Are you sure you know your reality?

The subject of The subject of the Mandela effect. The surrealism part being the aesthetic philosophy that aims for the liberation of the mind by emphasizing the critical and imaginative powers of the subconscious.

People say it proves the Mandela effect. I will send a photo. JC Penny or JCPenney?

If one is real in one reality and the other is real here. Where does a person who sees both fit in?

People say that is just one photo. I say MacDonald’s for the Big Mac. While McDonald’s for?

If I remember the one in one reality to be truthful in yet that memory is with me now, in both reality is not the possibility of surrealism be truthful?

People prove we are in the mirror reality like you believe and that this is the past if you are a true closed time curved loop time traveler. Prove that there is a mirror hiding our dead red sun. https://www.tiny.cc/deadsunfall

The absurdity of your claims. Show us proof that you say that Abe Lincoln was a senator in your reality and held back the northern armies killing fewer people? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=omcnQ3tpV8A

What absurdity of your claim your reality had a different date to vote on than the first Tuesday after the first Monday of November? https://www.cnbc.com/2016/10/12/trump-urges-supporters-to-vote-on-wrong-day.html

So what other absurdities? That my United States had 51 states. Prove anything. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFZLW9EqMpA

That is just realistic fiction blunders and potentially photoshopped photos via Google and others.

So when did Mandela die or how? http://www.digitaljournal.com/article/231188 or https://www.timeslive.co.za/news/south-africa/2019-11-06-hundreds-remember-nelson-mandela-dying-in-the-1980s-inside-the-mandela-effect/

The dramatic question is which reality is real now? Which is stable? If the mirror is reality then the book by Jorge Luis Borges: The Library of Babel. Everything needs to be seriously reconsidered. Everything along with Drake’s multiverse alternative realities and time of Anderson Time Institute on the possibility of closed time curved loop realities along with the new bible verses discovered by the travelers in Daniel 12 2. But at that time your people—everyone whose name is found written in the book—will be delivered. 2And many who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake, some to everlasting life, but others to shame and everlasting contempt.

The arguments against range from your living a past life my shrink says. Which I point out that if I die daily and change daily that might be true. https://theprose.com/post/92852/journal-of-a-wondering-mind-through-the-multiverse Then I breathe on him and say do you feel my breath? Seems pretty alive to me. And so do you but I can tell you somethings that you would not believe nor do you seem to care about.  The argument of the pastor does not talk about it. That your heart was on the left side of the chest means you were not following Christ for a Christian heart is on the right side of the chest. Ecclesiastes 10 1As dead flies bring a stench to the perfumer’s oil, so a little folly outweighs wisdom and honor. 2A wise man’s heart inclines to the right, but the heart of a fool to the left. 3Even as the fool walks along the road, his sense is lacking, and he shows everyone that he is a foo. To rabbi’s who said if there is more than one reality there is only one. But you wrote and provide proof that you have moved at that time through at least 75 worlds and in the end South America moved 2400 miles east of the location I knew where it was supposedly supposed to be on Sagittarius and at that time I had a daily journal with photos and he never wrote back again.

Then the mystery is which ending am I or my soul or those traveling with me will end up?  I mean according to Daniel I am awaiting the day of judgment. And to be honest I am a bit scared. I was not as good as I could be. I tried my best. But I am flawed and failed many more times than the average person. Are we awaiting the day of judgment? Or is this what Jewish Lore and Walter Russell,http://abundanthope.net/artman2/uploads/1/The_Secret_of_Light.pdf call the coming age or era? Meaning?

Am I living in the time of tribulation? Seems to me that is so from my experience waking up one day missing 2 billion people from my world which was supposedly 8.5 billion at the time of my twinkle in my eye when 1Listen, I tell you a mystery: We will not all sleep, but we will all be changed— 52in an instant, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, the dead will be raised imperishable, and we will be changed. 53For the perishable must be clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality.

You laugh at immortality? Well, according to my journal here I was on a planet that’s internet said it was 6.5 billion years old and the next galaxy was to hit in 365,000 years. Now on Orion nebula the earth at 4.5 billion years but the next galaxy to hit at 4.5 billion years makes me pretty sure I am a bit older than I think I am.

I guess that is the magical realism of the question? What is at stake for me now? Am I dead and just traveling back to my real body? If so I might be in a bit of a problem.  Is this some sort of dream? I think my black and blue marks from hitting solid objects that were not there one day and appear the next to make sure they are real proves that I live in a solid somewhat weird holographic solid film. Playing my life backwards in time to when or wherever my real body is?  Is this Montauk project doing? Is this the time wizards doing this from Borges supposedly fictional tale? Is this one of the other seven timelines doings that I have dreamed so vividly about that I was afraid at times that I might never get out of that mirror or rabbit hole?

That I know when this started I did have an experience with my computer that was so absurd where it went through secret files and places that normal people do not read makes me curious. I searched for that and found a story that matched sort of what I felt like some giant or god like being searching my soul. https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/5esfix/the_truth_behind_the_mandela_effect/ That I hunted the source of that mystery for a while was interesting. The writer hacker Raven if I am right only was real for a short time and not in all realities did she work there which makes the whole story just a question in my mind.

