"I discovered that what most people call creepy, scary, and spooky, I call comfy, cozy, and home." It is the quote starting this paragraph. Yes, I stole this quote once, and it then followed me everywhere. The reality I haunted libraries, used bookstores, and bookstores as a kid and as an adult, I have found that having read the majority of the good books, I discover it distasteful to wonder the aisle of the local bookstores sort of haunting it speculatively wondering where all the Jordan, Fraser, Tokens, Lewis, Asprin, have gone."

While Clint, who became Clinton, to wit Clinton R. Siegle realized after some time he was falling down a nebula column or a closed time curved loop.  The end result in his mind turned to plumbing and wondering in falling back through time and space and light at which point did the trip start?

You see, Clint was after a person he remembered.  A nice person one who would not hurt a fly.  However, after time and pain and of course evil done Clinton which he becomes thinks that revenge would be nice.  So he blesses those that cursed him. May they all become followers of Jesus Christ.  May they have as much of adventure as he has..

While Clinton blessings are fulfilled Clinton R Siegle realizing that the time on his computer had gone back 1.3 billion years according to star charts, geographical carbon dating, and the color of the sun being turned from Yellow to Green to Blue to now.. Now..

Now he looks behind the mirror which burns down forests almost 3 fourths of them from Russia, to Africa, through South America via California and realizes that let alone has the sun turned red indicating a 10 to 20 billion year old sun.  That according to NASA they are seeing molecules in space which would seem to indicate that he has shrunk very very small like or and here is funny part when NASA now says oh that is not what we meant to my email question.. Their telescope now is a microscope that sees the very beginnings of the universe.. Humor.. Watching the end of time in my mind. IS Solomon right to be neither good nor evil is to be allowed to watch as God vomits you out as Jesus Christ states to beginning yet again over and over until you repent? 

Repent?  If I understand this story which the Potter has told his pots let alone am I not in charge of anything.  There is nothing which I desire to do which can change this reality.  I have after all blessed my enemies. I do not wish to see them in heaven.  Why should I want to go to a place where my enemies are?  I do not want to go to hell.  To hot and lacks imagination .. Deranged minds can torture a soul and be mean.  I do not like that. I am not like that.

So where to go?  According to the color of the sun, the vomiting of God for not being good nor evil.. I am seeing reality yet one more day at a time..

Backwards.. yet today secret I learned is awkward.. At which point does the time of tribulation stop?  Do I want it to stop?  I mean I thought I guessed and I might have understood the last instructions.. I mean I am not a dolphin and in yet Thanks for all the stories.. This too shall be gone soon.