Is humanity just one bad sex story?

I guess what freaks me out most. Is I know I am no longer watching English, and reading what I use to read and watch on television. I use to brush the concept off. God made the eyes and ears to see and hear. Never occurred to me that what I am reading watching is not well in English. You say you are nuts I am that and I concur in yet. The programs that I noticed most of all changing and well being there and watching them. They talk on and on in yet in English they said it all in three words was American ninja Warrior and how I meet your mom. I think what gets me most. When there is an additional episode shows up on series I had already watched completely. And I have to see it and I watch it and the situation does not match the lip movement nor what I am seeing on screen. Sort of like Big Bang theory music. Fourteen million years ago expansion stopped .. While it should be fourteen billlion years ago or and this I heard once 1400 years ago.. Both of which makes me speculate on what life is like here. Meaning I do not write all my findings down. I no longer talk about the color changes or all of sudden tI have new park benches put up during a riot. And for what ever reason painted like old. Or whether the tree I was watching walk up a hill and donwn the hill has stopped. In yet not stopped moving because one day I mark it there and the next well it is no longer there so.. Who is right? I mean if I am truly just visiting these past worlds adventure. There s nothing I can do here and warning you to be good do good stop evil for what purpose. This reality for me to be here is dead and as am I dead or dying I can no longer change the reality here or now. What would I suggest? Running away from this all? I doubt I know of any place where I can go. Death? No that is no fun at all. Trying something new? Ithink that is the most awkwardness of this dream I am living right now. For you see while I was a kid and growingup I dreamt dreams that made no sense at all. Fighting monsters believe me I was not into monster movies. Even though I have 60 or so horror queens on facebook account I was more into fantasy or fiction. Zombies were not in my bible per say and I was more thoughtful of nuclear war up until 2010. Now.. now I wonder and wander the multiverse watching time slowly rewind to a point. Is this where humanity is captured by God? I mean if demons lose their battle with angels and become servants. And angels think about worshiping Adam because they had not seen God.. Is it possible that humanity was just as free as the demons jinns or angels? Humanity were once upon a time free then captured by a higher level and put in their game. I mean think if sex is sin. And Job life is just a game to bet on. When Jewish lore states Adam and Lilith were back to back. Then God separated them so Lilith could have sex with the king of demons. When the book of Philip and Jewish lore state that Eve had Cain and Able with the serpent. The whole human story is it not just a horror story gone terribly wrong for clay avatars trying to survive?