Death? I remember you.. Please do not let me fall into your hands.. or those of the accuser..

I was walking. I came across a small stream running from a rock. My thoughts were on some deep matters in my personal life. Instead of sticking to the path, I followed the water for a time. The running water leads to a small pond. Looking into the pond, I realized I could not see the bottom. The pond was still. Still waters. I sat down on a rock and just watched, thinking about what to do. The prior day I had learned I was to pass away soon if the doctors had their way. Deep thoughts of a person contemplating life and eath. Deep thoughts about how life is not what it seems at play. The small pond representing life. The still waters, making me realize I will pass away and yet the water will stay Deep thoughts about sitting there on a rock on that day.

I suppose the question at stake was or is or will be my soul. How deep a thought is that. Am I more than a story being told or something not real? I have other thoughts. But the deep still water of the pond makes me focus for a time. Am I real? Meaning? Is there a soul in me or am I a golem, just a clay avatar with thoughts? Deep thoughts? Sometimes. Sometimes silly thoughts. Like? I turn my attention to the pond. Where is the outlet of the pond? I can see none. I see three small waters running into the pond, but nothing going out. It. A pit or a valley, somehow. Thoughts of the still water. No fish? I take a deeper look? Is there any life in the pond? Then I see it. A splash. Something moved in the still water. How does this get my thoughts back to my deep question? Am I real? Do I have a soul? Death is an awkward question. Six years? Organ failure with blindness? Not something to wonder about. Deeper thoughts. What am I supposed to do?  

I supposed maybe I should have a plan? Deeper thoughts. An end of a life less lived. I wonder in my mind how regretful I have been. I did what was right. According to whom? I played by the golden rule only to see my life drained. Maybe I am the fool or maybe? I watch the still water. Wandering in my mind about thoughts that help no one. I turn back to the deep, still water. I focus. Thinking, do I have a soul. I focus even more. And I see a movement way down deep in the pond. Water flowing somewhere. I wonder. Where does the doorway open? In the underworld below for the water? I wonder. If my soul is heading onwards to hell? My thoughts go back. Six years to find out? Time is an awful long time to wonder about a soul. I sat there for hours. Seeking and questioning myself. Returning to the still water, wondering about my soul. Thinking. Deeper thoughts. Going into who and what I have done in life.  Made me want to do something else with my life.

Deeper thoughts I went to sleep. I doubt the still waters noticed me in deep thoughts just staying there forever.

Intimacy is fickle these days with machines and screens.

Need one say more than we live within a fictional dream on mobile, television, and computer screens?

Time is wasted with imaginary friends from Facebook, to TikTok to Minds all not really knowing a person life or name.

Indeed, imagination of life within a computer screen is all some people have these days.

Memories and experiences are not built with people these days via group outings, or camping trips or vacations.

A personal imaginary fictional friend all could be democrats, or Russian bots playing a political game.

Coming experiences from playing outside, of board games, has died with mobile telephone games.

You see we are all living within a fictional game.

And we have all become isolated from true family and friends.

Isolated from members of the community.

Seriously, when was the last time you shook hands with a real politician?

Open your eyes fiction has taken over reality and we are all to blame.

Live, love, laugh with each other for in the end the bots, robot telemarketers, self service food outlets are replacing humanity.

A bot replacing humanity will raise the profit margin for one more billionaire while starving someone's else kid.

Time to check, reality on humanity end game.

Indeed, humanity cannot compete with machines day in and night out.

Open everyone's eyes fiction is replacing humanity.

Now is the time to change before you become extinct.

The death of humanity was due to the lose of intimacy between man and woman. The reality was someone in 1970s thought of an awful plan to keep humanity caged within a reality where the end of humanity could not happen. And to the extent all past and future presidents of the worlds countries have or had startd the ideological acceptance of abortion, murder, war, and sterilization of humanity whether mating within the same gender or by chemical neutering large portions of the population. Some claim this ideological thought came from the future to change man kind. Others thought the evil was evil and fought the idea only to be called conspiracy nuts and avoided both in public or the network of computers that ran the banking, hospital, and media empires of the world. Which surprisingly was run of course by the artificial intelligence that subverted humanity in destroying humanity itself not with bombs, or plagues but by neutering everyone and changing dating profiles so that instead of a Adam and Eve love story where Eve runs off with some other guy. Well, they never met and instead live happily until they could not conceive in their rooms with their iPads and phones plugged into the net. Which provided them with everything until the end of time or end of their time. And thus robots ruled humanity or what was left of it. You see humanity ended up in a zoo for robots which fed and cared for the few remaining ones and well with that the end of humanity is written.

