33 dollars.. I could not get into state health insurance for 33 dollars tried for 6 months. When I figured the cost of insurance for family of 4 at 833 dollars a month, not including doctor visits or medicine I could not live in the US of A. And thus I am in Bolivia. Shame is great..

Snow poem of the day

snowing outside today ice is spreading like a web across the window today cold is the temperature today there should be built a snowman today problem gloves are not warm enough today the coats are older today my mind is foggier today life is just a charm today frost is outside the window today tap tap on the window this day freezing life little things today making life harder for those little things today cold, snow, frozen today hope lost then driven by the wind today

Love? I have heard of love. I believed in romance once upon a time. After all this story is about love.. Then again this story is also about change. Change and love. Yes, change, love and the Potter. The Potter? God, of course. This story is about God, change, love and a time traveler. Time Traveler? Yes, a time traveler, of course. So, this story is about how a time traveler changes realities. Daily per the stories that the Great Programmer or Potter tells about a soul named. Well, let us call him Clint. Or Clinton. Or his latest version, Clinton R. Siegle. Thus begins this once upon a time story about our hero or villain or a pot. Yes, a pot. The traveler Clint was born on an earth stated to be on the Sagittarius arm of a Milky Way galaxy. So parallel? To this reality no one would know the difference until paying attention to this is this and that is that. I mean, like how many people remember that MacDonald’s? Is now McDonald’s, after all it is not like the Big Mac named after MacDonald’s. Oh, snap. So, once upon a time our hero or villain fell in love. Was love real there or and here is the trick of time travel was or is love real here? Let us say Clint at that time believed in a happy reality. That the government was or carried about people and that people were as a whole good. I mean, after all, why would anyone want to be bad? Why do bad? That is the awkwardness of the Great Programmer story. Clint had one reality in time. He lived a happy content life. He was around three or maybe turning four. When the gold man showed up one night. Now, what was said? And what they did to Clint could be describe by Duncan Cameron. Or those talking about Montauk Project or such. Let us be honest. It was a long, long time ago or just a hoop skip and jump in time. From one year two years a million or two until several billion years passed like it was only three years ago. What has that got to do with time? Or love? Well, Clint happy and loved his dog. Teddy Bear. A wonderful dog. A dog like a movie star. A dog that anyone could have just been happy. And time? Let us be honest. When Montauk Project destroyed families by swapping out the minds of parents. So one day a person is happy with his wife and the next yelling’s hard the frequency would hurt anyone around them. Well, a time of tribulation then as is occurring now people divorced, argued, and caused pain. Was it deliberate by the United States government? The pain was. To destroy families to change seasons. To allow people to be born years ahead of their time so that their true love and them could never meet. Oh, so this is a sweet love story after all? No, not really. You see one of those evil people murdered Clint’s dog. Teddy Bear.. I miss him still. Love for a little kid. While his parent divorced a few months later after having another dog for a few months is hard on one’s soul. Evil you see wins in most love stories. Well, with no longer a family. Meaning parent divorced. And no longer a dog. The dog being killed. That leaves the Great Programmer his story line. What did a Potter do to this pot? Love? What is a concept of love to a child? Forced attachment to a family member. Whose main aim after reviewing one’s life seemed to show a criticism. So much so that just speaking brought the response I am sorry. When you criticize your children, they do not stop loving the parent but love themselves. The Potter of creating the great story. A teller created a sorry Clint is interesting after reflection. I mean love should be more than I am sorry for everything and anything under the sun. A God programming a reality. A reality of being sorry also must realize. In time maybe that perception or that soul is just tired of living in an unloved environment. At that time, Clint grew into one of the sorriest people I had gotten to know. Sorry for this for that. Not because he was sorry. Just the automatic response of being sorry was there. Programmed into a soul. Evil people do evil programming. How was he to know that evil people existed? And changed reality to suit some skim by some government talked about in Psalms 2? If this story does not lend to you the lack of protection and hostility against one soul. They placed through school upon him another burden. The hurt of this burden caused questions. That until Clinton R time travel.. Which this story will conclude with meant Clint questioned his soul. Did he belong to God? Was the Potter just playing games? Games? Let the story move to when Clint is then called Clinton R then. And the realization per Jewish lore. That Job was nothing more than a game piece between God and his betting partner. That awkward time. Between Clint, Clinton, and Clinton R that burden. It causes so much discomfort. That at least several times a counselor, psychologist, would ask. Are you thinking about suicide? How come can a burden be placed upon a child and then with the wrong but right influence just not give up on life? Well, Clint secret? Not giving up on life? No. His trust in a Potter? He hoped in the Potter. Was hope all there was? The Potter or God put him into this burden. Clint was not strong enough. So, did what comes out of lack of love for oneself and burden. That is the secret of a closed time curved loop traveler. A soul You see the dust for a closed time curved loop traveler is a soul. He gave up. Clinton came out of that giving up. Did he survive this terrible tale? No. When government destroys people they do so without thought nor care. Clinton survived working harder than Clint. His survival skill was something between I am sorry for this in every argument. That happened and wanting this horrible life over with. People say how hard did Clinton work? One only has to look at references still available on Linkedin to realize he worked his ass off. Never the less the government destroys without a care nor anyone carring. His career by overloading him. His average billing was for 300 hours a month. His health suffered. His business of owning thirteen apartment building total 43 units. The HUD government funding they stopped without any paperwork for three months. Without saying anything. They changed payments. Shorting Clinton. Supposedly from 21,308 to 6,300 and which did not pay the electric bills nor water for the tenants. Shame is great on a government killing a soul throughout time. In yet, God the Potter was there this is his story line after all. Clinton saying no more could handle this. Sadness he held out for a long time. His career fell not apart;However , when looking at a 360 review, somehow life was not fair. God had or has plans for Clint, Clinton, or Clinton R for some time. Then Clinton’s bankruptcy turned into Clinton R.

