for the day of judgment or to be spit out for another seven spirits to taunt me in my life? That is a question I await to see.
So? Here the bible has changed yet again. What do I hope? I hope for peace. What else? That instead of the US Space Force fighting the quote UFOs. That they instead just let heaven land in Israel. That sun power weapon after all is going down soon enough.
The earth space fence that replaced the 1950s space fence is not working properly is already on the network. Say what? Several comets have hit places recently. The space fence of the 1950s which was analog only allowed in a small football item ANALOG was and is better. While the contractor chose to ignore the criteria of football, he used digital and went with the size of a small bus. The difference? Whatever hits New York City in one reality? Maybe or hits wherever it can kill the drinkable water source of a fourth of the planet in another scenario. Which is this reality?
I am no longer sure. That I do know Hillary Clinton was on trial today to give testimony. That an end of reality is close. That is what September 11th 2020 is now considered the end of 2012 according to the Ethiopian calendar which is the oldest most used calendar in this reality. Meaning? None of the other calendars ending in 2012 have had any official use in ages. The Solomon line of descendants were to be king one after another until the 1970s. That the bible said the generation following the last king of David there would be an issue. The end of the world? Worlds? Let's be honest there is a God. Whether the great director of realities or film producers of 10 to the power of 200 galaxies with 10 to the power 10,000 earths with the complexity to play with time and color frequencies of light enough to make this seem all like a dream to me these days is wild. Why do I see this?
I believe. Yes. I have seen my fair share of realities and ghosts and well no one believes me.
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WE have all been robbed. Think the Treasury department does not know where 9 trillion dollars went- 9 trillion from the social security fund that has not been legally stolen by the federal government via US treasury note paid by guess right the private company named the Federal reserved; who you guessed right print imaginary money to make inflation or deflation depending on their own media explanation of what is happening to the economy which they manipulate via computer algorisms by buying and selling stocks for pennies. The sadness of this sock puppets PBS report is if you calculate that imaginary meaning nothing is what backing the money then nothing has really been stolen exception is that the Federal Reserve again a private company now has 4.5 trillion dollars or assets which mean properties that they stole legal from TARP. So stealing imaginary money equates to reality real property transfer meaning someone got screwed.
• Next sock puppet report a question not answered so far how many US Americans are hostage by ISIS? 1 or 1000? So far the state department, media, and white horse have not answered the question. Mr. Ed however the horse has at least clopped to 35 giving that he at least knows how to count to 35 we can believe he at least knows a number, but as soon as the Sock puppet asked how he knew the NSA arrested him for counting wrong per Common Core mathematics.
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This is the sock puppet reporting live with Peter Jennings with Buzz Lightyear on the moon. So the moon is made out of a metal, and all rocks, and samples are of a material that is hard enough to survive the heat of sun heat and for some magical purpose circles the world just at the right moment when the sun flares up and would scorch the earth but for the protection of he moon. Yes I know I heard this story before Peter Jennings right from the mouth of Buzz.
It amazes me.
I gain people I have no idea how. I loss people because they are not liking me. However, I read the posts, and I am pretty sure stability of my writing has improved instead of decreased. I think maybe the light of their misdeeds must be causing their anguish to be more than then can handle. For only Handel can handle like Handel can... you know those few that understand that are bright, those that think they know what I am talking about I suggest you read a quote book on ole movies... For those that are upset for reading this, I ask for you to write your congressman and tell them to ask for net neutrality otherwise you will see my face as the face of media. I am going to apply as a reporter for the Muppet on PBS I can see it now... Live reporting from the Capital steps financial pun the loss of Fiat money. Oh my god they stole all that imaginary money
Sock Puppet here at the greyhound bus station- massive wave of illegal aliens have taken over the terminals and seem to be probing the passengers. At the request of a concern citizen homeland security is being asked to move in to say the last butt check of a alien.
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A group and I watched a ghost bus drive by. Gahan Wilson talked, eyes popping out of black, white glaring faces. Charles Adams laughed, spoke of the humor in the faces. Edward Gorey talked of the driver’s eccentric hat. While I wandered in, my thoughts of gore lived on.
I got seated next to a child and his mother. When the kid asked where my foot was. And what happened to my eye? Instead of telling him my bear and shark story. I let him into what I was thinking at that moment. Therefore, my wife does not let me out of the house.
The gory was real. To realize I was living in the past realities brought to life one day at a time through God’s magic or technology was kind of scary. I tried praying more and repenting daily.
