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And maybe I am not lost. Maybe this is just the way I must travel..

My great uncle was a book collector of sorts. He was a junkman, to be honest, along with a variety of other things. Meaning? He purchased books, scripts, artwork, miscellaneous items from a variety of alternative places.  Sometimes I thought he was a time traveler from a reality where JcPenney was spelled JcPenny.  Other times I suspected some of his stories meant he was some sort of spy

A lot of these stories have already been written and created into award-winning short films. Few people realize my great uncle’s library consisted of many handwritten books. Some from a suitcase sale in the 1950s at a train auction. Others from Dillon Montana purchased in 1966 at a library sale. Library sale? Yes. The box seemed consistent with handwriting from the suitcase, my great uncle said. Thus, he purchased the box filled with more typed and hand-written notes at a library in Montana. Hoping they were from the person's suitcase he had gotten. Those stories seemed from 1911 to the 1920s. Seemed like for 50 years or more the person wrote and wrote.

My great uncle was and is a hero. Whether humanity believes me or not. The question remains at times whether we both lived in the same reality.  Meaning? We often found ourselves in different settings that few, if any, people would believe. Getting ahold of Ernest Hemingway's suitcase and a box of his letters from Montana seems rather far-fetched these days. In yet? If you knew my great uncle's tales. You would reconsider what you would believe. What is real, after all? What is reality?

The question of reality, however, brings up strange and difficult questions when reading handwritten notes in a private library. Do you really want to know about alternative histories? Or realities? As a kid? I doubt I even considered that as a question, really. I just enjoyed the stories of Cafe Shi.  Pirates? Yes. The possibility of time travel? Sure. 

The event that made me realize my great uncle was telling a truth of sorts?  Well.  This is a tale about one day in a time traveler's journal found in my great uncles library. 


Discoveries while many in my journals and travels. A few stick out. Montauk project. I assure I would have read this conspiracy if I remembered it before this adventure. I had read about the Mandela effect since 2013. Both the conspiracy of Montauk and Mandela, I rediscovered upon my first journal. The implications were something that I had to investigate. The first one I wrote was Mister Duncan Cameron, and Peter Moon. Their correspondence was no help. Some of their replies. You can find it online at: “Wandering mind through the multiverse” by Clinton Siegle. In my attempt to communicate my dilemma. Which in my reality was spelt dilemna, at present, is or will be spelt dilemma here makes no sense to me? The dilemma was threefold? My parallel family thought I was nuts. I would tell them the mountain moved in the first few weeks. It got me sent to 15 or 17 doctors that assured my family I was in body okay for a disabled person. The shrink number 15 or 16 or 17, depending on my journals and medical records, was of no use. His statement that I am living a past life experience. That I was dead did not go over well with what I was discovering. If I was dead, I would point out I could feel my breath. No, no, his statement was I died elsewhere, and this was my current reality. After pointing out that the dead read sun, here was much older than my reality.


And that earth was billions of years younger than my world. I had to ask if he was not the one dead and I was visiting him. The first visit, no problem, the fourth visit. Patience is not my virtue.


So I scared him. How? I told him a secret he had told me. In yet? In the new reality, he had not even mentioned it to whoever was here in the body before me. So the question is: Montauk Project videos, Mandela effect, and the rapture. So pretty interesting time traveling questions. At first, I rediscovered the Montauk project on June 16, 2016, plus or minus billions of years. The first year I re-watched those videos. 1056 hours takes a person less time if you do not sleep. I do not think I slept much in 2016 and 2017. The point? When I watched the videos at first, the Montauk Project showed that only 2500 people got used. Stolen from heaven in their experiment. The next time I watched, the complete version of the number went up to 25000. Then to 250,000. After that, 2.5 million. The last time I watched it, 25 million people were part of their experiment. So? I still had not figured out what I was seeing time wise. Why? Deja vu. Things were happening twice in a matter of days, weeks, months. Movies I had watched would premiere again. Example? My world, Resident Evil, is supposed to come out on June 6th, 2016. I finally got to see the premiere on January 19, 2017. Meaning time sliding backwards, everything happens at a slower rate. Say what? Imagine a film made many times.