However, to accept that I am dead would mean I am already to be judged for who I am or was? Or can I still change? I repent daily. I try daily. I pray daily. But I am flawed daily too so I am not sure which makes sense? Purgatory for those God finds lukewarm so he vomits us out and we gain seven more eviler spirits? I find that hard to believe because according to the stories I gathered my reality is dead so I can not go home to that body unless I am a badass and I am not so that would make no sense in this adventure at this point. So Heaven or hell?/ Or there are two other options these days which are awkward. Zombies And this shall be the plague with which the Lord will strike all the people who fought against Jerusalem:Their flesh shall [a]dissolve while they stand on their feet,Their eyes shall dissolve in their sockets,And their tongues shall dissolve in their mouths. Which was different from my memory of Zachariah where my pastor talked about a nuclear war happening and the people's flesh melting and the blood rising to the bridles of a horse.

The other option is to be purified by God as silver. This part makes more sense when I studied the Montauk project. At first when I listened no one was being stolen from heaven. I think they had already done their damage and felt secure that their reality no one was going to heaven. Then the next reality they stole 2500 people, then following reality 25,000, then 250,0outside of the number of people they played their mind games with the same story over again was dull and then went back  and the number had gone up to 25 million.  Then a new video showed up and it described how they moved minds between worlds causing the great divorce rate in the 1970s.  People's minds were swapped so voice frequencies would cause people to get mad or their stories would change just enough causing friction so the family would divorce. Why? When that did not do it they raised the tax rates and taxed married people to break up the homes and added abortion in 1971 here in my reality 1965 murdering at least formm y twinkle in my eye 46 million US citizen and 500 million Chinese.

To step through the doorway and realize purgatory or or walking in the valley of the shadow of death to the day of judgment is something. But at least at times it makes me rethink who I was and repent more often. I am not sure it does any good. But I try. What key events made me come to the realization that I am dead? From people not recognizing who I was? Seems no one remembers or they are forgotten stories that we had together. After all, I did live a rather unique life.

To me being a one footed, one eyed pirate writer expat in La Paz,, Bolivia living among the undead for a day at a time is something.

Accepting that I am walking into the end times is something. I suppose to realize that the Mark of the beast is already patented. That much of the computer siulations are programmed to murder more people than expect is something. https://endertalon.blogspot.com/2020/08/the-planned-destruction-of-system-of.html

Is there a plan forward? Well if 2020 was the real 212 and Montauk project states nothing gets by this reality without a change. One has to wonder?  When you realize that if my world is as old as I claimed it would mean that they spun my reality out farther and faster than here making events happening in my reality first so that they can watch and direct their course to some course path where they felt humanity could survive. Does the Montauk vision happen with Zardoz, Jetsons, Terminator, Cyclones? Evidently someplace. Star Trek? Maybe? The photos of the Borg recently showing up via the US military makes that a question in the mind.

Is that what will happen to those vomited out of God mouth if we are found lukewarm? I think I could handle the button pushing life of the Jetsons but Cyclones? Sex dolls that kill? I am not sure if I would survive that drama. Let's be honest I barely survived a lower middle class and now? https://endertalon.blogspot.com/2020/07/the-story-of-ender.html

So the plan? Repent daily. Pray daily. Try to be good daily. AmI meeting goals/ I feel I might have failed. But now there are new bible stories about failure in the bible and I wonder. Do I owe God 50 coins or 500 coins? And the realization I can not get vengeance or ask people to pay back what they owe me in heaven has dawned on me as I have watched and listened to how the worlds I left behind were destroyed from CO2 gas coming out of the oceans and freezing everything along the coast, to asteroids hitting destroying all bunkers and buildings, to Hawaii being nuked in Dec 2017, a war between the US and Korea. My old reality is dead. There is no going back home. My reality of earth was about to step outside the outer edge of the galaxy and be fried for the next seven to twelve years when I left.

So there is no plan on going back to where I knew my reality to exist for 40 plus years. There is no plan to go back to the time when there was active talk of saving the universe and the stories told from there were some laste via cloning for seven million years failed in the end. So. There is very little hope outside of God that I can escape the coming day of judgment. 

Thus the only option is to push forward and have faith that my hope in Jesus Christ works. Otherwise I am a bit afraid of the stories I have heard and not sure what to do. What can a person do with the movie director of life rewinding films that supposedly passed away a long time ago like Solomon said the past is better than the present? There is no hope outside of Jesus. To see the end of time? Is something. It is the adventure of a lifetime. Is it surreal? Yes. Is ir magical realism this seems real to me. Is this absurd? Read the links and read the story and make up your own mind. 

The danger? I am going to hell and might accidentally take someone with me. The danger is real. Every day something happens and I am no longer sure what to believe. History, facts,time changes.

The final result? Do good? Yes. Be good? Yes. Pray like all get out. I try to pray daily more and more. Does it help? I have no idea. Storming heaven with the day of judgement at hand is not something I was expecting in any life let alone a time traveling alternative reality. 

The real black moment in all this story is what if i am ending up shamed forever or in hell? Both places are not something I would enjoy. I already am ashamed of the life I lived at times. I worry that I hurt people and pray they forgive and thatI forgive them. 

My only hope is God. The real question is which of the 72 or 73 names of Jewish lore am I supposed to use? And Christ? I hope and believe and that is where my trust is. Is that enough? Hey I already see a mountain moved so who knows about what is real anymore.

And the final battle? That is just it. The bible has changed from needing a temple to be rebuilt to being Christ is the temple now? I am not sure of history let alone which facts are real and which are mirror realities illusions?

What is the final resolution? I think I would like to see what happens personally to the end of the story. What happens if at the end all this is sort of like the television program Red Dwarf and for some weird reason I have spent all this time in some video game and my final score is only 3 percent? https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x4tr1la