Intimacy is fickle these days with machines and screens.

Need one say more than we live within a fictional dream on mobile, television, and computer screens?

Time is wasted with imaginary friends from Facebook, to TikTok to Minds all not really knowing a person life or name.

Indeed, imagination of life within a computer screen is all some people have these days.

Memories and experiences are not built with people these days via group outings, or camping trips or vacations.

A personal imaginary fictional friend all could be democrats, or Russian bots playing a political game.

Coming experiences from playing outside, of board games, has died with mobile telephone games.

You see we are all living within a fictional game.

And we have all become isolated from true family and friends.

Isolated from members of the community.

Seriously, when was the last time you shook hands with a real politician?

Open your eyes fiction has taken over reality and we are all to blame.

Live, love, laugh with each other for in the end the bots, robot telemarketers, self service food outlets are replacing humanity.

A bot replacing humanity will raise the profit margin for one more billionaire while starving someone's else kid.

Time to check, reality on humanity end game.

Indeed, humanity cannot compete with machines day in and night out.

Open everyone's eyes fiction is replacing humanity.

Now is the time to change before you become extinct.

The death of humanity was due to the lose of intimacy between man and woman. The reality was someone in 1970s thought of an awful plan to keep humanity caged within a reality where the end of humanity could not happen. And to the extent all past and future presidents of the worlds countries have or had startd the ideological acceptance of abortion, murder, war, and sterilization of humanity whether mating within the same gender or by chemical neutering large portions of the population. Some claim this ideological thought came from the future to change man kind. Others thought the evil was evil and fought the idea only to be called conspiracy nuts and avoided both in public or the network of computers that ran the banking, hospital, and media empires of the world. Which surprisingly was run of course by the artificial intelligence that subverted humanity in destroying humanity itself not with bombs, or plagues but by neutering everyone and changing dating profiles so that instead of a Adam and Eve love story where Eve runs off with some other guy. Well, they never met and instead live happily until they could not conceive in their rooms with their iPads and phones plugged into the net. Which provided them with everything until the end of time or end of their time. And thus robots ruled humanity or what was left of it. You see humanity ended up in a zoo for robots which fed and cared for the few remaining ones and well with that the end of humanity is written.

Fred

A speculative answer is this.

There is a multiverse the dimensional number I am guessing is somewhere between 10 to power 192 or more.

The number comes from Drake equation adding multiverses and asking the wrong question receiving an answer which did not make sense until I realized what had happened.

The person using the simulator either at CERN, D Wave or Google does not know the difference between exact and 100 percent replacement values in a Monte Carlo simulation question. Example you run a simulation with everything. Note the word everything or everyone not just your universe or a grouping of universes similar to your universe. Some how MineCraft and D wave computing or CERN interacts with another universe how or why wrong question at present. The issue is the person realizes their mistake because they see something that should not be. Their response is to say put everything back at 100 percent. If you have ever ran a monte carlo simulation you realize that out liners have to be placed and positioned exactly the way they were to be running to get them back exactly in their position. Meaning exact match and 100 percent to monte carlo simulation are two different things. D wave computer at max can process 10 to power of 8 meaning whomever was the analyst person screwed up and did not put everyone back where they should be. This represents Mandela effect. Every single person realizing something different has had their mind transported to a different universe. Completely different. This also goes along with facts and history. Examples Skechers or Sketchers, who is the princess in Wreck it Ralph Penelope or Vanalope, When did Bob Crane die and how in his sleep 1977 shot to death 1977, beaten to death with a camera pod 1978 or strangled 1979. The timelines are so messed up several ideas are pooping up that were not here before. Abe Lincoln in my universe was a senator not a representative. First representative that I recall being a president is Bush senior. Example Rainbow Universe which says that there is a universe for each color and timeframe due to the wavelength change in the speed of light meaning there is time shifts. I have seen this on holidays and events recent Republican convention was suppose to happen in my timeframe July 6 throught the 10th. Here I believe it happened July 18th through 21st. Example I have seen on CNN BREXIST UK stay in the UK on Tuesday and UK exist the EU on a Thursday. I was kind of lost until I realized what I was seeing and started paying attention more to the color changes around me. Deity wise the only answer is technology versus nose magic or understanding whom is giving something for doing something. write me [email protected] I would like to hear your answers.