Each with a specific beginning, middle, and end. Now imagine that film made many more times with slight changes. Like? The color of the housing, instead of blue, is green. Or instead of unlucky people, everyone has luck. Or speed sped up by a factor of 2 or 4. So? Well. In 2017, I came across Drake’s equation on life in the universe. And the possibilities of several lives. My first attempt to fit in all the numbers turned out to be a number 10 to the power of 192 or 193. Depends on which journal I am reading from and the speculation calculations. Now things were getting weird. How so? The storyline of the Montauk project changes. When did John Von Neumann die? 1952 1953 1954 1955 1956 or 1957? And in 1957 Feb, March, April, or May? Meaning? Well. In those realities they had stolen the other realities Montauk chairs. The last count I had was seven on each reality that I was tracking. Japan, England, and the United States had the chairs and were using them to fix reality problems. What was the real problem? Well, as a game theorist by profession. You can look me up on LinkedIn. It shows I worked on probabilities for some rather large projects. The problem is they had crossed timelines. This crossing allowed for trapped spirits to break loose. What am I talking about? Well. The number of souls that Montauk project stole from heaven and hid in the universe was rather large.


How large? 200 million multiplied by 2 multiplied by the number of realities this game is being played in. Sounds absurd, I know. But the latest bible changes seem to state that. Meaning with a third of those in heaven now washing their own clothing in blood and going through a fire. So how was this, or why was this? It goes back to Drake’s equation on probability. And the Bible believes it. And John Von Neumann, in his last paper published in May 1957, showed it. The calculations online in those realities. What has the bible got to do with this? It seems God does not like cheats in any bets. If cheated, he takes betting kind of seriously and puts things right. And John Von Neumann’s last paper? The paper stated that there is no such thing as chaos. That everything motion, gravity, frequencies believe it or not preordained? Say what? Doctor Neumann’s last paper basically states that there is a story. Or for those into movies, a Matrix reality. Meaning everything moving calculated down to a story line. So you say that there is no chaos? All I am saying is the paper with the math formula published and agreed upon. Which is or was or will be at Princeton archives under lock and key. The paper seems to state it? And the people higher math people that read it concurred. So what am I saying? If you listen to the Montauk project, their goal was to stop heaven from coming down. And the destruction of the United States in some realities. In other realities, they are fighting heaven as we speak. In yet, other realities have turned into some gross slavery reality.

The mystery Yet of Mandela affected people is how their souls got stolen. The project used machines that ripped souls out of their body. Then the souls are placed in the most hellish conditions through space time. Put into exact parallel in the future time, which is nothing more than a speed up time reality. Think of the show HBO West world has shown that in one reality, a complete life can play out and be watched from above. And made to live in hell to change their reasoning or desire to go to heaven. Why? Evil does what evil does. The desire for humans to break the story line. Why hellish? Imagine a world where the color spectrum is blue or red or green. If a person puts in, say, a brown or yellow world. Their total life experience of color that hurt their eyes would be different. The same with pitch, tone of voice, and music. I hated the music in my world. The frequency was off. So the mystery is the Montauk project’s attempt to break God’s story. What is Mandela’s effect? God putting the souls of people back in their body. Since when? That is the mystery. Drake’s equation and time seemed too wild. Back to the image of a film with the same characters, same timelines. Parallel everything except. Well, you change out the souls of the story. The person who is supposed to say My, what a lovely day. Instead, say gross things. Or the person who is supposed to hate something realizes that thing is not that hateful. Meaning? Well, the at stake is humanity’s soul. What has happened number wise seems to show those souls that were once upon a time supposed to be good? They might have done it already or are going to do it, are in the process now being corrupted? And those corrupted souls? I am not sure.

Meaning? Jesus Christ statements if God can not judge whether you are good or evil. You might vomit. Say what? Well, the Mandela effect is God vomiting out souls that were neither good nor bad. Think souls vomit from God a spirit into space, time in search of their real bodies for the day of judgment. The key events? Here the mark of the beast is a patent. It is a cryptocurrency, which when you read the patent, sounds like the beginning of the Borg. Could this be that humanity is losing its soul? Meaning on this timeline here to the potential ending of humans becoming robots.