That on my home world for 40 plus years the internet said earth was 6.5 billion years old on the outer edge of Sagittarius with the population of 8.5 billion people in April 2016 meant for the first few months I thought the rapture had happened and watched as references and people I had known all my life disappeared. The United States for example lost 45 million people. That this distributed me the most was that I could not find certain people I knew. Meaning? I had worked hard and had 57 references on linked and today 41 references and when I try to recall who is missing and exactly when did they either not reference me or disowned me because of my story telling I do not know anymore. I know that abortion in my reality legalized in 1967 and not 1973. And that China e used it so much they murdered 500 million of their people. While in the United States 45 million missing US citizens seem to disappear from abortion as well. Made me worry about my soul until I realized I am dead. And? That I most likely am bonded to hell, or being vomited back into some weird ass reality that I have visited along the way.
What about heaven? Ah, that is the trick of the Scientologists and Ben Bova. They had or have had their realities already once upon a time. A long time ago. Meaning? If my galaxy which was 377,000 year years across and to hit the next galaxy in 365,000 years would mean 4.5 billion years have passed and this one moment in time, I am being brought back to life like a film or movie for this day into a past where God wins and all humanities other realities get to live out their weird ass desires and dreams is rather evil to me.
What gets me is Borge wrote about the mirror realities in the 1900s. So this story goes back into time a lot longer than I know knew and the ending should be rather interesting, for Solomon states the past is better than the present and that is so. I have seen engines and applications grow and become something much better than what I recall in 2016.
What does this mean? I would repent and hope your soul does not end up in hell. I have heard about the past passing realities. Some lived for seven million years with cloning. But those to have died or die. It is interesting to know the future and realize that the ending of a person’s life and their thoughts will get judged and you have to wonder. If actions and thoughts are the judgment details at the end of the game of life. What exactly am I going to end up as or where or how shamed am I going to live a much longer time than I realized is possible?
Meaning? Here 4.5 billion years to the next galaxy hits would mean this coming March I am celebrating not my 50th birthday but my 4.5 billionth reverse birthday. Wild, I know. Think of me blowing out all those candles. In yet all that time is like a moment or a twinkle in my eye at 3 to 4 AM when I switch places with whoever was here.
It is wild colors change building change the tree walks across from my place of living, along with the mountain moves. That technology wise Anderson Time Institute talks about CERN as a closed time curved loop technology allowing the person of the future to interact with the past is wild. What I am saying is that you have been dead a lot longer than you know. Repent if you can. For there is an ending sooner rather than later going to happen. And the realties of the future? Horrible endings. Astroids, CO2 gas, etc. What gets me here? Zachariah in my world talked about nuclear war, which I know happened December 2017 on some worlds they nuked Hawaii.
But now zombies are Zechariah, and I wonder. We considered it a statement on consumerism and that people would purchase anything if someone treading somehow made something popular. Real Zombies? No way. In yet this reality there are drugs and voodoo and other drugs making real zombies in life, so who knows.
So what am I stating? Repent. So do good. Be good. Believe in Christ. Outside of that, your horror movies have nothing compared to what is forthcoming. Russia vaccination zombies. US vaccination the Borg is now being seen in the sky. People laugh and say bull.
Watch your Netflix, the show Unlisted is the actual reality ending of several realities. And the Lion versus the wolves? I ran with both. I listened to their stories. Isiah is right along with Ben Bova. However, now it is God’s turn to play with technology or magic or miracles whatever you want to say the movie of life really is and the ending is happening the way he wants it. For the script of the bible is being rewritten and no one can stop the ending.
The Hebrew books read right to left, not left to right like English. Meaning? They will match the book of Revelation they just re-wrote it backwards and the end of time the right souls up with the right bodies on the day of judgment and that? Is the scariest part of all my dreams. For if I am to be judged on my dreams. I am probably one of the scariest people anyone on this planet has ever dealt with.
Seems the bus is stopping for me. I hope you enjoyed your story.
I wander in my mind
I am a time traveler in my mind.
Wandering daily from one reality to the next in a parallel reality.
A call of Mandela Effect one might say has taken my reality.
Nowadays , I watch as the clocks on the Internet tell a different time to my mind.
Dreaming, am I?
Eternity is a lot longer than one would expect is all that I know.
Reality, so when did MacDonald's for Big Mac turn to McDonald's?
In my mind, I look at a white sun, not yellow sun.
Now, I wonder in a bookstore seeing authors' names changing daily.
My minds says no way that can not be the way.
You look concerned?
My mind says:
I must stay in my mind.
Now the end of time or days
Dreaming as I wonder where did Curious George's tail go?
There was three of us. We were all shut-ins. A vomiter, whose vomit smelled so rank to cause those near him to gag. A nervous wreck, who peed without control. And me an insane fellow with one eye, one foot, and according to my shrink living a past life which meant I was insane.
The long of the start of the story is isolation bore us. You ever get stuck in a room with nothing to do for a few days? Imagine years. Then imagine your friends vomiting and peeing everywhere and you can imagine why I wanted out of here.
I think we were all tired of the televisions pharmacy ads. Dry eyes? Sure. Upset stomach? Who wouldn’t when your roommate vomit smells like acid? Ulcers? Good question. Blood in a stool? The television as entertainment for those stuck in a room is less appealing with each made up disease.