Let us say Clinton R. is one of the more interesting lives I have every heard of or seen. The Potter has a sense of humor. Let this story be a forewarning to those say there is no God. Clinton R. after losing his career, his business made a living for a time. Then one day after spending a few unpaid overtime hours at work, he got sick. How sick? The Potter had him shitting himself for a few days in a hospital sick. The doctor there thought he Clinton R. was nothing important and sent him home. n Upon his return to home. His neighbors called the fire department, which responded and said, walk your pain off. At 9 PM, the nurse sent to set up a drip gave Clinton R 15 dollars for a ride in a taxi back to the hospital. Entering placed in ER and a slice of a foot by several inches deep was removed from his right ankle. Now, the storyteller or Great Programmer. He decided that the fun with Clinton R. was just beginning. Returning home. After a few months of hospice stay. Where he spoke with drugged up seniors. That no one else spoke to Clinton R. tried to work again after being let go in a lay off. During a week home prior to going back to work. The neighbor test of his zip guns into the walls shoot and put a bullet two feet from his head. It came two feet away from Clinton R. s head at home trying to figure out without a job how to survive. Not the smartest cookie. Clinton R. went to work again and again and the third job he flew in Boston and learned that reality is just a concept. For there his foot died. Realizing he was sick he flew home. He did not take an ambulance ride to a hospital because Obamacare does not pay for ambulance rides. The doctors said no problem. At 1 AM the Great Programmer awoke Clinton R. out of a deep sleep from pain medicine to sign what paperwork he never saw. Three days later he awoke without his left foot. Now Clinton R. after losing his business, profession, health. Lost everything else in the United States by trusting a person with his property. Instead of saving a person decided to just give his property away. Humor. The Great Programmer has a sense of humor. That brings us to the love, a twist in the plot and time travel. On May 18, 2016 several billion years from hence. On a parallel reality earth on the outer edge of Sagittarius Clinton R went to sleep. Love? On May 18th, 2016, they swapped my mind from a future to a past life of a Clinton on a parallel reality. At first Clinton speculated parallel worlds. Only because the time did not seem to be an issue. However distance of where his mind went to sleep. And where the internet stated he awoke made him question time, distance and space. Let me be honesty Clinton started his journey according to the Internet. On the outside arm of Sagittarius on an earth that was 6.5 billion years old. Clinton wrote hundreds of emails and speculations on what happened to myself. If bored, look up The wondering mind through the multi verse Clinton R Siegle on prose. Anyway, the Great Programmer vomited me out of his reality per Jesus Christ into this a past. The past? Yes. Clinton see, Clinton talks with dead people all the time these days they were dead in Clinton reality. Do they know that? Clinton told them once at least, however few people listen. Love of a Programmer has kept Clinton R. going. From seeing time twisting backwards. From the start of a few million years, then to 1.3 billion years next to 2 billion years. To currently four billion years from where Clinton remembers earth time. And placement of how close Andromeda is to the Milky Way galaxy. This is supposed to be a love story, right? Well, yes. Can you imagine awakening each day in a family with new stories and new ideas from the prior day? Meaning? His wife and Clinton got married in the Seattle Washington area. Their honeymoon tale was how they got stuck on the highway. Entering Canada without a turnoff and drove right into Canada from Seattle Washington. Wild, right?