That is a lot to take in now? Time travel, Montauk project, speculation on Mandela effect, what about the rapture? That is simply a math equation on the story timeline. Meaning? Say you were to be born in 1963 instead of 1971. Everything you experience from that time up to that now has changed. Who you know, what you do, as an example. Yet, the story repeats. How many times? Even a 0.0000001 speculation point. Reference here that I made with raw calculations in Google quantum quirk lab online. Seemed to show more than a trillion. So? Imagine your soul having to run through billions of realities. For the soul to fit into the right storyline for the day of judgment. Now realize there are seven similar timelines working close by. That also has a parallel with one or else you would not be reading this. Meaning? Imagine a world where Nazism won. Or where mechanical machines without software actually run. Or? The point being until your soul reaches a certain start or finish point. The actual ending of the story line is unknown.

Kind of mirror reflection. What if all my nightmares showed me to be? Or what if all those nightmares came from someone else’s dreams? Which is the truth? How can you plan for your end? Am I evil as sin? Or have I lived a life not mine? Waking up with these questions in my mind is often disturbing. So imagine now adding golems or robots or imaginary people. Meaning? People that in my world we’re in this world were aborted in this timeline. Evidently did not interfere or interact with your body in this reality. Meaning? When the film of a soul played backwards. How? Watching the day to day as NASA says the galaxy is going clockwise the next day, counter clockwise. I would have to say gravity is pushing, pulling and in motion dragging souls. Pulling them back through time to their bodies.

Example rewound in time removing storylines that were not part of your time or story is easier to do. So 45 million US citizens had nothing to do with me in my reality. And 500 million Chinese people did not provide a product or song or anything. Removing a storyline helps simplify the judging process is a speculation here. Investigating an old journal entry.

Last of the ten general reports. Enclosure details of plan longevity according to the Internet earth 4.4 billion old. From Talon 123, last of the legion. Classified Supreme Generals Claw Expeditionary Force Officer Messenger Staff, G-7.

16 December 2016 earth date 5.6 to 5.3 variable on search billion years old Expeditionary Force number 123. Subject:

Subject: The curvature of time and discovery of the break in time.

1. Rediscovery of Montauk Project, John Von Neumann math equation. Along with a reality with up to 8 Montauk chairs. Talon 123 notes that going back through time was a discovery for him. That invention, time travel closeness of earth to the black hole. And deaths of one John Von Neumann occur to change daily.

2. John Von Neumann’s death happened in 1952, 1953, 1954, 1955, 1956, and a variety of dates in 1957. The most important date is May 1957. His final calculations appear to disprove chaos. A storyline bound that everything. Meaning the paper would appear to be the reason. That timeline stole all the Montauk Project chairs. How? They brought all the minds of the 1957 team to that date in time. While exchanging the minds with all the 1956 team’s line. Meaning? The Montauk project team is not crazy, just living in a different space at present. So? Means that when Montauk YouTube reports. That there are now eight chairs running in one reality that is correct. Why? Earth appears to be 3,000 light years away from a black hole which appears to be studied here.

What does this all mean? I am still in judgment of my life; I suppose. Did I do well? I hope so. Since this seems real. I assure you hell is real too. The danger is that I somehow do the wrong thing. I am evil. I repent. Yet, is that enough or does that even work here? That is the investigation. And why I followed those people that I was watching in the first chapter. Why? I am in Bolivia. The average height here is like 5-6 almost everyone is less than 5-8 here. The people I followed were giants. Huge 7 or 8 foot giants. I wondered where people like that roam and find food here, to be honest. The other speculations about the rapture or aborted souls. That potential is the real possibility that those bodies were never real. That they played a part in holding the spirit in some sort of hellish place. So is there a God? When reading in one of my journals, I wrote the title No deity found yet. Today? I can, from my point of view, say yes. Virginia, there is a God. Have I met him? I pray to him. I hope so. Realizing this complete story could be a figment of my imagination. Or part of my mind seeing reality and time change daily. My resolution? To believe in God. Why? That too goes into a speculation.