Grief is a thyme leaf,
a song a knight sings.
Belief is a bell tolled,
balm of the old kings.
Belief is a rhyme sheet,
a song that rings false.
Grief is untold,
the gist of all missed calls.
Always the golden bough
remains in the distance,
unseen but dreamed of
in the deeper hours of now.
Words are found
like washed round river stones
and hummed by once and future laundresses
and beneath the city’s sound.
But the reek of absence
sweeps through the hollow,
through all the wet brown days
that ever will follow.
Numbed by desires,
you care not in the least
who shall burn,
and who join the feast.
Always, forever --
it seems; but never
anything feels certain,
except for cold rain.
Though belief is no phantom,
and grief is no symptom;
they’re red sweet chest meat
and a lethal lack of sleep.