so the gnome army led by Ender the pirate is off.. to the garden wars.. where pollen and colors matter more than thorns and prickly things..

As a pirate to see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower.. to hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour.. what is a moment of wild free speech between a mad hatter in lifes bits and pieces.. to sail towards darkness is nothing new... but is this that is see a life growing into something less than what it could be..

Awkward thoughts of Ender the pirate back in 2009. To realize this is my final hour of life on some world I will never wake up and this all of this will be a dream. Wild, and God has permitted me to see the end of time.

I think I would have been much more mucher if I realized that night who I talked with and who I might fight.

You see time traveling mind that I am. I have been other people and seen other times. People laugh and say sure, sure Clint.

I smile and wander in my mind. For if the building across the street did not shift to the right or the mountain move some 10 kilometers today I might have agreed. That I am me and see that I am on a closed time curved loop reality to see an end of time is. Well.. Awkward. I think instead of vengeance I would have asked for a library card to heaven. There must be some of the most interesting stories there. For if this is not a dream and I am alive some billion years hence and yet this is a past from yesterday or was it the day before. That would mean all my dreams are real.

Oddity, I would have dreamt more and bigger. For to see the end of time in the 2020s instead of 2069 or hence there after makes me question my mind. At which point did I fall down this exact rabbit hole?

How many rabbit holes are there? Meaning I have spoken with a number of travelers and characters. Their stories of panic in the streets to nuking Hawaii to CO2 gas clouds killing everyone on the East Coast and in Europe makes several biblical questions.

When I realize the bible changes daily along with the colors of the rainbow I wonder.

Be good, do good, pray for peace is my recommendation being a dead man watching you pass in your worlds. Be good. Humanity is just a game without instructions if you do not read the Bible. If you read the bible you got the instructions however someone has bent the rules a bit. For matter all that truly matters is light.