That I was seeing was not right. I had to hide my feelings yet again. To see people wronged that were right. Is awkward. In all my life, I stood and wrote about being right. Now to watch me fall into duplicity because of the current political climate is not right. In yet? For me, I have had to change a lot over the past few years. I wonder why? Was I wrong? I doubt that.
Predictions? I have seen a future that no longer exists. I know what happened. People say you do not know what you are talking about. I smile. I am a closed time curved loop traveler. That means to live here you were dead a long time ago.
What do I mean? My soul has been here before. Or a copy of my soul. I will see if I am the copy or the genuine soul at the end or judgment day. After all, life is a game. There is an accounting for everything you do. What is a truth or reality?
To see fascism in the United States is wickedly ugly. Watching people lose homes, jobs, and lives because of political hatred and censorship is not what I expected out of the Constitution written by the likes of Thomas Jefferson, John Adams, John Madison, James Monroe, and Ben Franklin.
That I have already lost my likelihood, business, and faith in the church is something. What is awful is the realization of how the media has spun hatred into mainstream desire? To see people burn businesses. Instead of realization, once a business gets destroyed or gone so is that part of the economy that China or India will produce that product cheaper and that business owner will lose his home or move his business elsewhere is weird. To see Escape from New York play out and that no one seems to care is like living in the weirdo world or bizarro world.
That the media now tells people to hate other people. Instead of living in peace is wildly insane. Because if Poland and communism along with fascism has taught anything to freedom of speech is once you hate someone or something or an idea instead of discussing it and come to a reasonable conclusion by yourself. To paraphrase Mark Twain, a quote you become what you hate.
The course of history duplicity is used to conceal feelings. To not show people who you really are. I have sort of done that. I have lost almost all my original Facebook friends and started a whole new reality. I am into story telling, interviews, autographs, and poetry. The reason? Censorship by Facebook. That I was a read person setting trends in my reality seen via my change over to Minds. Meaning? I moved most of my political posts and writings to Minds on September 29, 2018. I am now at 4.9 million impressions/views. Showing you I am read a little, not a lot.
My feelings being hid. I transformed my reality into this showing people’s creativity, political third ideology. Not to change the world. No. I am no longer do that, my influence is past. However, I did this to show other like minds they are not alone.
My feelings hide. They read my interviews by people that do not realize what creativity is. An idea. A personality that says I will go into that night or death and pass through night and death into somewhere else. Where is this place? I doubt I know anymore. I think I used to live there. It was a concept. An ideal. That humanity could be good. Decent, even. That we would live in peace.
Now I must hide my genuine feelings towards the hatred of this reality. Why? The time is where decency and good get hated, censored. That is the wild part about communism. The death of creativity. Somehow Darwin’s complete book was not read. The concept that 51 percent of the herd or population usually lead humanity instead of some group of people desiring to murder people whether from genetically altered Wuhan cold virus or from faulty vaccine which when compared to survival rate of Wuhan virus is more than death by the virus itself.
People say you are using old data. Or not reading the nRNA studies and data which shows causes dementia in older people. All I can say is those taking the flu vaccine in the past 10 years seem to be more prone to dementia than third world countries that did not take the vaccine. Look at the rise of autism in children with, is it 40 or 43 shots by the age of 11 in developed worlds versus those autism rates of the counties without those vaccines?
Duplicity, what are my genuine feelings? I am sharing them. I doubt this government has the best interest of me or the US common day citizen. The lack of control by the supreme court over the extensive use of presidential orders can be shown already.