I think we all went nuts with the corona virus. You see. I like beer. To think I could not drink my favorite beer was rather upsetting.
We hatched the great escape at that moment of despair and wandering what does China have to do with a beer made in Mexico? The Marxist had just burned down the bus station in La Paz, Bolivia where I had hidden because of the lack of funding. You see. The National Health Care insurance was so high that either I would have paid that or for my doctors, medicines, and well food or the health insurance. Thus my escape to Bolivia was dealing with funding. While taking in roommates was for my mental health. In yet?
Why did the Marxist have to burn the bus system to the ground? Our escape plan required public transportation. With that gone. And Marxist killing over in the streets, one wonders what was going on in the real world.
The real world. I wonder about that. My many disabilities is in the form of being from elsewhere. Like I said my shrink says I am experiencing past life memories. Which would mean that I am dead? I talk to my roommates about death. They concur that the topic is interesting but has nothing to do with reality at present.
The escape. My plan was to get my stump to stop bleeding. Which worked. Being footless is not the only problem at times. The end of the stump bleed and now has turned a nice color of dark brown. Sugar diabetic brown. That is just the issue. Where am I getting sugar from? The air? Is not from the food that I can tell you.
So, where was I? The escape. The prosthetic foot is nice. However, lossy goosy and well most likely causes a black and blue spot now or dark brown at the end of the stump. The three of us are still planning our escape.
The suffering of this room is still going on. I think breakfast in bed is nice. And I would recommend it much better than an early shower, however, I wander in my mind and see that the reality has changed yet again.
I mention that the mountain has moved from one area to another. Insane, stop that is the reply I get. But of course. Silence. I wonder if life was to be silence why the humming of the most dreaded wifi5. It hurts my ears now. I think the frequencies are turning people mean or deviant. My friend the pee er agrees, I suppose.
Back to the room. All three of us concur time to make a trip. But, where? Hard to have an adventure or outing with less money than a good meal at Wendy’s in the states.
The park. So off I go with my two friends. Chained together so we don’t run off, I suppose we make the rounds. A Gringo and friends wandering the Park of Engineers. I wonder about that. I had met most of the people here. I do not recall a single engineer. Must have been before my time. Just like the photos of a working train here, a working public transportation rail, and these days a post office.
Our escape made. The three of us drag each other around. My two friends oblivious to me watching reality change before my eyes. Buildings painted one way yesterday are now a different color. The surprise for today? A new four store house where yesterday I am sure there were only two stories. Insane? Yes. Different reality? According to the shrink, I am just dead, so who knows?
My two friends drag me back home, to the room. Best friends forever? I just checked online and according to the Internet time has gone backward for a moment. I wonder. To say “Hey, I remember the.. But my dog friends just wage their tail and no one else cares.
Back in the room. So much for the escape. And beer? Who am I kidding I drink wine. Beer is for those without taste buds.
As I was baking a cupcake with rose frosting. I slipped into another time. Another dream.
I swimming. Or more to the attempts at swimming. I could not swim. I was trying to see how tall I was. In a swimming pool. When pushed into a deep end, I swallowed water. Slipping into the dark end. Then I lost everything once more. I do not recall but life slipping away.
I went black. Unconscious. Then a scream. Wake up. I could see light.
However I slipping into the water. Death? This would be like my fifth or sixth time.
I had died when a hay bale crushed me as a child. I was dead when an asthma attack caused me to stop breathing for 15 minutes while they did CPR.
Some modification of my brain happened. The scream wake up. Funny. I guess I am here again.
Christ says that death is like waking up from a dream. That this is an illusion.
A memory. What should I do?
Death?
what is death??
Something weird about death is. If this is nothing but a dream, why am I seeing this weird reality?
Can I wake up from this dream?
Again I am here. Waking up, the lady who is screaming stops seeing my eyes flutter.
I suppose another time. Death is an interesting concept.
I knew death for a long time.
First time I slipped into death from being crushed under a hay bail was weird.
The asthma attack another.
Time I got burned that they bandaged me for a fourth of my body. Humor fireworks. Did I live an adventurous life?
I doubt it.
I lived a normal life.
Sad life, how life is.
I went back to swimming. The people in charge watched me more closely.
Sad how life is.
Death is waiting for me.
To watch the mark of the beast and the coming Universal Basic Income digital identity adn vaccine pssport seemed like a future of a nightmare.
And I was not there? But I could see it.
Was I dead again?
Or is this a dream yet again?
To see people die from vaccination but to take it to get along with people is awkward.
To die and yet to live yet.
I wonder.
Modification how life works make me wonder. How long have I been dead?
Then the cupcakes started to smell wonderful.
So I returned to baking for witches in Istanbul.