Blogs from Eon, Record#002: Back to Basics...

Eon Here…

So it looks like I need to go back to basics here. I’ve been getting sloppy...Ok I won’t lie to you here. I’m a lazy fuck. Identifying myself as such, is also part of the problem. I know that I much make a change, mentally as well as physically.

I’ve come across a Japanese Proverb, check it out:

“A Superior person in an Inferior position, accepting a task to graciously, bring good fortune to all”.

I’d forgotten why I go to work, why I do what I do. I have found that I had lost myself in this mentality where I didn’t want to do the minimum of the task required to complete. Where comfort was the only place I wanted to be, and working to be a nuisance. A place where succeeding was only gained by the smallest of efforts, with no comfort being compromise.

An epiphany that I’ve recently experienced was that I judged my days by what I harvested, not by what I had sown. I would leave the thing known as a ‘job’ to go home and just… bleh. Just fueling the laziness, the spiral descent into self-pity and loathing. All while knowing that I, me the person experiencing this ‘Reality’, I was...am at fault?

I guess you can say I’m just soul searching, going back to the roots. Trying to find that WHY again. To give this life purpose, a reason to wake. Wake up to work, work to live, work for myself. I need to understand this ‘sense of accomplishment’ that I keep hearing about.

Anyways, I think I’ve got what it takes to get back in the saddle. Give me some sound advice, inspiration if you know the struggle. Thanks, and have a great day. Change the world, baby. You can do it.